LOGINIlang segundo pa bago ako naka-recover mula sa pagkabigla. It was like the moment I heard Sir spoke, my brain and whole body stopped functioning.
Are his words laced with magic?
Bumalik lang kasi ako sa katinuan when Love poked me.
"Nakaalis na, Hope," she murmured while smiling.
"Ha?" I asked, confused. Nakatayo pa rin ako roon at hindi man lang nakagalaw agad.
"Umalis na sila Sir. Tama na 'yan. Isa ka ring obvious eh," she mumbled. Nakita ko pa siyang umiling saka sumakay na sa sasakyan. Nilingon ko naman si Faith and she just gave me a meaningful smile before entering the car.
When I looked at where Sir parked his car ay wala na ito doon.
God, did I space out that much?
Napailing na lang ako saka nagmadaling sumakay ng sasakyan. Baliw rin ako eh.
"He really cares for you that much 'no?" Love said.
"Ha?" Parang tanga na tanong ko ulit. I don't know. Naiwan ata ang utak ko sa café.
O baka naman sumama kay Sir?
Ugh, mind! Behave!
"Si Sir Troy. Ganoon ba talaga siya ka-caring sa students niya? Kasi kung ganoon nga siya, aba lahat ata ng students niya mai-in love talaga sa kanya," she replied.
"Di ko alam," I answered as I started the engine.
"But it was like... there's something in his voice when he said it. Di ako sure, ha? Parang he really cares for you," Faith butted in.
"Oo! Akala ko ako lang," Love said hurriedly. "Omg."
"And the way he behaved earlier, his words towards you... it's different," dagdag pa ni Faith.
I'd like to think there really is something with the way he talks to me and even the way he glances at me. But no, ayaw kong mag-assume tapos masasaktan lang.
"Feel ko talaga crush ka niya," Love said with a big smile on her face.
"Wag niyo ngang bigyan ng meaning. Baka naman mabuti lang talaga siyang tao," I replied. "And please, stop talking about it. I can't concentrate on driving. Gusto niyo bang mabangga tayo?"
"Oh... so you're affected?" Love teased. Narinig ko pang tumawa si Faith. Pinagkakaisahan talaga nila ako.
"Oh please. Stop it," sabi ko na lang at pilit nag-concentrate sa pagda-drive. I just wish they'll stop b
ecause I can't afford to crash the car.
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Kinaumagahan ay maaga akong nagising to prepare for school. Since wala pa si Manang ay ako na muna ang naghanda ng breakfast. That's one of my responsibilities as the eldest.
As soon as I wake up ay naghilamos agad ako and went to the kitchen to check if we have enough ingredients. Good thing Manang did the grocery kaya may enough supply pa kami.
I just made some omelettes and cooked some hotdogs. Hindi ko naman kailangan magluto nang marami since Love is claiming she's on a diet and Faith usually wakes up a bit late kaya konti lang rin nakakain niya. Minsan pa nga ay pumapasok na lang siya ng school without eating and ends up grabbing some food for brunch kapag may vacant time siya. Madalas rin kasi 'yong matulog nang late kakaaral, which I admire of her. Sana lang ay on the same level ang kasipagan namin. Too bad my laziness always wins.
After preparing the food ay isa-isa ko nang ginising sina Love and Faith bago ako naligo at mag-ayos. Besides, I still have two hours before my class so I have enough time to fix myself.
I just put on some powder and some lip tint, no need to fix my brows because they're already okay, which I got from my Mom. Thanks for her and Dad's genes.
"Love, pa-braid naman," I asked Love. She's done eating. Nakaayos na rin siya at ready to go to school na. Hinihintay na lang namin si Faith na naliligo pa.
"Himala at nagpaayos ka ata," she mumbled. She looked at me meaningfully.
"Madalas naman akong nagpapaayos sa 'yo ah?" I replied. Kapag marami pang time ay nagpapaayos talaga ako ng buhok kay Love. I like my hair in braids kasi di na kailangan ng constant care the entire day. I'll just leave it as it is.
"I mean, look at you," she said while looking at me from head to toe. "You hardly wear skirts but you wore one today. And it's not paired with a t-shirt."
Napatingin ako sa suot ko. Oo, hindi ako madalas magsuot ng skirt but this time I decided to wear one kasi mas bagay i-pair ang new blouse ko sa denim skirt na about 5 inches above the knee. And besides, ang init ng panahon.
"Because it matches my blouse better than pants," I said. She just looked at me with a grin.
"Okay. Sabi mo eh," she just said and then began doing my braids.
I just sat there quietly and waited for Love to finish. Iyon nga lang ay biglang pumasok sa isip ko na magkikita na naman kami ni Sir Troy since we're going to meet for our Laboratory class later. Kaya ayun at nakaramdam ako ng kaba. I just wish it'll be quick.
Just when Love finished braiding my hair, Faith came, her hair's still damp.
"Baka naman gusto mo munang mag-hair dry diyan," Love suggested but Faith just shook her head.
"Wag na. Baka ma-traffic tayo," she said saka nauna nang pumunta sa labas.
"Anong oras na naman kaya natulog 'yan kagabi?" Love asked, na sinagot ko lang ng kibit-balikat kasi wala naman talaga akong idea.
