LOGINThe Cost of Ignorance.
For once, he wanted her to see it—the darker side of the world he lived in, the one her parents had spent a lifetime shielding her from. If the truth shattered her, so be it. Anything was better than her careless ignorance in the face of real danger. She needed a reality check—and he was more than willing to give it. And whether she was ready for it or not—he was going to make sure she saw it. Because sometimes, the truth didn’t just reveal itself—it shattered you first. And this time, he wouldn’t let her look away. “Let me enlighten you on what could have happened.” He heaved a sigh—heavy, yet sharp. The air around her seemed to freeze at the condescension in his tone. “They would have taken their time… carving his organs out,” he drawled. “Slowly. Patiently. Ensuring—” he paused, “—before auctioning them at elevated prices… eventually selling them to the highest bidders.” Her heart skipped a beat. Her eyes widened in stupefaction. She couldn’t imagine it—yet the mere thought of it tore her apart. What monstrosity… “Don’t you want to know what happens to what’s left of him?” “Stop…” The word barely left her lips, fragile and broken—as if saying more would make it real. He didn’t wait for her answer. He never needed one. “Why? You should know what a simple mistake can do to a person.” The silence stretched—and somehow, that was worse than his words. Cold chills ran through her body, leaving her frozen in place—as if even moving might make his words come true. She swallowed hard, unable to think about it. Not anymore. If he had wanted to scare her, he had succeeded—undeniably. Cold chills ran through her body. “They would have thrown the remains into a dumpster.” Unable to believe what she was hearing, she shook her head. “To be eaten by flesh-eaters. And in no time, even that would disappear—” he continued, almost casually, “as if nothing had ever existed to prove his presence.” He spoke as though he wasn’t describing something so gruesome—her own brother, reduced to nothing. Nausea churned in her stomach. Unlike before, he stood tall before her—her head barely reaching his broad chest, her small frame looking even more fragile in comparison. “They would have left as if nothing had happened.” He lifted his chin slightly. “They are heartless bastards… and you know nothing about them.” Her stomach twisted violently. “Stop…” she whispered, but there was no strength behind it. Cold chills ran through her body, leaving her trembling. Because for the first time—fear wasn’t something he was describing. It was something she was living. Cold chills ran through her body, leaving her still once again. How could she even begin to fathom such a monstrosity happening to her little brother—who knew nothing of the world? Who was barely even a year old? And in that moment—she realised, she had never truly known the world she lived in. She pressed her hand gently over her mouth, trying to stifle the sobs already building in her throat. “I may have made mistakes—horrendous ones—but something like this isn’t who I am.” He watched her closely. Each word he spoke was deliberate—measured, calculated, meant for her to remember. He knew he wasn’t going easy on her, but he had no intention of doing so. It was necessary. She needed to see. Nothing in his world happened by chance. Every move, every moment—carefully planned long before it unfolded. This was the reality he lived in—one that belonged to the darkest pits of hell on earth. And right now, she was standing in the middle of it—completely unaware of how deep it ran. How could she, when she didn’t even know how to react to any of it? When she—shielded from this world her entire life—was suddenly thrown into its darkest corners? How was she supposed to take it all in? As if it were just a movie—and she, nothing more than a side character, meant only to endure. She struggled to steady her breathing, her fingers still pressed against her lips as if holding herself together. Her eyes—wide, glassy—searched his face, hoping to find something softer. Something familiar. But no—his face remained stoic, utterly devoid of expression. There wasn’t a trace of emotion in those dark orbs. Nothing. Only that same unyielding calm. A calm that made every word he spoke feel like truth. A calm that terrified her far more than his anger ever could. She deflated, saying nothing. Disbelief swirled in her eyes. Her fingers trembled against her lips—not just from fear, but from the sting of being misunderstood. And in that moment—he wanted her to understand. Not just his words. Not just the danger. But the world he belonged to. A world that did not hesitate. Did not forgive. Did not spare. A world she had never been meant to see. And now that she had—there was no going back. The thought itself brought with it a flood of other possibilities—so many that she couldn’t begin to fathom how to cope with any of them. Were they merely speculations… or glimpses of a reality she had yet to face? Was she even ready to face it all? All at once? The silence didn’t break immediately. It lingered—heavy, suffocating—pressing down on her chest until even breathing felt like effort. She hadn’t moved. Hadn’t spoken. Because if she did—if she even tried—everything he had said might become real. And she wasn’t sure she could survive that. He watched her for a moment longer. And then, almost quietly— “Now you understand.” Her fingers curled tighter against her lips, as if holding them there would keep everything from falling apart. A faint, almost satisfied look crossed his face. “Good,” he murmured. “That’s exactly how you should feel. Hold on to that feeling.” Because fear—was the only thing that could keep her alive. Something inside her shifted—quietly, almost imperceptibly. The fear didn’t leave. It settled. “Remember it because fear isn’t weakness,” he said, “It’s the only reason your brother and you’re still breathing.” Her breathing came shallow, uneven—each inhale a struggle against the weight pressing on her chest. He stepped back at a little, the distance doing nothing to ease the hold he seemed to have over her. “You don’t have the luxury of being careless. Not anymore.” And somewhere beneath the fear—something sharper lingered. Because he didn’t just show her the truth. He forced her to see it. “I’d rather you hate me for this… than lose you because you didn’t understand.” Fear settled deep within her, cold and unrelenting. Not just from his words—but from the possibility that they were true. And that was what made it worse. Because if he was right…then she and her brother had never been safe to begin with. She breathed out shakily. ~•~•~•~•~•~•~35—A Feeling She Couldn't Shake."The degree or level of pain is different for everybody. You cannot compare it with anybody else through your own depiction of it."