IOANA'S POV
It was something I've never felt before; it was a pure blind tape that overpowered my reasoning. I couldn't think. No, I didn't want to. Everyone faded away—the talks, the sneers, the pity—they had no effect on me now. My eyes zeroed on them. The adulterous pair. Who betrayed me. I wanted them to pay! Without thinking, a transformation happened; claws extended from my nails, sharp, gleaming dangerously under the moon. They must pay! With a guttural roar from my throat, deep and powerful, I kicked off the ground, launching at the two. Their eyes widened in shock and horror—that look sent a thrill down my spine. The fear, I loved it. I wanted them to feel more. I channeled all the hurt, all the heart-wrenching betrayal that dug at my heart like a spoon digging into flesh, dull and sharp at the same time, pushing me to the edge. Until I snapped. I was at their faces, the ends of my claws almost greeting their skin. But. Their horrified faces changed swiftly; Gabrielle lifted the corners of her lips in a revolting smirk of contempt while Ramon raised his eyebrows at me, his eyes filled with disgust. At that point, I didn't realize that something was wrong. It wasn't until hands latched onto me, dragging me down from mid-air. I crashed onto the ground, dust rising up, my vision obscured by the throngs of people that encircled me. Legs and hands rained down on me, pain exploding each place it landed. Crippling me, I curled up in a fetal position, desperately protecting delicate areas. As I lay on the sand-covered ground, rays of the moon spilled from the gaps they made. The moon never looked as distant as it did now, aloof as always. Eventually, even that gap closed up, shutting it from me. No matter how tightly my ears were covered, the curses hurled down at me slipped through, dirty slurs hacked at me like sharp blades slashing my flesh. I bled. And when they finally dispersed at the call of their leader, the air pricked the wounds on my skin, patches of blue-black coloring my skin like splotches of a mischievous child on a canvas, mixing together forming purple. Bursts of pain shot up my back, I swallowed a grunt at the casual kick someone had sent to my back like I was worthless trash on the ground. Their laughter, sharp and piercing, rang in my mind. "Who does she think she is?" "An abomination like her." "Someone like her isn't supposed to be born." "Yes, she's a mistake." "I'll admit she's bold, daring to attack the Alpha's son." "What do you expect from an Omega?" Gradually, their laughter faded along with the stares and their scorn, footsteps growing smaller. Familiar red stilettos passed me. I remained unresponsive; I knew that they fed off my pain, I wouldn't give them that pleasure. Soon, the Full Moon Appreciation Ceremony ground was deserted without a single presence of a person. I unfurled myself, to my knees, coughing and sputtering out the sand that got into my lips. Cleaning my lips with my arm, I struggled to my feet, barely standing. I dragged myself away from this place, which had become the birthplace of my nightmares. Trudging down the pathway, I groaned. I shouldn't have stayed—no, I shouldn't have come. I cursed under my breath, taking a sharp breath—the pain in my ribs making it difficult. Every breath I took pierced into my lungs, they didn't even hold back. I winced, holding my sides, trying to bring relief that wasn't possible. My muscles spasmed, causing me to stop, leaning my back by a tree, instinctively dropping my head, avoiding the scrutinizing gaze of the passerby. I have to move, go home and— I froze. And do what? The desolate cold environment flashed through my mind. And do nothing… My shoulders sagged, but I pushed through. But the thoughts hovered in my head: what's the point of holding on? If I collapsed here, would…would anyone even care about me? That was my question left unanswered as I stepped into path. Vibrant flowers by the side, decorating the cobblestone pathway. Laughter reached my ears, chattering. My shoulders slumped in relief; it seems they are not aware of it yet. That's good. From afar, I could see it, the porch lights cast a golden glow on the floor, my parents stood next to an elderly man with white trimmed beards, flattering smiles on their lips. But immediately I entered their views, the conversation halted, laughter died on their lips, eyes snapped towards me. My mother awkwardly asked, "You're back." She smiled, but it looked strained and oddly stiff; her words were followed by silence. My mind wasn't on her but on the familiar bag, laying on the porch. "We've packed your things." I'd hardly processed his words when he continued, "You should leave." Leave? How? To where? Why? Those words swirled in my mind; it didn't make sense. It was as if my comprehension had suddenly crashed. The elderly man—an elder of the pack—cleared his throat, drawing my attention. My eyes were dazed. Shattered by his next words, "Ioana Redmoon…" he began. For some reason, my stomach dropped down to its pit; a sense of dread overcame me. It was as if something bad was about to happen. His voice, powerful, full of authority, rang through the night. "For your