CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO

ELEANOR’S POV.

It had been a week since I last saw Alpha Cruz, and I wondered where he had headed. He had his Beta inform me of his traveling, although he never said a word about where he went to. The house had been so quiet without him, meal times too. I know we rarely spoke, but all the same, his presence would have meant a lot. I turned page after page, trying to read the book I had in my hand. It was a new book by an author, ThePenQueen. Something about an Omega coming back to life: I didn't want to read too much because I feared I might get engulfed in my imagination. I might want more than life can give. I might want to die and come back to life as someone else. Maybe I might get a chance to be who I want to be and do things I want to do.

Things...What are those things I want to do? Like hobbies or something.

But nothing came to mind.

I had no hobby.

I never had a reason to have one while growing up. Loving my sister used to be my hobby before loving Lucien became another h