—Saumya Tripathi. "I don't like this." She frowned. "No matter how much I try brushing it off, it keeps bothering me."A pause."Honestly... sometimes my instincts frighten me more than the possibilities themselves."Radhika couldn't help herself from voicing how she felt without even realizing it."Radha? What are you mumbling about?" Suddenly she heard Sabba questioning her. Later she realized she was audible. "Huh? Oh. It's just... there's this feeling." She hesitated, pressing her lips together."Tell me. You know you can trust me, right?"She gulped. Opening up had never been easy for her, but she did trust her. Although, the words sat heavily in her throat, refusing to come out. "Hey."When Radhika finally looked up, Sabba smiled softly."You don't have to explain it perfectly. Just tell me what's going on. What'
A Strange Premonition. The sight alone sent unease curling through her stomach. Somehow, his mere presence seemed to dominate the entire surroundings without him even moving. Her fingers tightened unconsciously. Sabba nudged Radhika lightly, trying to grab her attention. Blinking out of her thoughts, Radhika finally looked at her. “Someone seems awfully busy staring, hmm?” Sabba teased with a knowing wink. “Very unusual, I must say.” Heat rushed almost instantly to Radhika’s face at the accusation. “Don’t worry, mate. I’m not judging.” Sabba winked again, looking far too amused by her flustered expression. Mortified at being caught so obviously distracted. Had she really been staring that openly? Radhika quickly looked away, silently praying the warmth spreading across her cheeks would fade soon enough. “At least pretend to listen when I’m talking,” Sabba huffed dramatically. Blinking, she said, “I am. I am.” “Anyway, forget that,” Sabba continued excitedly. “Did you know
A Heart Full of Tiny Steps. Later in the day. Four thirty in the afternoon.Radhika sauntered alongside the group of women with hurried steps, keeping pace as best as she could. Beside her, Shaur rested happily in Neelam aunty’s arms while she pushed the stroller he currently seemed to despise. The little boy was far too delighted bouncing in her lap to tolerate sitting still for long.A smile tugged helplessly at Radhika’s lips at the sight. Watching him happy was something she doubted she would ever grow used to. It warmed something deep inside her every single time.It was hard to believe he had already begun learning how to jog. These days, setting him down on the floor felt less like letting him walk and more like releasing a tiny whirlwind into the world. With his unsteady toddling steps and endlessly curious eyes, he could wander anywhere in the blink of an eye.And just like now, even from the safety of Neelam aunty’s lap, he squirmed impatiently, eager to get down and roam
Borrowed Warmth. “One week from now!” Neelam aunty gushed excitedly, her eyes sparkling with anticipation over the surprises she had planned. “There are going to be so many surprises for them. I simply cannot wait to see their faces when they receive the most awaited gift of their lives!” Radhika found herself grinning along with her. She was happy too. No—she was absolutely ecstatic. Over the past few months, she had unintentionally grown incredibly close to Neelam aunty, Sabba, and Zara. They were no longer just people she knew. Somehow, they had quietly become the family she now lacked. “You’re more excited than they are going to be,” Radhika found herself laughing from beside her. “Of course I am!” Neelam aunty defended dramatically. “Do you know how difficult it was to prepare all this secretly?” She gasped suddenly. “Imagine if someone accidentally ruins the surprise.” Neelam aunty pointed a warning finger immediately. “Don’t even joke about such terrible things.” “I
Interrupted Peace. A sharp breath escaped her lips before she inhaled slowly, forcing herself back to reality.Snapping herself out of her thoughts, she hurriedly looked away from him, only to realize how long her gaze had lingered.Heat immediately crept across her cheeks, much to her embarrassment.She blinked repeatedly, trying to rid herself of the image of him lingering stubbornly inside her mind.What was wrong with her?She gently shook her head, trying to dismiss the unsettling thoughts crowding her mind.She only wanted him gone.Yes. That had to be it.What else could it possibly be?She just wanted him to leave her alone in peace. But apparently, he had other ideas.Because despite how direct she had been, he still didn’t move a muscle.“How about no?” he drawled lazily. “Doesn’t that sound exciting to you?”The audacity of him to refuse her so casually left her momentarily speechless.“No. It doesn’t.”That only earned a low chuckle of amusement from him.“Little one, I t
Poisoned Silence. His presence came with memories she never wanted to relive again. With a heavy heart, she could do nothing but endure them.Avoiding him was impossible now, and perhaps that frightened her the most. Whether she liked it or not, reality had already returned to stand before her.There was no escaping the truth anymore.And his arrival had disturbed everything.Since the ominous day he arrived, her peace had slowly begun slipping away from her. His unwelcome presence in her room, the cruel sneers twisting across his face, the taunts thrown at her and even Shaur alike—every bit of it chipped away at her ability to remain unaffected.It became intolerable after a point. Frightening, even.It was suffocating. Disturbing.Some days, merely thinking about him was enough to leave her drained. His presence lingered over her thoughts like a shadow she could never fully outrun. Even the quietness of the room no longer comforted her the way it once had.It was infuriating.The d







