LOGINKiara's pov
Seb was called for urgent business back in New Orleans and was leaving today in a few minutes. In the last few days, he was what I clinged to. He made my worst days bearable and drove away the loneliness that was woven into my being, even for just a little while. And now, he was leaving but I wasn't selfish enough to expect anything less so I pushed past the sadness and hugged my brother goodbye. “Oh how I'll miss you, kie. I was really hoping I could stay longer,” he said mid embrace “It's not your fault Seb I understand. But you can stay longer. I'm sure they'll manage without you for a few days,” I replied almost jokingly, although I'd be lying if I said there wasn't any truth to what I said. My brother's response to that was patting my head and with one last look, he climbed into his Audi and drove away. The air seemed to shift and a chill spread throughout my body. I knew who was there before even turning towards the looming presence. My father watched with a disapproving glare that was a preamble for nothing good. My heart raced with dread and a million questions as to what I did to deserve the scornful look he was giving me. “Meet me in my office upstairs Kiara. Right now,” he stated in a calm voice that was completely at odds with the anger etched across his visage. I knew better than to defy his orders so I forced my feet to move instinctively as a cold weight lodged beneath my ribs. I twisted the door knob to his office and everything went muffled as my ears rang out. A blow unceremoniously landed on my left temple making me lose my balance. Alejandro took that as an advantage and hit the side of my ribs repeatedly until my legs gave out and I was lying on the floor. The blows came one after the next hitting any area he could reach. I tried to cover my face and hunched covering my chest and stomach bracing for the blows. I don't how long this went on until they stopped when he was depleted of energy leaving me on the floor gasping and choking on my cries. “You don't get to be a whiny little bitch stopping your brother from actually doing something useful just because you are bored. Is that clear?” So that was what this was about. “Yes, father,” I forced the words out of my mouth and staggered to my room after he left the office. I lay in my bed and let my tears soak my pillow. Is this all my life will amount to? Walking on egg shells to not put my life at risk. I felt the weariness taking over my body and shut my eyelids to evade feeling anything. I needed to be stripped off my consciousness for a while. I am woken up by a loud knock on my door. I jolt awake all my instincts on high alert. I find Alejandro on the other side of the door who doesn't even spare me a glance. “Greta will come up with a dress for you. Get ready and come down for dinner and cover all those marks on your face,” he says dismissively and walks to the stairs away from sight. I know better than to argue or try to put up a fight so after a few minutes I've done what he's asked to the latter and make my way to the dining table. Only, it's not only father that I find sitting at the table. There are two other men adorned in well fitted suits sitting near my father. My eyes are involuntarily drawn to one of the two guests. There was something almost magnetic about the way he carried himself. He was huge like he could crush me without trying. Broad shoulders that seemed to want to burst out of the seams of his tailored suit. Part of me wanted to look away and disappear but another part couldn't stop staring. He was like danger wrapped in some weird kind of beauty. But I have been in this world long enough to know those are the kind of people you should be more cautious about. I dropped my gaze and walked over to the only empty seat opposite the huge stranger. “There she is, my beautiful daughter,” my father announced as he looked up from his plate. Was it foolish to admit that I craved to be shown this side of him when we were alone and not during company only. I greeted the guests with a warm courteous smile that didn't quite reach my eyes. It was practiced and polished, perfected over years of playing the role I was born for. My father later introduced one of the men as Luca, the don of the Italian mafia and the huge guy on his right as the enforcer of the Italian mafia,Dante. I had heard tales about the feared enforcer. He was a legend in our world known for his brutal methods of torture and most importantly he was infamously named ‘the tormentor’, courtesy of his clandestine ways. My fear of him was renewed and I berated myself for staring at him earlier. I kept catching the man in question looking in my direction and I couldn't help but wonder if I offended him somehow. His attention on me made me jittery with nerves and I pretended to study my plate and adjust my fork but none of it was helping. I tuned out most of the conversation because I was laser focused on this being done with this appalling dinner so I can finally isolate myself in my room. My father stands and the Don follows before they excuse themselves to continue the conversation in my father's office. Dante and I are the only ones left on the table and