LOGINScarlett's POV
I spent the whole night tossing in bed, thinking about how much Alexander had cost me. Talking to Kathleen had lifted something off my chest. Not everything—not the crushing weight of heartbreak, betrayal, and isolation—but enough. Enough to breathe again. Enough to remember who I had been before I let love blindfold me and lead me off a cliff. It sparked hope in my chest, and I desperately clung to it.
I was still the Luna of this pack, whether Faye wanted it or not. It didn't matter if she had Alexander wrapped around her finger or if they both thought they could erase me by imprisoning me in my quarters.
I barely got any sleep that night, and now I was up early, even before Ruby. I sat up slowly in bed, my thoughts spiraling out of control, and realized I'd made a mistake far greater than falling in love.
I had forgotten who I was.
I forgot the girl who trained longer, fought harder, and stood straighter in council meetings just to be taken seriously. I forgot the wolf who had howled under blood moons and stood defiant against older, stronger males. I forgot the woman I had been before Alexander's pretty words and burning blue eyes melted the edges of my resolve.
I had forgotten my friends. Myself.
And Alexander? He never forgot who he was. He took everything I had given and gave back only control.
But no more. Now, I would wait. Kathleen had promised to speak to her brother on my behalf. Until then, I needed to keep my head low, my mouth shut, and my hands steady.
The day dragged on too slowly for my liking. I finally got out of bed after Ruby brought me breakfast. I had no appetite for food; I had too many things going on in my head. She didn't speak much, only giving me a look that said she understood without prying. I appreciated her more than words could ever say. My stomach churned. Eating felt like admitting I belonged here.
"Eat, Luna," Ruby said softly, placing a hand on my shoulder. "You'll need strength. You don't win wars on an empty stomach."
I looked up at her and saw not just my maid but my sister-in-arms. I picked up the fork and forced down a bite. It tasted like ash, but I swallowed it anyway.
"I hate him," I whispered.
"I know," she said gently.
I didn't expect the sound of boots.
My spine went rigid as I heard the door open behind me, a gust of crisp morning air sweeping into the room. Then the scent of spice, cedar, and that faint undertone of something uniquely his wrapped around me like poison-laced honey.
Alexander was here.
I didn't turn around at first. My hands curled into fists. The audacity to walk in here and act like everything was fine was jarring.
"Scarlett," he said, his voice deceptively warm. I hated how my name sounded on his tongue, as if he still had the right. I hated even more how his voice made me feel.
I turned slowly, gaze narrowing, ready to meet him with cold silence. But he was holding a bouquet of peonies—my favorite. My breath caught in my throat. What the hell was he trying to do? I caught sight of Ruby slipping out of the room to give us privacy.
"I saw these and immediately thought of you," he murmured, stepping closer. "I had them brought in from the southern gardens."
I didn't take them. What use would they be to me anyway?
He moved closer to where I was seated and took the seat next to me. The intensity of his scent was invading my space; he knew it too, judging by the soft smirk on his face. He leaned in anyway, and before I could stop him, his lips brushed against mine.
The bond snapped to life between us, as powerful and overwhelming as ever. My body betrayed me—every nerve lit up, every memory of the way he used to hold me came rushing back. My lips almost moved to meet his, and memories of his betrayal slipped far from my mind.
Then his phone rang.
He pulled back, sighing, and checked the screen.
That's when reality punched me in the face.
Faye.
I saw her name flash in bold across the screen.
My chest tightened. I shoved the bouquet into his chest and moved back, my voice cold and clear. "You have the mother of your child to worry about. Why are you here?"
His brows furrowed. "Scarlett, stop."
"You kissed me, knowing you got her pregnant. What kind of monster are you?"
"Stop being dramatic."
Dramatic?
"You've locked me up in a corner of this palace like I'm diseased. You confiscated my devices, cut me off from everyone I care about, and now you dare call me dramatic?"
He sighed like I was a nuisance. "I didn't come here to fight. I want us to talk this out like adults."
"No, you came here to manipulate me into silence. Again."
His eyes hardened. "You're my Luna."
"Then treat me like one," I snapped. "Or better yet, strip me of the title and let me go."
He didn't respond to that. He never did.
"You think punishing me will break me," I added, stepping closer. "But you forget that I was raised in the Winter Pack. We don't break. We freeze and come back sharper."
He laughed bitterly. "This is why I didn't choose you."
There it was. The final blow—and the truth. I had just been a placeholder for his true love.
I stared at him, every ounce of warmth turning to ice. "Good. Because I would never forgive a man who cheats. No matter how many times he tries to manipulate me into thinking all is fine."
His jaw clenched, the vein in his temple ticking. Then, like the coward he was, he turned to leave.
"Go on," I said mockingly. "Faye's waiting. Go comfort your little mistress."
