I stir awake, stretching on my bed.
My hand makes contact with the cold, an empty side. Opening my eyes, it's confirmed that there's no one else but me. He must have gone in the early morning, well, I don't have to worry about my brother finding him in here, because it would have been a very loud morning, with Aiden yelling and wanting to get his hands on Wesley.
I wouldn't want my brother to get the wrong idea, Wesley and I are just friends, who happen to have kissed more than once. I totally blame it on exhaustion, for the other two kisses.
I try not think of the last one, there was no rush, no force, but just us kissing. No words could really explain why we let it happen, it just did. Neither one of us seemed to have an after shock or regret, we simply kept silent and went to sleep.
One may think I'd be embarrassed or would be blushing like any other teen, but I'm not. I guess I'm not normal then.
I feel fine with no expectation or dwelling on what happened, because that's it, it just happened, I can't change it.
Getting out of bed, I head over to the bathroom for my morning routine.
I must be dreaming.
That's the first thought that comes into mind, when I see none other than Wesley, in the kitchen, seated on the bar stool and drinking tea if I'm correct, while Aiden is busy cooking on the stove.
I haven't moved from the doorway for maybe two minutes or so, just looking at them. They look so normal, there's no sign of physical harm on either of them and I didn't hear anything crash.
' I might have jolted awake by then,' I remind myself.
This means that Aiden knows that Wesley spent the night here, in my room, and I'm about to get it from him.
Damn you Wesley, if he caught you sneaking out through the door.
" So, how long are you planning on standing there?" I blink, staring at my brother, who's now looking at me.
He doesn't look angry.
I'd rather see anger, at least I'd know what I'm getting myself into.
" Come on, breakfast is ready, " he says, turning back to the stove.
I'm on edge, I don't know what to expect, he's not giving anything away.
I enter into the kitchen and walk over to sit next to Wesley, who's now looking at me.
I give him a questionable look, wondering why he's still here.
" Good morning to you too, " he says, drinking his tea.
I narrow my eyes at him, while he tries to hide his smirk behind his mug.
" Breakfast is served." Aiden says, handing me a plate full of food.
I watch with careful eyes as he gives Wesley too, who thanks him and starts digging into his food.
Okay, the silence is killing me.
" Spit it out, because I know it's eating at you." Aiden says, settling down on the opposite side.
" Okay, what's going on here? Why haven't you tried killing him yet?..... I didn't even hear a crash or something break."
" Oh, I will, I just need to know if he touched you or not?"
" I thought I spoke for the both of us," Wesley speaks up for the first time.
" What do you mean touch me? I don't understand, please explain." I look at him innocently.
" You know what I mean." Aiden sighs.
" Actually I don't, if you mean hold my hand, then yes." I say, continuing eating.
" Chloe, don't act dumb, I mean ---------"
" He means, did we have sex?" Wesley says and our heads snap in his direction.
He shrugs his shoulders.
" Oh, you mean like how he dreams of jumping Ingrid's bones? Oh no, we didn't. " I shake my head.
" I do not!" Aiden almost shrieks, taken aback.
I smirk while Wesley snickers.
" Ha ha, very funny." Aiden rolls his eyes. " Now, where was I?"
" Oh, you were about to give us the bees and birds talk."
Aiden's ears turn pink.
This topic can get pretty awkward for Aiden, he literally tries avoid it. It's hilarious when he tries to explain.
" Weren't you going to demonstrate ?" Wesley says and looking at him, I see a glint in his eyes.
Ooh he caught on fast.
" Uh, I ----------"
" You can just use this banana." I lean over to pick up a banana in the middle of the fruit bowl, but he smacks my hand away.
" Okay, enough you two." He rises to his feet, placing both palms on the counter.
" What happened, I was just getting ready to learn ----------"
" Yeah, the birds and the bees. Let's get serious for a moment, okay?"
I sit upright, putting the teasing on hold.
" I might have killed your friend, if it weren't for him telling me that you had a nightmare."
Darn it, I don't want to get into this.
" Chloe, you know I don't like the idea of you letting guys in your room ----------" I open my mouth to speak but he continues, " but this was the first time and I hope this will be the last. Now with this friendship, I can't stand in the way and I don't intend on doing so." He turns to Wesley.
" I hope your intentions with my sister are as good as you said earlier. A friendship, that's all, and nothing more. Are we clear?" He gives us his most intimidating look yet.
Both Wesley and I nod vigorously.
" Good, and one more thing, no inappropriate touching, Wesley is welcome here anytime." I arch my brow at him.
The telephone starts ringing, now interrupting him.
" Don't make me regret this, " he warns, pointing at us just as he walks over to answer the telephone.
We are left in silence, none of us having anything to say.
" I should go." Wesley speaks up.
I turn to face him as he rises to his feet. " What did you say to him? He didn't kill you."
" Well, he did have his hands on my neck for a moment, if that counts."
