LOGIN~Ioana~
"Did you ever think that I—Ramon—would settle for you? For less? You're nothing but a wolfless Omega—unworthy of me. That's why I," releasing Gabrielle's waist, he took a step forward, his voice resounding through the space, "Ramon Redmoon—" 'No no no,' I repeated, an ominous thought settling, "—soon to be Alpha to the Redmoon Pack—" 'Don't tell me he wants to…' My knees buckled, hitting the ground with a thud. Pain flared. I placed my hands over my ears. 'I don't want to hear it. Please! Please don't!' But it trickled into my ears no matter how tightly I cupped them. "—reject you, Ioana Blackmoon of the Redmoon Pack." He scoffed. "Now get out of here before you bring more shame to this ceremony. Your existence already taints it," he hissed, voice sharp as a knife to my chest. 'How could he?' The crowd gasped at his words. His words were as much of a shock to everyone as they were to me. "I can't believe I witnessed a legendary rejection…" "The last rejection was when? 30 years ago?" "No, it was 45 years ago—dimwit, you should read more books!" "Can't blame me, it's almost a myth at this point." "I know he might not like her, but isn't that too… extreme?" "It's not extreme! I'd do the same if I was the one given such a mate." "Yeah, can't believe she ever thought she'd be our Luna. She must have been dreaming. Well, it's time to wake up now." "But after all… she was given by the Moon Goddess, Selenara…" Their words came and went, never settling in my mind. My eyes wide open—I was rejected. The word seemed to echo in my mind. My breath came out in short gasps. For what? Why? Is it because I'm not good enough? Did I disgrace him? Or perhaps offend him? My crumbling mind shuffled through, trying to find a reason to grasp onto—and failed. I groaned, clutching at my chest, a knife-stabbing pain slicing excruciatingly slow, as if someone used a blunt knife to cut open my heart. The mate rejection… it's here. I couldn't deny it any longer. I was rejected. I wanted to cry and at the same time scream in pain, curling in on myself like the many times I've done after being slapped by Mother for stealing scraps despite being starved, for playing with Gabrielle’s doll. Chatters grew. Word spread—faster than the blinding pain coursing through my veins. I bit my lips, my teeth digging into my bloodless lip, blood trickling downward. The dagger-like stares. The words that came hammering and digging into my injuries— "The Goddess must be covering her face in shame." "Who does she think she is?" "I've always hated her anyway." "Look at her. Fragile, powerless, and unworthy. She’s not fit to stand beside the Alpha’s son." Taking the chance to trample upon me like they have always done. My hands dug into my palms, but the pain did little to relieve what I was feeling. They spoke against me, after everything I've done. I have lived all my life as a slave to the pack, a servant trying to please them. But in the end—is this what I get? Is this my reward? I don't agree! Fingers clenched, I felt unwilling to agree, to accept, to go back to the dark days—living in and out in a monotonous cycle. He gave me hope. He made me feel loved, a warmth I lacked. Why did he cruelly snatch it back?! I thought he loved me—just yesternight he said he'll cherish me! I clenched my jaw, gritting my teeth, holding back my tears. I didn’t want him to see me crying—devastated because of him. I couldn't cry! So I straightened my back, despite the mountain-like gaze bearing down on me. I wanted to walk away, with my head high. To show him that even if he rejects me—I can still live without him. At least, that was the plan. But when I heard a high-pitched feminine voice intervene— "Ramon, you were too brutal. I don't think we should have done it like this. I mean, look at her…" she pointed towards me with painted scarlet nails, "she's trembling really terribly, and she's pale. If the trees rustle one more time she might faint, and I'm worried. You know she's my younger sister and I would never knowingly do something that will hurt her." Her arm snaked around his waist, the other trailing down his chest. "After all…" placing a hand on her chest, she blinked rapidly, her golden tresses faintly shimmering under the moon's silvery light, her eyes overflowing with sympathy—an image of compassion. "She deserves the right to know the truth… of our love,” her words laced with mockery and pretentiousness, turning to my mate. She beamed at him, fingers entwining—and he smiled back, his eyes melting into liquid chocolate. I've never seen him like that. I swore I heard something snap—it was my rationality. Her words were the catalyst—the betrayal, the humiliation, the shame, the anguish—it all surged like a raging tide, a tsunami slamming against the flimsy restraint left. My heart ached. It bled, as I let out a depreciating, depressing chuckle. "So everything was fake, wasn't it? It was never real?" I asked no one in particular. "So why? Why? Why?!" Just then— Everything faded away. The insults. The pity. The scorn. They all disappeared, into the inky darkness that clouded my sight. Its tentacles latched onto me, dragging me into its depths. I flailed my limbs wildly, desperate. I had to escape—but it tightened, whispering to give up and give in. But. Just then, like a switch flipped. My vision sharpened, becoming clear. My eyes locked on the duo. The world was bathed in blood red. With a boom, it was like something shattered. A rage that couldn't be explained in words clouded my mind—eating it up until nothing was left. Then, a voice—unfamiliar but intimate—rumbling with power that erupted goosebumps all over my body, spat: "Scum."