Chapter 39 - Unfixed problems

Hindi matanggap ng sistema ko kung gaano ngayon katahimik ang bahay, ramdam na ramdam ko ito. And now I'm holding a glass of whiskey, wanting to forget this silence and maybe tomorrow it's all just a nightmares I have last night.

Thought it was but it wasn't and how do I take it , when in just a blink of an eye my family's leave me just like that, sitting upright at the bed is like I am my old self again.

Living my oldself just like yesterday, naihilamos ko ang kamay ko at tiningnan ang oras sa may side table. Makikitang alas kwatro na ng umaga, hindi ako makatulog dahil sa nangyari kahapon.

Wala akong nagawa kundi tingnan lang sila paalis, iwan ako dito. Grabbing the whiskey again on the side table and drink it but suddenly I look down when I saw a lot of whiskey bottle scattered on the floor.

I want to die, that's all hangging on my head after they leave me. And that thought would be great if they come back to me.

I snap my head towards my vibrating phone on the pillow, I took it an