Guilt and fear

CHAPTER 9

GUILT AND FEAR

Lucien perfunctorily said that he and Rebekah were mates. Rebekah's heart skipped a bit as she smiled and nodded.

Mia was surprised that Rebekah and Lucien were mates. She didn't expect that an Omega could also be mates with an Alpha. Rebekah smiled awkwardly and was nervous inside because she had no mate sense for Lucien unilaterally.

She subject passed and Mia talked about what she had done over the years and where she went to and visited and all that. They all shared something and talked about it, so far it wasn't as bad as Rebekah thought but sometimes she would feel like a third wheel, meanwhile, Mia is the one who was supposed to be a third wheel.

After some time, Rebekah rested back and looked out the window, just enjoying the sight, and left them to their little talks. She was feeling a bit down but she did not want them to notice and she did not need their pity or concern, that's it Lucien even cared.

Plus thoughts were running through her brain, she was getting worried about Mia's words. She had always been afraid of the fact that Lucien would find out because she had drugged him and caused him to have a mating sense. Although she felt guilty she had to do what she had to do. The banned drug was left to her by her mother and now her mother is dead and it was able to make her become Luna to get rid of her Omega identity. However, she truly fell in love with Steven after that. And she wished she could have made her mother more proud of her before she died and the look from her mother, the last look was a look of disappointment, the day her parents came and found out she could not bear a child for the Alpha. And she hated how they looked at her, her mother had done everything to keep her protected and important but she just had to let her down.

Now only pregnancy could give her peace of mind.

They stopped by an ice cream shop and got some ice cream, also moved on to getting chicken and all that delicious food. It was a lovely time, although Rebekah tried to fit in she could see herself not, so she just concentrated on herself and enjoyed what she was eating.

In the evening, when they got back and she and Lucien headed back to their room, to change and relax, Rebekah took the initiative to put on a sexy nightgown that was short and hot to tempt Steven.

She took it into the bathroom after he was done showering and she had her bath, making sure she smelled nice when she was done, she put in on and came out, acting like she was not aware of the consequences of her actions. Lucien noticed how hot she looked and almost forgot that Rebekah could look this hot. He suddenly felt the heat coming unto him as she sprayed a perfume on her neck, the scent alluring and inviting.

She then dropped the perfume and reached her hands down to her thighs and softly caressed her warm skin. She felt a little shudder, passion rising again. With one hand she lifted the dress, with the other she reached down and caressed her lower tummy, lower, down, softly stroking her tiny triangle of downy hair, her long fingertips gently rubbing and reaching down to her eager pussy lips. Swelling with lust again, she moved her longest finger down more, just inside herself, immediately feeling the soft wet juices. For a few seconds, she rubbed the smooth little button of her clit, flicking her finger over it, feeling herself swell and becoming wetter. But no, she wanted him inside - she didn't need to 'help herself' now...

Then she turned and caught him staring at her, his eyes saying so many things.

She stood for a moment admiring her mate and Alpha. And she caught sight of his huge cock, jutting out in front of him! She smiled to herself to see how he was already horny.

She had decided to lead this time, to tease and seduce him, use him for her delight. Yes, she would take that firm cock in her hands, in her mouth, in her body, make it so hard, make it throb and explode, and fill her up later...

In one swift movement, Rebekah lifted her dress and pulled it up over her head, dropping it to the ground.

Lucien watched, a smile creeping up his face, as she danced her way to him, proudly displaying herself. 'This is what you're going to get' She knew he adored her body and stopped but now she would make him remember what it was like to have her sexy self all to himself. Rebekah sensed Lucien admiring her proud breasts, seeing her erect nipples; relishing her subtle curves, her slim waist, her lovely pussy that he knew so well.

Yes! Now they must connect, give to each other, use each other, and give in to nature's call.

She walked over and stood above him. He laid there already naked, ready, arms by his side, his hardness pointing up over his stomach. Even though her pussy had not touched his body yet she was dripping wet. But she wanted it to last and began instead to massage his chest and shoulders. He began to moan gently. She felt a thrill inside her, knowing how much she made him want her, relishing the moment. She was so hot and ready now. Now it was time to play with him a bit more! She moved down to take his hardness in her hands.

As he lay still, quietly moaning with delight, she made her fingers wet with juices from her pussy and expertly massaged his hard cock, using both hands, up and down the long shaft, her fingers teasing the soft tip. She felt him quiver and felt it throb hard - tempted to make him squirt now! But no, not yet, she wanted that inside her soon.

She continued massaging his stomach, leg, cock, and balls, loving the smooth hardness of him. She felt her nipples hardening again, her pussy swelling, juices oozing out down her inner thighs.

She climbed onto him again, licking his body, rubbing her breasts against him to stimulate them. She felt his hardness pressing against her stomach as she lowered her body onto him, loving the sensation of the smooth, well-lubricated cock pressing against her. Again she thought how easy it would be to make him come, and felt herself swelling inside again.

But now she just had to feel him inside! She brought her body upright, steadying herself with one hand, using the other to gently grasp his swollen member, guiding it towards her eager pussy lips. She was so wet now and feeling a deep urge inside - she could wait no more: he was in!