LOGIN“I can't be with you. We aren't made to be. I'm broken and you ruin everything in your path” I murmur against his lips in a daze. Kian’s hands around my waist tightens “That's why we are made for each other, dimples. You are already broken so I can't ruin you. We can only heal each other from this point on “I can't” But I can’t move away. His touch lights up a trail of fire as his fingers travels down my spine. “You don't have a choice, dimples. You are mine and I'm never letting you go” Alora has demons who whisper to her every day. After being bullied brutally in high school for being fat, she decides to lose weight to regain confidence but that also came with its own baggage. Kian is the heir to the Baston Hotel chain. He loves control and is addicted to it. He is as devastatingly handsome just as he is cruel. Kian hates the fake person Alora has become. He despises the mask on her face and wants to rip it off to shreds. He wants to mess her up and make her his. Alora can never hide from Kian. She wants to fight the pull to him but it's impossible when he breathes under her skin. Kian is the only one who can teach Alora what true love is and Alora is the only one who can calm the storm in Kian.
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********** 14 YEARS AGO, NATA, BOTSWANA "Dineo, please don't do this." Keeya pleaded desperately, "My parents are coming over. How do we explain the marks?" She cried out as Dineo slapped her again. Keeya's body throbbed with pain. She was still sore from the beatings he gave her last night after he had stumbled through the door of their run-down apartment, drunk. Dineo, however, didn't like that. His face contorted into an ugly sneer. "So you think you can order me around?" He yelled, the veins on his neck protruding scarily. Rage overwhelmed him, fuelling his need for violence, which he willingly delivered on his helpless and battered wife. Keeya wailed, and unable to take it anymore, she turned to him with a glare, "You got scammed on your own, so why are you taking it out on me?" She screamed at him. "Did I ask you to get scammed? Did I scam you?" She knew it would only make him angrier, but she was fed up. Keeya was tired. Dineo was stunned for a brief second, his hand hanging in the air. This was the first time she had spoken back, and he didn't know how to take it. The feeling reared something unpleasant, and his hands resumed motion, smacking her across the face, and grabbed her braids before she could hit the floor. Keeya cried in pain as Dineo pulled her closer. "You think I don't know you have a new lover?" He sneered in her face, changing the topic. "He gives you money to fix your hair, right?" Keeya wasn't surprised. This wasn't the first time Dineo changed the topic when he didn't want to talk about his mistakes. For example, getting scammed. "Keeya," Dineo drawled pitifully as though he was sorry for hitting her, but his hands gripped her jaw tightly, forcing her to look at him. "Are you cheating on me? Does he give you money to look good for him?" He barked, and spit landed on Keeya's face, making her scrunch her face in disgust. Dineo noticed, and he didn't like that. "So, now I disgust you?" His hands went around her throat, cutting off her air supply. Keeya clawed at his hands as dark spots danced around her vision. "Dineo," she choked, "There is no man. My mama gave me money to fix my hair because she didn't like how tacky I looked," she tried to explain. Keeya was a stunning woman with fair skin and light brown eyes, almost the colour of the sun as it set for the day. Her smile could light up the room, yet she chose Dineo, with his dirty skin, which had only become rugged with poverty. "You are lying," Dineo roared. "I'll kill you before I let you leave me," he declared before he pushed her backwards. There was nothing for Keeya to brace herself with, so she crashed against the table, and the back of her head slammed against its sharp edge. She cried out as sharp pain surged through her body. Blood trickled down her nape, and Dineo's eyes widened in fear when he saw it. Keeya whimpered fearfully. Dineo had always hit her for the littlest mistake, but it had never gotten to this before. "You are a monster, Dineo," she breathed out shakily, pinning him with the intense hatred in her eyes. "I regret the day I married you. You should have never been the father to my children. They deserve better than a deadbeat monster as their father." Dineo, with his feeble mind and pathetic masculinity, couldn't stomach the words Keeya threw at him, so he pulled her by the legs, blinded with rage. "Someone help me," Keeya wailed when she saw the dark intent in his eyes, but her voice had lost its power. She struggled to get away from Dineo, but she was too weak. Dineo slammed his fist on her head repeatedly, allowing his rage to consume him. All he could do was think of her words and how they made him feel pitiful and weak. Keeya fought against his blows, trying to protect herself, but it was almost futile. The anger had made Dineo more powerful. "I see the way you look at Alora, you beast," she cried, despite the beatings. "She is your daughter. You are a dog, Dineo. A dog," Dineo's madness soared at the mention of his daughter. "She is mine," he roared. "Alora belongs to me, and you won't take her away." His fist dropped harder and faster, and he didn't even realise that Keeya was no longer moving in the haze of his rage. "Mama?" The tiny voice was enough to snap Dineo out of his head, and when his eyes fell on his wife's bloodied and lifeless body, he fell to his butt and scrambled away from her and jumped to his feet. "Keeya?" He called carefully, the anger draining from him as his heart pounded harshly. "Are you pretending to escape me?" he