The wedding

Natasha POV

Finally the day of my wedding came. And I've been praying it doesn't. I'm just questioning everything. Why am I even doing this? Just so many unanswered questions lingering in my mind.

Maybe if I had my wolf things wouldn't be so complicated. I never paid mind to the fact that I still haven't shifted yet. I supposed to have shifted years ago, but somehow I way past that dead line. And it never bothered me, but now I think I see the reason why I need my wolf.

Our wolves are our voice of reason. At least I know many things would have been explained. I would have someone to explain to me whether I'm making the right decisions or not. But without her, it's very hard to tell.

Especially when I don't know who to trust, and who to avoid. Who's the wolf clothing in sheep skin?

And I still don't understand why would the Alpha agree to this. I would think an Alpha is smart enough to marry a stranger he's never met before. Couldn't he just refuse? Does he trust his father that mu