"Deshawn!" I shouted and though I still felt his cold somewhere, it certainly wasn't here.
Before I could comprehend anything, a sticky black liquid began to crawl from under the wall and fill the floor. Like hot tar, it was thick and scorching causing me to yelp out in pain when it circled around my shoes. It filled the corridor up slowly, pouring from cracks in the wall. My chest stung from how hard my breaths were but I couldn't move. I could only watch as the material of my converse began to steam. It traveled up past my shoes and to my ankle where I'd cuffed my jeans, leaving exposed skin. The smell of burning flesh filled my nostrils and it was what set my body into overdrive.
I finally pushed off into a run as the black liquid followed my every step, pouring out faster now than I could even keep up wi
"What did you see when I was out?" I asked again. He opened his eyes. "We're connected by something, I've always known that. I can probably feel it stronger than you because I'm just a soul, nobody can hold me back. I can hear your feelings and that's how I stick to this world. But nothing has ever been as strong as it was when I touched your shoulders just now. Normally I feel the waves of anger, sadness, happiness but at that moment I heard fully-fledged thoughts. They were screaming with bits of conversation. They burned out loud like stars, shouting out so loudly and all at once that I could only decipher bits. Ross's your brother. Your mother cheated. Mr. Rivera's your biological father. That's all I heard but it was so desperate." I pulled my hand away and this time, he let me. His eyes were wide and wa
Ten seconds.Nine seconds.Eight seconds.I got up from the bed and stood opposite him, leaving Deshawn's hand empty on his lap. He was weak, the frown on his face wasn't usual for somebody as enthusiastic as my ghost boy.Six seconds.I supposed he never truly was my ghost boy. I knew I'd miss him after this but it certainly was stupid to miss something I never really owned. I never even got close to it.Three seconds.Two seconds.One second.
"He ran from the room to go clean himself up or something and it left me on my own with your dying body on the floor. You were still alive, I could see, but on the brink of death. My back was pressed up against the door and just like every other time in my life, I froze. I couldn't move or breathe and all the fight or flight bullshit went out the window because I froze." "Reniella," he interrupted. "I probably stood and stared for ten minutes while you were helpless on the floor. I could have saved you! But, I didn't. And because of that, I technically killed you. I watched you bleed out, I let it happen. It's my fault!" Heavy tears built from the back of my eyes but I wouldn't let them out, I needed to see Deshawn now. "Ross said it was my fault a
"Your initial thought was that you could wish Avery De Vega back into your life, right? That she would come back and be your mother again as though nothing had ever gone wrong?" He was right. Though it felt like a slap to the face, he was so right. I should've hated my mom but I didn't, not one bit. I wasn't sure who I was meant to be without her. She was everything I had and more. Everything I needed. I knew it was stupid to long for something that never wanted to be yours, to begin with, but I couldn't help it. Dad was strong. Though he'd loved her with all his heart, he'd let Mom go to make her happy. I wasn't as selfless, though. Clearly. Now, I had the chance to get her back. I could fix things between us and get her and Dad back t
"I already did the ones from yesterday," Dad scowled. "What about putting away the Christmas tinsel then, huh? I could've sworn you were meant to put them away too. Or were you out galavanting in other people's houses? Too busy to worry about your own house and family, is it?""Enough," Mom bit out, effectively stopping the conversation.I bit my lip and marvelled at the power she radiated. It had been a while since I saw such a strong female figure. It had been even longer since someone told Dad off.All I could do was stand and watch.Her black hair had been pulled up into a messy bun with her fringe coming down, hiding her wide forehead. Mom's brown eyes were large and the light sp
We fell into silence and as we neared the city, my anxieties rose higher and higher through my body, causing a subtle shake. I leant my head against the cool, glass window and watched as the world passed me by. My eyes latched onto people's faces as they passed and I wondered if I even knew half of what had happened during the past couple of days. How fast everything had changed and how it had all been ripped from under me. I racked my brain, wondering if I'd even made the right decision to begin with. Before I knew it, we'd arrived at Ross Rivera's house and now the bile was rising. I wasn't sure if I wanted to see him either. I just sensed an odd feeling in the pit of my stomach that made the tips of my fingers tingle and the soles of my feet numb. Raven was a better driver than me and when she pulled
Death wasn't a person so much as a feeling. He was the gatekeeper of the wandering souls, the steward for the passing, and the man at the crossroads of life and death. He didn't feel or think - everything about the spirit was instinctual. He was one of the only laws known to the world. One of the only rules that every human stood by was Death, and that one day he would come to take them all on a similar journey to the After. Death stood at the side of the road and under the downpour as harsh droplets of rain fell on his dark umbrella and ricocheted to the puddles below. He was a faded shadow under the sour yellow street light that flickers on and off in the dead of night. With one hand on the base of his umbrella, he used the other to d
3 YEARS AFTER. When I was younger, my grandmother would sit me on her left knee and we would stare up at the dark sky. She was the one who helped me develop my love for the moon and stars. Back then, it was hard for me to see the stars; my eyes not being able to focus through the tears. Despite that, I remember wiping them away just so I could focus on something greater than myself. My grandmother would tell me this story about the moon that never failed to make me feel happy, understanding the power of promise. She used to say that it was as if the moon had promised the night sky that it would always return. She would tell me the moon would never leave the night and they would always meet again; nobody could tear them apart.