accused. "Mama!" This time, the scared voice cried, and Alora crawled out of the cupboard towards her mother's limp body. Her small face was swollen from crying. She cradled her mother's head and placed it in her lap, sitting in the pool of blood without a second thought. Her golden-brown eyes, a replica of her mother's, glanced towards her father. "Why did you hurt Mama?" she asked angrily. "Make her wake up, Papa. I don't like you," she cried angrily. She bent over her mother, shielding her with her small body in case her father decided to hit her again. "Alora, come here. I'll explain it to you," Dineo beckoned to her shakily. He realised that she had seen the whole thing. Alora shook her head and tried to shuffle back from his extended hand. "Mama said not to let you touch me." She pouted. "Alora," Dineo snapped, his patience snapping in half with the rising panic. "Come here, or I'll hit you too." He warned, his tone threatening and impatient as he glanced between Keeya's unmoving body and Alora's terrified face. Alora, scared of his threat, pressed her small body against the table instead. She could hear her mother's firm voice as she warned her not to let her papa touch her. Dineo growled in annoyance and stormed towards the 4-year-old. He snatched her, pulling her to her feet while Keeya's head hit the floor with a soft thud. Alora began to struggle against his hold, so he smacked her across the face, and she began to cry loudly. "If you don't keep quiet, I will hit you again," Dineo warned, and she pressed her lips together to stop her cries. Dineo glared at Keeya's still body, the guilt he felt earlier fading like dust. He spat on her body. "Useless whore," he cursed, stepping on her face before escaping with his doll before the cops would arrive.ALORA“Kian, please. Leave it,” I cry out just as his hand is about to go for another blow. I don’t think I can stomach another set of violence again.“No one gets to disrespect you, dimples. Not even me,” he snaps, and his words make my eyes widen.“I don’t want you to hit him anymore. It doesn’t feel good”Kian eyes me before glaring at the boy. There is hesitation in his eyes, like he just wants to pummel the guy into the ground, fuck all consequences.“Isn’t your dad Deputy Speaker Levi Williams?” Kian asks, a deadly glint in his eyes as he gets off the boy, who scrambles off his feet with a glare directed at William.“Yes,” The boy answers arrogantly, as if that information should have Kian running with his tail between his legs.“You’ll think a smart man like your father would birth an intelligent son, but you are the dumbest one in the family, aren’t you, Ricard?”“You better watch your mouth, Baston”, Richard warns, his tone lowering as though that should scare Kian, but it on
ALORAI was so eager to get away that I forgot to lock the door and now I am staring at a drunk student as he struggles to keep himself standing upright by the door.“It’s occupied. Find another one” I tell him with an unease because I don’t like the way his eyes roam my entire length. He pushes his messy blonde curls out of his face and the smile on his face turns sickening.“Did you hear me?” I add when he won’t leave “I’m using this one. You need to find somewhere else to do your business”Is he so drunk that he doesn’t realize that this bathroom is a single one and not like the ones in public places?Blondie says nothing but smirks wider and I take that as a cue that he is too drunk to reason with so I decide to leave the bathroom so he can use it.“Excuse me,” I tell him when he wouldn’t move out of the way so I can pass.The stench of alcohol reaches me and I feel like running back to the toilet and throwing up but I just want to leave this place first since his presence is s
ALORAKian’s first text comes when we are in the car, on our way to the party. I don’t know what to say as I stare at the message on the screen with my heart pounding loudly in my chest.Kian: You’ve been running from me; Dimples and I don’t like it. I stare at the text longer than I want to but I don’t make a move to type anything in return. What do I say? I was fucking terrified of what would happen if he saw me again?Or do I tell him that I spent hours plagued by what happened that day at his house or do I tell him that somehow, my body wanted more of what happened while my head was trying to pull away and run somewhere safe where he could never find me?“Who is that? You’ve been staring at your phone for a while?” Harvey asks. We are both in the back seat since Hani wanted to drive my car so I decided to stay with Harvey at the back while Dilora rode in front. Harvey tries to lean forward to see my text but I quickly turn it before he can see. It’s not that I don’t like him but
ALORA I sat quietly as I listened to my friend go on about this handsome boy they had seen in the medicine faculty. Hani's cousin, Lia, was a medical student and invited them yesterday after Kian had forced me to his place. "Did you see those toned arms? I can imagine them choking me for days," Mallory gushed and fanned herself with her hands. I was forced back to Kian's place, where I was lodged between him and the walls with his hands wrapped around my throat in a perfect chokehold while he finger-fucked me. I flinched back in surprise, and my thighs clenched involuntarily with the memory. I quickly scanned around the table to see if anyone was watching me, but they were too busy talking about their new crush. "Hani, you have to tell Lia to get his contact. I am single and ready to get acquainted with that body," Harvey joked, making everyone erupt in laughter, and I couldn't stop the chuckle that escaped my lips. "You all are crazy. Do you want to share a man?" I laughed.






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