" You never answered my question. "
" And I'm never going to, it's between your brother and me. "
" Since when do you keep things from me?" Okay, that didn't sound right.
" What I meant was ----------"
" I know what you meant, " he says, stepping close, his hands resting on either side of me, now caging me in.
" So, is that it? You won't tell me?"
" Nope, " he says, popping the p.
Looking into his eyes, I see that he isn't intending on telling me anything.
" Okay, don't tell me then." I cross my arms, shrugging my shoulders.
His own eyes narrow, looking suspicious. " So, you won't ask anymore?"
" I won't. "
" Why don't I trust you on this?"
I lean close, leaving some space between us. " Well, that's up to you, take me as I am, Adams. " I say, pushing him back and getting off the chair, before I leave him standing there.
" So, how do we do this?" I ask, turning around to face Aiden.I'm doing all I can to not let the tears fall." You know that this is not exactly goodbye."" It's not the same Aiden, and you know it....."He sighs, turning away from me and taking a seat at the edge of my bed. I join him after some time and we sit in silence for a few minutes." You really are pushing me to kick you out faster."" Wow, someone's eager to get rid of me." I say sarcastically." Yeah, I am, because it'll be much easier to watch you walk away."" Now, you're the one pushing me to run away." I say, looking away from him.I can feel my tears pushing to come out.He sighs. " So, how long will we keep doing this?""Until you tell me that you don't want me to go."" I want you to go."
" I love you." I say to a sleeping Wesley." You finally said it."Or not." You messed up my moment, Adams." I complain, flicking his nose.His eyes flutter open and I smile at him. I feel his hand reach under the covers to touch my waist." No, You cheated, you knew that I wanted to be awake when you finally said it."" I love you." He blinks at me.I see him lean close and I meet him halfway, to connect our lips. A small moan slips out when he lightly squeezes on my waist.I sigh in contentment, when he breaks the kiss and starts peppering kisses on my face. " My bluebear." He says against my forehead.I place my hand on his chest, right where his heart beats. He leans back to look at me, and we find ourselves simply staring at each other." So, nervous about today?" I ask.Tod
" Thank you." I hear Owen say, as he walks the doctor out.I touch on my bandaged middle, sighing in relief that it's not as painful anymore. When the doctor had touched and pressed the wound, the tingling was replaced by a shot of pain.Thankfully, he told us that I just need to take a better look after myself and not push too hard. I should not push too hard to fully recover, I should allow everything to take natural cause.I think Owen must be more relieved, when the doctor had said we didn't need to go to the hospital. I'm pretty sure that he has no desire to ever visit the hospital again. Not that I did.One of the things that the doctor was impressed by, was how well I've been doing, in terms of my walking pace and that I'm functioning okay, that the gunshot, didn't do any permanent damage.I get up off the couch, pulling down my shirt and heading to the kitchen. I take out a can of
Something soft touches my forehead, surely waking me up. I feel someone get in under the covers and wrap an arm around me, pulling me close. Knowing that it's no one else but Wesley, my response to him is snuggling into his chest." I thought I was being careful to not wake you up." He whispers above my head.I sigh, opening my eyes and tilting my head back, so I look up at him." I was wondering why you haven't snuck into my room yet, after....." I trail off, leaving the rest to hang in the air." I was waiting for the right moment."" What made today the right time?"" I don't know, maybe because I missed you a whole lot, and I just needed to be near you tonight."I reach out my hand to touch his face, letting my thumb to gently rub his skin. We spend some time just staring at each other, letting ourselves to get lost into each other's eyes.
~ Flashback~' I think she's warming up to me being her father.' I hear Owen say.I know that they think I'm still asleep, but I've long woken up now.' You've been waiting for the day she calls you dad.' Aiden says.'Yeah, but I know that I need to be patient, and wait for her to get comfortable around me again.''Owen, she knows that she has no reason to be uncomfortable around you. She's just getting used to the idea of being your daughter, don't ever mistake this for her being uncomfortable. I know my sister, and she'll come around. " ' Maybe I should give her some space.' Owen says after a while.' Owen ------------ ''She needs to let this sink in, without me sticking around. She
I shift on the bed, trying to sit up and do something, because I don't like the effect, that the silence seems to have on us. After what I said, Aiden hasn't been able to respond.He knows that what I said, is the truth.As I move, he is there to help me until I sit up, now being in eye level with him." I'm a ----------"" It was self defense." He cuts me off." He might have done the worst kind of things to us, but, it doesn't change the fact that I killed him. I killed someone's son."" It was self defence, Chloe! - He was ready to kill you, he'd been trying to do this for a long time and at the last moment....." He cuts himself short, rising to his feet and turning his back on me.I watch him run his fingers through his hair, releasing a sigh. " At the last moment, you put an end to it all. "My eyes drop to my lap when he turns around to face me. " You're a survivor, Chloe, that's why you are still