I opened the door of my parent’s room, and before I got inside, I already felt the tension, sadness and pain that lingered inside the room. The bed is clean and well covered, the smell of mama’s perfume with the smell of the brandy that she is drinking every night. Mixed, that filled the whole room. I went inside and sat in the bed covered with a purple velvet bedsheet. I roamed my eyes and realised how big the room was. With air-conditioning, a flat-screen that is almost bigger than the wall, polished floor and big cabinets. I realised that we almost had everything. The house, cars, and wealth are supposed to make us happy. But it is just material things because no matter how rich we are. Still, we are not complete, daddy is not content, mama is not happy, and I don’t feel love. Things are just things. I can still hear my mother’s cry every time she lies on this bed without her husband lying next to him. The pain that she is dealing with everyday, th
We went to the chapel near our home early in the morning. Maybe it just takes us fifteen to thirty minutes to drive because the chapel is just a few blocks away. “You go ahead,” Echo told me. “Why?” I asked “Because I am not feeling well, my head is aching,” He answered. “I will wait for you here inside the car”, He added. “Okay,” I said and kissed him. I got out of the car and went to the chapel by myself. I am so excited while taking my steps to the chapel. My heartbeat was fast because of excitement. I remember that this is the chapel that we always visited every weekend
I woke up without noticing that it was already six p.m. I fall asleep with Echo in his arms. I almost forgot that I have a dinner date with John, so I take a bath, wear my sexy dress to mesmerize him, and put on a little make-up in the front of the mirror. Light foundation and red lipstick that matches my daring black dress. PERFECT TRAP TO CATCH A MOUSE. “You look so beautiful,” He said and smelt me on my neck and touched my soft and smooth arms. “Here’s the plan, baby”, He whispered in my ear; his warm breath makes me a little horny and makes me want to grab his thing down there, but we have time for that. What is important right now is our plan. “I will wait for you inside the car while you will go and meet him,” He said While looking at me in the mirror. His
It’s early in the morning, and I am drinking coffee on the balcony. The smell of fresh flowers makes my morning great while looking at the people passing by. I suddenly remembered my laptop hidden inside my cabinet and my social media account that I hadn't checked for long. Since I got depressed about nanny Silva’s death, I hid my laptop inside my cabinet and promised not to engage in any activity because I hated the world when she died, but now I am ready to use it again. I went inside my room and kissed Echo first on his forehead because he was still sleeping. I got my laptop from the cabinet and went back to the balcony. I plugged it in and turned it on, and I wondered why there was a crack on the screen. Maybe I dropped it accidentally, but that’s okay. It is still working even though there's a crack on the screen. I opened my Facebook account and checked what was trending or what was viral. I saw funny posts from friends I
I woke up early because I smelled the aroma of the coffee downstairs that energized me. Maybe Echo is already awake and preparing coffee for us. I comb my hair, brush my teeth, and change my sleeping dress to the ordinary dress I always wear before going down. I also heard the beautiful song that is my nanny Silva’s favorite. It’s Annie’s song from John Denver. I didn’t know that Echo knew that song, too, because I remember when nanny Silva was still alive. She loved to play that song every time she was doing the household chores. I noticed that the windows were already open. The thing that Echo didn’t do. He never opens a window, neither do I. The sunlight passes through the window, telling me that the morning is good, making my morning slightly different because I am not used to it. I went downstairs to check what was going on with loud music and the aroma of the coffee
I went inside nanny Silva’s room and took the necklace that I gave her inside her cabinet because I wanted to wear it to remember her. I hold the heart pendant of the necklace and starts crying because of the pain that lingers. Her death is unacceptable. She’s a good, loving and unselfish woman. She didn’t deserve to die that way. I partly blamed myself for forgetting about how she died. I didn’t fight for her, I was just a teenager back then, and I left her alone. “I am sorry, nanny”, I whispered while holding the necklace close to my heart. “Babe, let’s go. The flowers are ready”, Echo said. Holding a basket of flowers that he picked from nanny Silva’s garden. I wiped my tears and composed myself because I needed to be okay going to the cemetery to visit nanny
It’s time for worship again. I didn’t wake Echo up because I know he was very tired yesterday because we went to the cemetery to visit nanny Silva’s grave. I kissed him on his cheek and whispered, “I love you.” I gently closed the door and drove to the chapel. “Helena”, Brother Even called me. He is waiting for me to arrive and I know why. He will ask me about John if I have some news about John. “Do you have any news about John?” He asked while wiping his eyeglass with the handkerchief he is holding, and he wore the eyeglass again after wiping it and looked at me, waiting for my answer. “I am trying to check social media, but I don’t get any”, I lied while looking directly into his eyes. “Becaus
Today is the day. I cooked amazing food for our lunch. I prepared everything that would please them. The confetti, my welcome greeting for them, and even some of the balloons that Echo blew. I will hold the lunch in our backyard for them to see the flowers that nanny Silva planted. I put the long table and the chairs at the top of Belinda’s grave because I know they are too dumb to notice. I put all the foods well presented on the table for the girls to enjoy, for their mouths to water so that they will be excited to eat the food that I cooked, and of course, I get the bible from nanny Silva’s room and put it on the table beside the food. I checked everything if I missed something before they arrived, and I think everything is set now. WE WILL HAVE A PARTY. “Everything is set now, babe?” He asked and waited for my answer; maybe I still needed help from him.
I got tired after a long day, and I fell asleep when I heard a girl crying downstairs inside nanny Silva’s room. I stand up, with my messy hair and sleepy eyes. I wear my slippers, and slowly open the door to avoid creating the sound so I will not wake Echo up. Because I know he’s tired; it’s been a long day for him too. I went down to check who was crying. I walk slowly, passing to the kitchen to go to nanny Silva’s room. I saw mama, daddy, John, and the girls still at the dining area, watching me walk slowly. When I reached the nanny’s room, I slowly opened the door to check who was crying and I saw a young girl who is about six years old; wearing a dress with a teddy bear and a red balloon crying red balloon design on her dress., scared from the thunder and lightning inside the room and an older woman hugging her, comforting her and singing her a lullaby. I went inside to look closer, and I was surprised because it was nanny Silva and me. I remembe