disobedience, for your weakness and maliciousness, you are hereby exiled, banished from the pack." "You are no longer part of us. You will no longer be remembered or spoken of." The earth tilted, the sky darkened completely. What! My thoughts scattered, becoming fragmented. The ground wobbled. It hit me like a speeding train. At that moment, to me, it was as if the sky had cracked open and chaos descended. Subconsciously, my eyes traced to my parents, but my father's eyes were like ice, cold and unfeeling, and my mother—she averted her gaze. The parents I have always known… Just then, the door creaked open, a golden-haired girl came out. "Mom, Dad, what's going on?" Her face the perfect blend of innocence and beauty. The very same people who remained frigid and cold, their faces melted like candle wax exposed to heat. "What are you doing outside, honey?" said my uncaring mother, pushing her back inside. "Be careful of the cold," my indifferent father placed his arm over her shoulder, sharing warmth. The icy wind blew, my bruises ached, my knees shook, teeth clattering. Worn and battered, it was only by raw will I stood. Their interaction was like a dagger to my heart. And she knew it. Her eyes locked onto mine, a smirk curled on her lips. She fluttered her eyelashes, "Yes, Dad, I'll go in soon." tilting her head, she layed on his shoulder. In that moment, locks of hair slipped off her shoulder, revealing a sight that shot at my already fragile heart, on the verge of shattering. Tears welled up in my eyes, burning me. I thought I was over it but apparently… I wasn't.~Ioana~“Listen up.” Prince Radu said, clapping twice.“We both know how Alessandro is. He treasures that throne more than any other thing—he’s been fighting for it since he was born, and only the goddess knows the bloody things he’s done to keep it.”Prince Radu's index finger tapped the table in a rhythmic, unsettling sound that echoed through the room.Tap tap tap.“I'll help you… we can partner together. It's very simple… I’ll protect you from his wrath and you’ll… help me in return,” Prince Radu said, his voice like a slithering serpent.His eyes flashed with cunning and cruelty, weaving a verbal cage of deceit. The worst thing? Despite knowing, I was falling for it.Today I felt it—Alessandro—his eyes on me changed. I wasn't sure if it's a good or bad change. If I was to follow what he's saying, then it's a bad change… and he's planning something. If it was before, I would have joined hands with him out of fear. But the
~Ioana~Vivian's grip on the doorknob trembled. Even from where I sat, I could see veins popping out, showing the force she used. "Aren't you going to let me in?" As if not seeing how wrong the atmosphere was, Radu’s grin widened.I kept down the cup of tea in my grip, thoughts flittered through my mind as fast as the wind. Why was he here? This late in the night? Smoothing the creases that formed from my movements, taking advantage of the fact that he couldn't see me, I stood up, walked to the closet, and took out a robe, fastening it. Once I was done and properly covered, I cleared my throat."Vivian, allow him in."Vivian’s head snapped to mine in disbelief, but my face was stern, hiding my thoughts—or I hoped I did successfully.I gave in, widening the space between the door and she. Radu weaved through it, sauntering into my room, his eyes locked on me. Vivian retreated in search of a chair, and when she found it, before she could properly place it across the bed's side table use
~Ioana~After the discovery, the bath passed silently. It was our most quiet one yet, each person too engrossed in their thoughts to speak. Well, it was mostly I who was too engrossed in my thoughts while feeling the soft oohs Vivian let out when she was washing my hair, sighing enviously, complimenting: "Your hair is so pretty, Your Majesty."Before the water became cold and my fingers became wrinkly, I stepped out, a towel wrapped around me, into the room to get dressed.After I was dressed and well prepared for the night, I sat on the bed, drinking tea and munching on some light snacks that Vivian, the ever-reliable one, had skillfully snuck out of the kitchen.Vivian, also recovered from her silent mode, chirped beside me, chattering about different topics at once, and my mind at one point wandered until she mentioned—Just then she said.“Sometimes it almost feels that the prince and the elders are in a secret battle we’re not privy to…”Raising a brow, “Why do you think so?” I a
~Ioana~Alessandro gave me a lingering look. It was complicated—something I couldn't decipher easily—but something about it made my shoulders heavy. It descended on me like a blanket. My fingers went up to my chest, rubbing my heart to get rid of the stuffiness.He spun around, the first person to exit, his ceremonial red cape fluttering behind him, but for some reason, he looked desolate—lonely.But that shouldn't be possible… right?“The coronation ends here for now until we can get more answers to the peculiarity that occurred today. Until then, I bid all of you a goodnight.” That was Elder Thalvorn's closing message. With that, he stepped backward, away from the eyes of the crowd.But just as Elder Thalvorn got close to me, he paused, as if he wanted to say something to me. His mouth opened, then closed, a triumphant gleam streaking past his eyes that I couldn't understand.What’s he happy for?Elder Thalvorn continued walking out of the balcony through the doors. With his exit, t