I knew I would be welcoming another lashing if I left without being dismissed by my father. I was compelled to sit across from the intimidating stranger but luckily he seemed to have stopped noticing me altogether.Kiara's pov Being around Dante made me uneasy because his presence felt heavy. I found myself shrinking a little like my body was bracing for something it was taught to expect. Old instincts were waking up without my consent, telling me to stay alert, keep myself small and stay ready just in case. I subtly lifted my gaze to see him clicking away on his phone and I might as well have been invisible to him. That gave me the subtle confidence to excuse myself from the dining room claiming that Greta needed my assistance in the kitchen, which was a few feet away. He nodded without meeting my eyes and I took that as my cue to flee to literally anywhere else away from this intimidating man's presence. Greta eyed me knowingly when she saw me approach. She was like a mother to me taking the role of our caretaker after my mom passed away when I was five. “Mi vida, shouldn't you be keeping our guests company?” She said, faking a disapproving look. I let out a small laugh because she knew I w
Kiara's pov Seb was called for urgent business back in New Orleans and was leaving today in a few minutes. In the last few days, he was what I clinged to. He made my worst days bearable and drove away the loneliness that was woven into my being, even for just a little while. And now, he was leaving but I wasn't selfish enough to expect anything less so I pushed past the sadness and hugged my brother goodbye.“Oh how I'll miss you, kie. I was really hoping I could stay longer,” he said mid embrace“It's not your fault Seb I understand. But you can stay longer. I'm sure they'll manage without you for a few days,” I replied almost jokingly, although I'd be lying if I said there wasn't any truth to what I said. My brother's response to that was patting my head and with one last look, he climbed into his Audi and drove away. The air seemed to shift and a chill spread throughout my body. I knew who was there before even turning towards the looming presence. My father watched with a disappr
Dante’s povEveryone must be wondering what a guy like me is doing at a ballet recital. I stood at the corner watching, waiting in my charcoal suit and matte leather shoes. But what had people staring uneasily was the ghastly look on my face and my towering size. I didn't soften my face or attempt to seem approachable. I knew how people saw me and the way conversations stalled whenever I drew near. It was familiar, almost boring even, among the perks of being an enforcer for the Italian mafia. Most of these people had an inkling of who I was which I can confirm if I bothered to listen to their hushed whispers. Needless to say, they were not who I came here for. I arrived half an hour earlier to secure my usual spot at the deserted corner where I had the best view of my pretty ballerina on stage and I was well hidden from view. My leg bounced without me noticing. Every tick of the clock was louder than the last. The promise of what was coming filled me with anticipation and impatience.
Kiara's povThe music was blaring loudly through my headphones, drowning out every other sound around me. Notes collided and bounced into a chaotically melancholic melody. I swayed until my feet felt numb. It had been three or four hours since I started but I did not keep track of time. It was all a blur. The room was spinning with every turn I made but I refused to stop moving. I welcomed the pain because it kept the thoughts at bay. I relished in my solitude away from all and every civilization. I didn't want to be still enough to have the privilege of thinking. I wanted to stay suspended in this world of chaos and disarray. I wanted to be free from the world and its expectations of me.“Kiara, I've been knocking for almost five minutes. Can't you hear me?” My brother announces, slightly annoyed as he barges his way into our home dance studio.“Sorry, I had my headphones in and don't just barge in here next time, dude,” I mirror his annoyed expression. I did not play about my privac
Kiara's povNervousness engulfed my body like a second skin. It was all too much. The theatre lights felt too bright, I felt too exposed and the multiplying crowd felt suffocating. My hands shook as I smoothed down my skirt. My toes curled in my pointe shoes. I took a deep breath to calm my nerves and the throbbing heartbeat that threatened to evacuate my chest. It didn't help that my dad and brother were going to be among the crowd anticipating my performance. The thought that calmed my fraying nerves was the fact that there would also be another person in attendance. My heart fluttered and I suddenly started to feel warm despite the chilling temperature at the thought of him watching me like he always does.I didn't care about the hundreds gathered in the opera theatre as thoughts of him consumed my mind. In my mind, I was only performing for one person and that filled me with a sense of tranquility amid the chaos around me. My shoulders loosened and I stopped thinking about anythin