~Ioana"It's because I know you." I looked square into her eyes and told her in the most natural voice I could muster. Perhaps my voice was so steady that hers shook—not her voice, but her eyes. Something in them quaked; they became vacant for a split moment, then shock was plastered all over her face."My Queen," she whispered.My heart leaped. "Lady Althea, do you remember now?" I latched onto her arms. "See, it's not that powerful to completely seal off their memories."While I was lost in the celebration, my arm was violently flung away. The sensation, the sharp tug on my shoulder joints, was anything but pleasant. I groaned, "What the—" My head snapped up to meet her strangely dark stare. My words came to a halt.Lady Althea's brows were furrowed so deeply they joined together. Her hand gripped her head."Lady Althea!" I covered up the distance she had put between us. Was she in pain? Why? She was perfectly fine a moment ago… what should I do? I fidgeted on the spot. Should I ask
~Ioana~"No one recognized me," a whisper left my lips as my heart clenched painfully while I walked past the palace guards from the gate out into the streets.The guards only gave me a strange once-over look. That’s it. These were the same guards that would salute in such a loud voice Gia herself would tremble.But now—nothing.I dragged my feet.There was a time I would jump up and down, doing a little jiggly dance because of it, but not this time. I felt hollow, like someone had taken a spoon and carved out a part of my chest.Even my hair turned black.It’s like everything that happened was an illusion. It faded away so fast.People brushed past me like I was air. In worse cases, curses were thrown at me. “Mad woman,” they whispered under their breath—loud enough that it drilled into my ears. Perhaps that was the goal from the beginning.Was this what it felt like to be truly unseen? No one remembers you. Everything you’ve done. Everything you’ve labored for—swept under the rug.S
~Ioana~A blurry image that was far away from me came together in my head.It was something I had turned over numerous times until I forced myself to lock it up in the deepest, darkest part of my mind.There was no need to turn over something that would bring a flood of depression to my heart.But for the first time in a while, I allowed myself to dream, to wonder once again.But it shattered.When Gabrielle said: "I heard that your mate was awful to you. Why don't you just leave him behind? Run away. Be your own person! Don’t hide behind any man."She fired words after words. She never allowed me to talk. The moment I was about to say something, she overwhelmed me with another."I won’t leave him, don’t waste your saliva," I snapped.She froze, shock flashing across her face, as if surprised I could “speak.” Her composure cracked.In an awful attempt to remedy it, she curled her lips into what she thought was a smile but was, in fact, a smirk.Was it possible for a person to smirk so
~Ioana~When I was young, my wishes never came true no matter how well or hard I'd pray to the moon goddess.But suddenly, who can tell me why my wishes became incredibly effective?I wanted to go back and slap myself when I screamed at Alessandro, "I wish you'd forget I exist, not just you, but the whole world would."He had hushed me, but I was undeterred.And now my wish, in the worst way possible, was answered.My feet slapped against the marble floor as I ran. My breath came up in ragged pants. 'Goddess, I'll exercise if I come out of this.'Behind me, the guards — hot on my trail — shouted, "Stop right there!"'As if,' I scoffed, rounding the corner."Catch that spy!"Somehow, I had evolved from the imposter to the spy.This morning should be court time. Yes, I'll head there, I thought. I ran towards the hall.The hall was open with no guards in sight. Sweet! Finally, so
~Ioana~Something lifted me into the air, moving me away. Was it him? A surge of delight went through me.But no, I knew it wasn't him just from his scent. I struggled to open my eyelids, but they were heavy. It was dark.'Where are you taking me?' I wanted to ask, but it came out of my lips as nothing but whimpers.A blast of chill hit me, away from the warmth I had. Goosebumps crawled through my exposed skin. Something was wrong. My mind screamed, but I couldn't do anything.Soon.The chill was gone. Were we back? That's what I thought at first, but when the melodious hum reached my ears. A light singing, in a language I didn't recognize. For some reason it sent chills down my spine, but this time it wasn't from the cold.The person carrying me halted. I was placed on the floor; the smell of damp dirt and something I couldn't name was in the air.Then the singing reached a crescendo and halted suddenly. The space plunged into silence. Sand crunched under someone's feet.A familiar s
~Ioana~I burnt my tongue.I sipped the tea mechanically, not realizing it was scalding until a second later.Forced to swallow it, I gave a bitter smile to the woman who sat opposite me, struggling to maintain my dignity before her—and failing the moment she asked,"Are you alright, dear?" Her brows furrowed, the concern in her eyes practically overflowed.It slammed into the desolate walls of my heart. My nose stung as I wrinkled it. Suddenly the pain seemed ten times more."I'm okay…" I averted my gaze.She sighed. "I know I've been a bad mother and I can't expect you to call me ‘mom.’ Perhaps that's just my wishful thinking."I snuck a look at her, the woman who sat opposite me— my mother. That word sounded strange even in my head. But when I saw the flicker of loneliness in her gaze, my hesitation vanished and I blurted out:"Mom."Her head snapped to me, the heaviness that seemed to weigh down her shoulders vanished.My cheeks flushed red.Her eyes crinkled at the corners. "I'm