~Ioana~“As our ancestors have said, a kingdom cannot be called a kingdom without having rulers above it. Great citizens of New Moon Kingdom, under the gaze of the most kind, Selenara, we have gathered to witness the coronation of our own prince, Alessandro Dragos—”“Bianchi,” a voice cut in. Gasps rang out from the crowd.As if ignorant of the reaction his words had caused, he repeated again, “I am Alessandro Bianchi—not Dragos.”The elder in charge exchanged a puzzled glance with Elder Ysara, who gave a curt nod.Clearing his throat, he swiftly switched his words, “Our own prince, Alessandro Bianchi,” pronouncing Bianchi awkwardly. Despite the elder trying to show that he wasn't bothered, it still showed clearly. He cleared his throat, moving on, “and his mate, Ioana… Blackmoon, now to be called…” He gave a pause, breathing in, “Bianchi.” His smile strained.The crowd was just as confused. Wasn't the royal family called Dragos? Why Bianchi?“It’s the prince's mother's name.”“Why…”
~Ioana~“Prince, you must understand that while even I do not wish to dress her down, but Prince, she doesn't even know basic etiquette…”But Alessandro didn't wait for him to continue rambling off, spitting excuse after excuse—he cut him short.“So the best way to correct her was in public before everyone? Elder Caldren, I am very well aware that you have a son, Frederick, or don’t you?”The elder's lips turned downwards. Jumping in, he hurriedly spoke, “Well, Prince, Frederick has always been…”But once more, not giving him the chance to weave up something, Alessandro interrupted him.“If you believe that your son, who is far older than the queen here, can receive repeated grace, letting him off the hook—oh, I'm well aware of that—then I believe that she can too.Not to mention, I've never once heard you chastise him in public. Should I say that your ability and the oath you took when you became an elder—might I remind you—to love and cherish like a father all citizens…”As the exch
~Ioana~Chattering whispers filled my hearing from outside.A canopy of midnight blue, blanketing the sky dotted with twinkling stars, was breathtaking. I sucked in air, letting out a shaky breath, my hands cold and sweaty, fisted beside me only to unclench the next second, hiding them behind me, away from the prying eyes that swept and locked on me every few minutes.Before me was a glass double door, as elegant and grand as every other piece in the room, a balcony just beyond it and below crowds of people.'I wonder how many people they are?' The murmurs alone were a telltale sign that there must be a lot."Your Majesty, would you like a drink?" Vivian, the ever observant one, offered to get me something.But I waved her off. That wouldn't be enough to keep the stomach-gnawing nervousness that wracked my being away."I'll just sit for a while," instead I opted for something else. She led me towards the edge of the room, bypassing the group of elderly wolves— the elders chattering in
~Ioana~"Your Majesty," a body flew towards me with such speed that it left blurs behind. She skid to a halt right before me, dropping to her knees with a resounding thud.Her fingers wrapped around her white apron, wrinkling it as they trembled from excitement."Your Majesty, thank you very much," her eyes sparkled like diamonds.I chuckled, leaning forward. I placed my hand on her shoulders, the muscles under my fingers clearly tensed. "Don't stress yourself," exerting strength, I tried to lift her up. "There, there, you're just recovering. Don't put such kind of strain on yourself. If you fall ill again, who will be my personal…" the word maid felt a little bitter on my lips. Without blinking an eye, I swiftly changed the word, "who will be my personal attendant?"Her gaze fell to the floor. "Your Majesty, you may not really understand, but when I heard that out of all the maids you had chosen me, I was really…" she choked, lifting up her head, exposing her reddened eyes, gleaming
~Ioana~"So Easily Startled" a comment that shot straight to my chest.When your sister releases starving rats into the punishment room, a dark cramped musty place reserved for me alone just for the laugh one of her many "mischievous pranks" as my parents call it waving it off with a gentle light scolding while, I shriek in fright.Of course I'll be easily startled by unknown things especially in the dark. And that was only one of her "plays". Despite her never attempting to again— not because of her sudden awakened conscience nut because it was too dirty.instead resulting in other things, like pretending to he ghost.it brought up bad memories like a flood.I placed my hand on my pounding heart, shooting a discreet glare towards the man above me.'Who stands directly over someone in the middle of the night,' I grumbled inwardly at his words I took as mockery.His golden eyes seemed to glow in the dark, as he e