M I K H A I LThe sheer shock that attacks my body is enough to paralyze me for a solid moment. I just stand there, watching as Brody falls limp on the ground. The sound of the gunshot is still lingering in the air like an echo, ringing in my ears and reverberating in my brain.I step back, my hand slick with blood. I look down and see that life has left Brody’s eyes, and the spot where the bullet exited is mangled. Basically half of his face has been blasted off, and if I didn’t know who he was, he would be unrecognizable.A part of me believes that I should be relieved. The main enemy for now has been defeated. But I still don’t know where Yana is, and the fact that he chose death so easily instead of telling me her location gives me the dreadful feeling that he did something to her.“Kingsley,” I nearly beg, refusing to even entertain the possibility of Yana being gone. “Kingsley, you have to help me. We have to find her.”He stays quiet on the other side, and I can tell that he’s
M I K H A I L Slowly, I can feel the presence of the Lycans waking in my head. I reach out to all of them, asking them for help as I continue to run along the road. I know there’s only a certain point for me here because of the risk of getting seen by Humans, but surprisingly, I find myself not really caring about that. The idea of being exposed as something completely different and dangerous pales in comparison to the idea of Yana not being able to make it. I would rather get punished for being what I am than living with myself if something happened to her. Kingsley is trying to push me farther, and I’m letting him, even though I can see the familiar light of civilization in the distance and it meant seeing Humans. However, before I can get too close, two figures appear in front of me and block my way. Instantly, my instincts spring into action and I poise myself to fight. I keep Yana steady on my back, waiting for the figures to attack. But when they get close enough, I see tha
Y A N AMikhail looks at me like I just spoke a different language, which is a strange reaction for such an ordinary question. Granted, it’s most likely my tone that makes him uncomfortable, but I still can’t shake off the feeling that he’s thinking about something deeper.He looks at Lily and Jason, who both nod at him as a sign of giving him permission. He smiles at them and turns back to me. “Of course.”“Let me help you up,” Jason whispers, getting up from his seat and rushing over to me. He supports my back and tries to pull me up, but he can’t deal with my weight.Mikhail comes over to help, but the moment his hand touches my waist, I recoil.We stare at each other.“It’s okay,” I say, trying to sound as normal as possible. “I can get up on my own.”I do exactly that, swinging my swollen and smarting legs off the bed and slowly landing on my feet. Mikhail puts his arm around my back to support me, and all my instincts just scream at me to push him off. However, I stay put and ju
Y A N AI freeze in my spot. Suddenly all the pain from my injuries come back in a huge wave, and I’m just sitting there like a sack looking up at Sofia.She doesn’t seem too bothered by my lack of response. In fact, she just stares back at me with a small, almost pleasant smile that makes me think that maybe she’s not entirely horrible and this is just a way for her to protect her son. Ultimately, I can respect that.But that doesn’t mean I won’t get the same sinking feeling as I did when she and her husband first talked to me.However, I still brace myself and face her. “I don’t know what you wanted me to do last time exactly.”She gives me an exasperated look. “Well then, at that point, I just think that you’re doing it on purpose, not leaving my son alone. You almost put his life in danger too, you know.”“I didn’t want to,” I say in a low voice.“What we want doesn’t really matter in the grand scheme of things,” she says. “What matters is what happened despite what we wanted, and
Y A N AThe moment Sofia said those words to me, I immediately knew what I should do. And when I should do it. I get up without looking at her again, turning around to leave.All the pain in my body comes back full swing and I’m left there limping back to my room, knowing I have to take some kind of long, alternate route not to see Mikhail, but I’m prepared to go through that if it meant not seeing him and feeling that betrayal all over again.So, his mother and his family, I assume, are all against me. Am I surprised by this? No. I didn’t see it coming especially since they all seemed to like me when they met me, but it didn’t come as a surprise that they actually don’t want me. They probably saw that things were getting serious, and it occurred to them that their son might just end up with a complete nobody who had to depend on him to get her name out there.And now they just want me gone.I understand, I really do. And I would be gone in a heartbeat after collecting my cash if this
Y A N AFor what seemed like forever, neither Mikhail nor I manage to utter a single word. We just stare at each other, but eventually I have to look away because I can’t stand seeing the pain in his eyes.I want to take it back.The exact statement I said about us breaking up . . . I want to take it back. I want to take back time and never say it, even though I know it’s necessary for him to keep a decent relationship with his parents and his birthright, which is the company.I know that he worked hard for everything, but he could lose it all if he chose to stay with me.So I made that choice for him.It might be cruel. It might just be the stupidest thing I ever did and I might just live to regret this for the rest of my life, but in the end I would know that I did it for him.But at the same time, that doesn’t mean my heart is not being ripped into pieces right now.“Why?” Mikhail asks, and this one simple word is enough to bring out a tear from me.“Because it’s not right.” I forc
M I K H A I LEven though I come from a pretty privileged background, I can say confidently that I have handled a lot of pain in my life. From disappointment to rejection to pure heartbreak from things that didn’t work, I felt it all.But nothing compares to the absolute devastation that I’ve felt for the past two days since the night I left the hospital.I don’t even remember how I got out of there. Everything felt so strange and so numb that my brain must have put me on autopilot. The next days weren’t any better. I just floated around and did what I was supposed to do, but it felt like there was a giant gaping hole in my chest that will never get filled.I continue like this until Evan finally noticed.“What’s happening?” he asked the day after. “Because I assure you, Yana is safe and Brody is . . . well, gone. And Sarah is doing pretty well--”“Yana and I broke up,” I told him.He frowned at me. “But I thought. . . .”He didn’t continue after that. But that afternoon, Vivienne cam
M I K H A I L“You’re not fit to be the Lycan King, Mikhail Sartori. So now I have to kill you.”The words that come out of the girl's mouth are enough to disorient me. For a whole moment my mind goes blank, trying to figure out where the hell that came from and why this is happening to me.I open my mouth to ask her who the fuck she thinks she is and what she’s yapping about, but then I peer closely at her face and see who she is. I realize then that I do know her.It’s Amara from the Finance office of my company.I remember that she’s the one who handled the papers of the report that contained the photos of me shifting in the alley to save Yana.Does this mean that she really had something to do with it even though we found nothing on her?As though reading my mind, she sneers. “That’s right. You do fucking know me. And I know you, and I can say that you don’t deserve to lead or do anything for my people.”She cocks the gun, and this time I can see her about to pull the trigger. How