JACOB
I made a huge mistake last night and kissed Michael. I didn't know what came over me. I was never the kind of guy who would do crazy things after drinking a little.
But when I felt the heat of his body as he pressed against me, and I looked at his lips, I couldn't help myself. I was so sure of what I wanted and it was to kiss him. Even if it was just for once, I wanted to taste his lips. So I made the impulsive decision and went for it without thinking of the consequences.
What if he was angrier than he let on? What if he tells Alison? She was his girlfriend, after all. Alison respected me as her older brother, but she would lose it once she found out I flung myself at her boyfriend.
But damn, my heart won't stop racing when I'm near him. Even now, as I drove him back to his car, I was having a hard time breathing because he was sitting right next to me.
And now he tells me he likes me? What the fuck?
"Ah, thanks
Don't be so scared Jacob!
MICHAEL This wasn't how things were supposed to go. But then again, I didn't know what I was expecting. I went home feeling confused and lost. I just experienced my first kiss and heartbreak with a man all on the same day. No, that's not it. My heart didn't break because I didn't give up yet, I thought. I won't accept his rejection and walk away so easily. I knew I put him in a tough position, and I knew he would never choose me over his sister. But that doesn't mean I couldn't try to win him over. I couldn't change how I felt and knew I wouldn't be happy with anyone else. I needed to tread carefully and come up with a plan, so I didn't hurt Alison. I cared about her too. I didn't want to destroy our friendship in the process. I needed an excuse to see him now that he rejected me. But what could I do so things won't be awkward anymore? I felt like Jacob would intentionally avoid me now, and it made me upset. But the opportunity
JACOB I almost didn't agree to tutor Michael. I figured things would be awkward between us after what happened that day. I expect him to be mad at me for outright rejecting him. I wonder if this was all Alison's idea to ask me for tutoring. "I don't know if I have the time," I said, thinking I could convince Alison that I was too busy to teach her boyfriend about physics. "Oh, come on, I know you have plenty of time. Do it for me. Pleeaase! It's not that you don't like Michael, right?" Alison pouted. The problem is that I like him way more than I should. I was trying to stay away from him, so this was a bad idea. "Look, he needs to do well because he needs good grades to keep his scholarship. His family isn't rich, so he needs the scholarship. So please just help him. It's important to him," Alison said and looked at me expectantly. Goddammit. I couldn't run away from him forever. And if I keep saying no, it might make Alison suspiciou
MICHAELI could sense Jacob's discomfort as he sat in front of me. He could hardly look me in the eyes, but it was kind of impossible as I was sitting directly in front of him. Besides, you can't teach anyone anything without looking at them!"So...um...what did you need help with?" he asked.Quick, Michael. Think of some bullshit excuse to give him.I searched my brain to find out my weakest area in physics."I don't understand...uh..." I stammered. I suddenly forgot everything."You don't understand what?" Jacob narrowed his eyes."I don't understand anything in class. Teach me, Sensei," I said.Jacob stared at me for a moment, then burst into laughter. "Michael. You don't need my help, do you? This was just an excuse to see me," he said.Damn, he was smarter than I thought."Don't flatter yourself, mister. Why would I make an excuse? If I wanted to see you, I would've waltz back here and see you," I declared. O
JACOB I could tell I shocked Michael with my request. Good, I probably shocked the gay out of him. "Alright then. If that's what it takes," Michael said and knelt in front of me. What. "What?" I said my thought out loud. "I said that's fine by me. You want me to show you? I will show you," Michael said and put his hand between my legs. This wasn't the reaction I was expecting. I thought he would retreat. I mean, I am not saying he wasn't into guys just because he lived as a heterosexual his whole life. All I'm saying is a lot of the times when straight guys become gay. They like receiving more than giving. "One thing you don't know about me. I like to be the top. So you'd have to do things you've never done before if you want to keep me satisfied and that includes doing things that will make you uncomfortable," I said in a lecturing manner. That's right, Mike. You wouldn't want me to rail that perfect ass of yours, I sa
MICHAELI didn't know where all of my courage came from, but I found myself taking everything Jacob gave me.I was so turned on that I didn't think about the consequences of taking his entire dick in my mouth until it was time for him to come."Oh fuck, Michael, I'm gonna come," he groaned.Oh damn, is he going to come in my mouth? I was curious to taste him, but I wasn't sure if I was ready yet.I panicked and jerked my head backward. He pushed me off right as he started coming. I yelped and fell backward as he released everything like a cannon. All over my face and my eyes. I tasted him a little and didn't hate it."Christ, Michael. Are you alright!" Jacob sounded horrified.I couldn't open my eyes to see his concerned face as I was too busy recovering. "Ah...yeah...I'm fine, but my eyes burn. Could you lead me to the bathroom please," I asked and chuckled."I am so sorry. I was trying not to do it in your mo
ALISONI left Michael's house solemnly. I had a feeling he was lying to me about something. And on top of that, that asshole Nolan ruined my mood even more.He always comes in like a storm and ruins my mood. I hadn't been able to stand him since the day I met him, but I could do nothing since he is Michael's best friend. If it was up to me, he would be gone by now because he is the most annoying person I've ever met.Enough about him, back to Michael.What's his deal?Something was different between us. He seemed reluctant when I tried to kiss him earlier.A thought crossed my mind, and I felt panicked. What if he was cheating on me with another girl? Maybe that's why it seemed like he wasn't interested in me anymore. Although come to think of it, it made a lot of sense. It explained his distracted behavior and lack of intimacy toward me.I decided to talk to Jacob for his advice. I texted him and let him know that I
JACOB I got all tongue-tied when Alison asked me about Michael. I hope she didn't suspect anything was wrong. I could kick myself for almost losing my cool! I decided to end things with Michael while I still could. Then, I wouldn't have to answer Alison. It was Wednesday morning, so I waited patiently for him to come over for his tutoring session. He was right on time and walked in with a devilish smirk on his face. Does he not feel guilty about what we did at all? His cocky attitude was infuriating. "Let's get started then," I said after clearing my throat. I led him to the kitchen and motioned toward the table so we could set up. "Yeah," he said and dropped down on the chair in front of me. "So, did you bring what I asked you to?" I asked. Michael looked at me with confusion. "Bring what?" "I told you. I wanted you to bring your latest graded exam so I can see what you need help with," I said irritabl
MICHAELJacob rushed me out of the house like it was on fire. I was disappointed that Francis was here, but I couldn't say anything. Jacob could probably sense my jealousy, so he couldn't wait to get rid of me.That hurt me a little. Does he prefer Francis over me?God, I am so stupid. Of course, he prefers him over me. Why would he choose me and get wrapped up in a fucked up love triangle?I got a text from Alison asking me if I wanted to go to the movies with her, but I ignored it. I was not in the mood. Besides, I felt like she would know that I wasn't feeling good as soon as she talked to me. I didn't want to answer a hundred questions about why I was acting weird.My phone started to ring again. It must be Ali trying to reach me. The girl does not know how to give up. I decided to answer this time because I didn't want to hurt her feelings.I looked at my phone, and it was my sister Melody calling me. That's weird. She