We went to School and luckily, hindi kami na-traffic so we just arrived on time. I just dropped them off at the Student Center so I can go straight to the Science and Math building. Pareho kasi silang nasa Humanities and Social Sciences building ang unang klase.
Iyon nga lang, I somehow regret going to School at this hour. Kahit kasi on time lang ang dating ko ay mukhang wala pang tao sa room. I even checked the whole space when I arrived and I was right, ako pa lang ang student.
Kaya sa takot kong maabutan ako ni Sir Troy ay agad akong umalis doon at naisipang magpapalipas muna nang ilang minuto sa may canteen. Ang awkward naman kasi kung kami lang ulit ni Sir ang tao sa classroom. Naalala ko tuloy 'yong nangyari sa akin last time, which is really not a good memory for me.
As I was walking away from the room ay naging mapagmatyag ako sa paligid at todo tingin sa kanan, kaliwa, harap at likod kasi baka makita ako ni Sir Troy. And I don't want it to happen so I have to be careful.
Dahan-dahan pa akong naglakad na para bang kriminal na may pinagtataguan.
Kaso when I was near the entrance ay halos ma-estatwa ako when I heard someone spoke.
"Where are you going, Miss Rivera?" Sir Troy asked, my back facing him.
Oh no. Oh no.
"Hi," Troy greeted smilingly. Medyo weird pa ring tawagin siyang Troy without the Sir. But I like it, and I know I'll get used to it.I went to school early and when I reached the classroom, he was already there, sitting on the teacher's table in front. There was no one other than us."Hi," I replied. Sa pinakalikod pa rin ako umupo."Ang layo mo naman," he mumbled. Natawa na lang ako habang inilalabas ang phone ko. Ilang beses kasi 'yong nag-vibrate when I was still in the car on the way here. Hindi ko ma-check because I was focusing on driving.Nagulat na lang ako, after I got my phone, Troy's already sitting on the chair beside mine."Go back there. Baka may
I haven't confessed in my whole life. I didn't think I even liked someone before. Hindi naman kasi ako 'yong tipong madaling magkagusto. I had crushes, yes, but it never reached the point where I felt like this.This is really different. What Troy's making me feel is a whole different thing.And it was enough for me to conclude I really like him.Pero bigla akong nakaramdam ng hiya. Hindi kasi siya agad nakapagsalita. I suddenly have the urge to hide my face."Oh my god," I murmured as I fanned myself. Biglang nag-init ang buong mukha ko because of what I just said. Nakakahiya!Was it a wrong timing? Am I not supposed to say it this early? Gosh, I'm feeling so
It was like I was counting every minute that passed. I paid attention on the lectures but my eyes would always land on my wrist watch almost every minute. Tila ba hinihintay na pumatak 'yong oras na pwede na akong umalis at magtungo sa kung saan kami magkikita ni Sir.I never felt like this before. Ngayon lang ulit ako na-excite sa mangyayari. The feeling was so strange but in a good way.So this is what it feels like to be in love..."Sabay ba tayo magdi-dinner ngayon?" I heard Clarisse ask when we were finally going out of the classroom. Mabilis akong napalingon sa kanya. She was on her phone so she probably hasn't seen my reaction."Sorry. Pass," Lio ans
Last night, I wasn't able to sleep well. Maybe I was too overwhelmed because of what he said. Tapos sabayan pa ng realization kung gaano ko siya kagusto. It was really a mess inside my head. Kinabukasan tuloy ay tinubuan ako ng isang pimple. And God, of all the spaces in my face, sa tungki ng ilong ko pa talaga tumubo!"Uy si Hope, in love!" Love teased when she saw me walking out of my room. Iyong tigyawat ko talaga ang unang nakita.I tried to keep a straight face as I took my seat to eat my breakfast. Pero hindi rin nakatakas sa akin ang nangingiting si Faith. She's looking at me like she knows my secret.Shocks, did she saw what happened last night? Nakita niya kaya kami kagabi?Oh God.
I wasn't able to quickly move. Nanatili pa akong nakatitig sa screen ng phone ko.I read his message again and again and it still says the same. I'm not hallucinating. He's really outside.I just got back to my senses when the heater made a noise, which meant the water's boiling now. 'Yon ang una kong nilapitan at tinanggal mula sa pagkakasaksak sa plug. Saglit pa akong tumitig doon, looking so crazy for waiting for it to tell me what to do.I slapped myself. Nababaliw na ata ako.After exhaling for the nth time, I decided to just go out and ask him why he's here when it's already so late.Dahan-dahan lang akong naglakad palapit sa pinto, afraid I'll make a noi
I haven't seen Sir Troy for a week. He wasn't there during our Lab class. Si Ma'am Gel 'yong pumasok on his behalf and said he was on a seminar or something.Medyo nalungkot ako, I admit. Usually he makes announcement on our facebook page or he messages me, but that time, he didn't. Hindi ko rin siya nakausap even during the weekend.I want to be mad at myself because I waited for him to contact me. Medyo nasanay kasi akong madalas siyang kausap at ngayong hindi nga kami nagkausap, pakiramdam ko hinahanap iyon ng sistema ko and I hate it. Ayaw kong masanay sa isang bagay na anytime ay pwedeng mawala. It will just hurt me.It was Tuesday again and I have to attend his class. Hindi ko nga lang alam kung nakabalik na siya or what. I didn't try to find out.