He paused, glanced at his phone again, then walked out. He slammed the door behind himself, and I sighed. I sat still, heart hammering, lungs gasping for air. I felt like I'd just come from battle. I hated how much the bond still affected me; I wouldn't let my guard down around him anymore.
Ruby burst in not ten seconds later, eyes wide. "There's a call for you. On the landline."
I blinked. "What?"
"The landline. Downstairs. I told them to hold. Said it was urgent."
I was already moving before she finished the sentence. The hallway blurred as I ran, bare feet slapping against polished floors. The old black phone sat in the corner of the sitting room, half-hidden by velvet drapes.
I snatched it up. "Hello?"
Silence.
Then a deep, commanding voice filled the line. "Luna Scarlett."
I froze.
"Alpha Lucien speaking."
He had called.
KathleenA week had already passed ever since the small events that I did towards the woman named Lucia who tried to slap me but I counterattacked her that time and I’ve been here in this Ironfang Pack for a week now.After that event and after Draco had told everyone that I was his Luna and that those who would disrespect me were the same as disrespecting him, their attitude had all changed three hundred sixy degree. They all treated me with respect and politeness.If it was before, they would look at me with their unfiltered gazes, looking at me up and down, measuring if I am worthy to be with their Alpha, now it was different. They would think twice if they would look at me, would talk to me, and would even approach me with respect and politeness now.As expected, power and authority are still above all things that could make one bow their head and tuck their tails.Though, I don’t really care if they see me as seductress, a witch who bewitched their Alpha and won’t accept me as th
KathleenAfter the small events with Draco earlier, I strolled down the Ironfang territory. At first, Draco wanted to go with me, but I was the one who insisted that I wanted to go alone. Although he was reluctant, since his beta had already called him to finish and review some documents he needed to see and sign as the Alpha of the Ironfang, he left with no other choice but to let me be and let me roam around.I just got out of his earful instructions saying that I shouldn’t go with anyone even if they asked me to drink with them.Tsk. What does he see me as for?Although I love to drink alcohols, I still have limitations and won’t be foolish enough to go with any people or men who would ask me out.Well… he was the exemption.I took a deep breath, strolling around and watching how the pack members here are busy with chitchats, some were running around, some were diligent in their training, while some of them were just sitting down with nothing else to do.I let the cool breeze brush
KathleenI wasn’t sure what in the Moon Goddess I was thinking for accepting the so-called one-month trial as his Luna to see if we would work out and if not, he would stop bugging me and let me go.Of course, I was tempted by his suggestion. After all, this is just a trial card and if it would work out between the two for us, then it would be great, but if not, I’ll be free to leave, and he won’t bug me nor my brother to ask for my hand in marriage again.However, what I am worried about is that I would have to spend my whole month—my vacation that was given by Scarlett and Lucien for me to relax—instead, I would use it to stay here in the Ironfang territory.After all, if I would go back to the Nightshade Pack after what we have agreed regarding about the trial card for one month while he would stay here in his own pack too, it would be nothing.Long distance relationships don’t work here.Now, I am staying in a luxurious guest house—a house that Draco had newly built for the two of
KathleenHalf a month had already passed—as well as the war between the Crescent Moon and the Nightshade Pack. Now, we were cleaning and rebuilding the structures of our pack right after it got destroyed by the war back then and plus, Scarlett and Lucien were back right after Scarlett got kidnapped during their sacred mated bonds.I sighed heavily. I don’t know what they have done in their past lives to encounter such troubles in this lifetime that almost every day they couldn’t rest nor got time to take a breath since there would be another trouble who would seek them again.However, it was a good thing that the person who kidnapped Scarlett back then wasn’t an enemy—but rather her grandmother otherwise, for sure another war and chaos would resurface again.“Thinking about Alpha Draco?” I heard Scarlett’s voice full of teasing as she sat in front of me.I flipped the documents that I needed to review—since I took this role after I knew that Scarlett was pregnant, and I wanted her to
KathleenTwo days had already passed ever since I had made those foolish mistakes—getting drunk and offering my virginity to a stranger whom I couldn’t even see its face, nor I know him. All I could remember was his touch that still lingers all over my body and his voice that whispers softly on my ears—ahh, stop it, Kathleen!Stop thinking about that man! Erase, erase, erase!I took a deep breath and waited for Scarlett and Lucien to come. I had already told Scarlett about what foolish decision I have made ever in my life. It was a good thing that I told her about it since she helped me get a birth control from our physician under her name.I was grateful at that—and since I was afraid that I would really get pregnant after that one mistake, one night where… well, he had spilled a lot of his semen inside of me but still I cleaned myself up in the morning right after… but I’m still paranoid.What if I’ll get pregnant? That’s why I had gulped down four pills at once just to make sure.A
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