How to be a Sinner?

According to the Greek dictionary, agape means "affection, goodwill, love, benevolence," and it depicts the sort of love portrayed in the Bible.

Agape is the ultimate type of love, defined as God's love for man and man's love for God. It is a type of Christian love that is depicted in the Bible and is concerned with the well-being of the one we love.

This type of love prioritizes intention above emotion and instinct. This is the type of intentional love that Christians should strive for in our interpersonal interactions. This love, however, cannot exist in our life unless it is a part of our daily routine or if we have lost faith in its presence.

First Corinthians 13:4-8 says, "Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails..."

In this popular reading from 1 Corinthians, Paul gives us a clear explanation of love and what it looks like, particularly in our relationship with others.

However, not every love is perfect. Not all love is compatible with the Bible. Love is frequently outlawed, even if others believe it is detrimental; yet, there is no case since it is where some people are pleased.

Katulad nitong sa amin.

Bawal.

Hindi akma.

Hindi dapat.

Labag sa lahat.

Hindi magiging boto ang lahat.

Lahat na ata ng negatibong kataga, pwede nang isama o ilarawan sa relasyon namin.

Anyway, I don't care. We do not care. We are happy. We do not need the opinion of others. I don't take pleasure in them. Why would I need their reaffirmation on what they have to say?

"You're a bad girl... Amari." He said in a soft and seductive voice.

The struggle against temptation can be hard. We often are tempted to do something wrong, and we face an inner conflict: We want to do it, but we also don't want to do it. Ganoon siguro talaga, kapag matindi ang pagbabawal sa atin... mas lalo nating gustong sumubok.

"We are both going to punished once when we get caught. We need to be extra careful."

Ang dapat sanang matatakot ako dahil sa kaniyang sinabi. Hindi tuloy nangyari. Bagkus, parang mas gusto ko pang gumawa ng bawal... ng masama. Para lang marinig sa kaniya ang ganoong kataga. Selfishness or self-will is the manifestation of sin. True love is the antidote to self-centeredness. You will not commit sin with them or tempt them to commit sin if you genuinely love them.

"Kung ako lang ang mapaparusahan ay ayos lang, kaya ko naman. Pero paano kapag saiyo na? Hindi ko mapapatawad ang sarili ko, Amari..."

I smirked. He's so smitten. Isang gabi palang simula nang may mangyari sa amin. Parang aso na itong nauulol sa akin.

"T, what is it about me that has you so fascinated?" I asked him.

I gently stroked with my index finger her soft and attractive lips. Unsatisfied, I kissed him on the lips hastily. He felt thirsty when I finished the short and shallow kiss. He even tried to sniff another kiss by catching my lip.

Mas lalo akong natawa. Gustong magbunyi ang sistema. I am his sin... I must be worried. I should be worried by now. Pero bakit kahit kaunti, wala akong nararamdamang ganoon? Kahit konsensiya wala.

"When I first saw you across the beach, and my heart jumped into my throat and my stomach filled with the kind of butterflies you get on a first date. But, I haven't introduced myself yet and I still don't know your name that time..." He said in a husky voice while he still doesn't really stop reaching for my lip to get a kiss. "And you're kissing some assh*le, I don't know why I suddenly felt jealous."

"I didn't know it at the time, but that beautiful but dangerous girl with the brightest smile would turn everything I knew about myself upside down... Amari, damn it! I badly wanna kiss you. Please let me!"

My heart feels leaden, substantial, messy, honest, strong. These emotions are akin to whiskey sitting inside me, the weight of it causing my head to go fuzzy and laughter to spill from my lips with ease - almost as much as the three tiny words that would change both our worlds if they, too, spilled.

Parang kailan lang... Madalas ko lang itong isipin, madalas lang ito sa aking imahinasyon. Ngayon, abot kamay ko na. Nangyayari na. Hindi nalang ako ang may pagnanasa sa kaniya. Hindi nalang ako ang may gusto sa kaniya. Pati na rin siya.

Every day, it became more sexual. It was utterly infuriating. Like always staring at a hot plate of cake but never getting to eat them.

I imagined him walking around the desk, bending me over it, ripping my skirt and spanking me for constantly teasing him. Sticking his long fingers into my pussy and finger fucking me while biting my neck and covering my mouth so I can't scream.

I'm getting wet just thinking about my old fantasies for him.

In my head, I ran through a slew of scenarios. Him slamming me against the lockers and grabbing my hair, him dragging me into his car and shoving his manhood into my mouth.

Grabe na no? Dati ako ang hayok na hayok. Ngayon... Nasapawan niya ito. Siya na ang mas hayok... Syempre kanino pa ba? Kung hindi sa akin lang naman.

"No, T. You can't... for now." I took his hand in mine and placed it on my heart as he looked up at me, surprised.

"Can you feel how fast it's beating?" I asked quietly.

"Why?" he asked, not moving his hand and staring at me with a look of surprise and something else on his face.

"I'm nervous," I mumbled, my gaze fixed on the dingy tile floor.

"What for?" he asked, dropping his hand and standing up, sensing something was wrong.

"I can't do it any longer..." I said, looking up into his eyes.

"Ah...mari... I... I don't know what to do," he said, his face filled with agony and desire.

"Just feel me," I said, taking his hand in mine and slipping it under my skirt.

His eyes widened and he rubbed my now extremely wet slit, as he stared at me.

I moved my hand down to feel his dick through his pants, and it was exceptionally hard. I whimpered and moved closer to him.

"Damn it, I can't resist you any longer," he said as he finally reached up past my thighs and pulled down my thong.

I moaned with delight as he inserted one of his fingers down there and wrapped my fingers in his hair. As he continued to finger f*ck me, I pulled my shirt up and pushed his face into my soft and big moulds.

"Oh, Mr. Henares, please," I pleaded, wanting more. Teasing him. It worked though, mas lalo siyang ginanahan at nag-init sa sinabi ko. Gusto niya pala ng ganito?

He growled and unclasped my bra before pushing me onto the desk, where my bo*bs were pressed against the cool metal because my shirt was pushed up.

He spun me around, picked me up, and threw me down on the wrestling mat. I began to remove my skirt, but he stopped me.

"I want to f*ck you in your uniform because it's so sexy," he said, pulling down his pants to reveal blue tight boxer underwear and a little liquid above his enormous manhood.

I began pulling on his shirt, bringing him over to me, and immediately began kissing his lips. As he slid his manhood up and down my wet slit, I tasted mine on his tongue and let out a little moan and pushed my hips up.

He pressed his face against my neck and bit me as he slid his in. I felt his head stretching me open, so I slammed my hips down, soaking up all of his.

"Keep quiet, some students might hear us..." He put one hand on the mat behind my head, and the other on my hip and started to f*ck me as hard as he could.

My eyes started to water and I was moaning like a mad woman, as my bo*bs bounced up and down. I raked my fingernails down his back and screamed his name.

Alam kong bawal. Alam kong mali. Alam kong hindi pwede... Pero bakit hindi ko na mapigilan ang sarili ko? Tuluyan na akong nagpaalipin sa emosyon at sa aking matinding pagnanasa... sa katawan niya... sa kaniya.

"Amari, you started this. I am warning you. Kapag sinimulan ko, mahihirapan akong tapusin..." He said as he wrapped his arm on me and rolled over so that I can be on his top. "Hindi ako titi...gil. Wala na akong pakialam sa iba." He added and grabbed me as I put my hands on his chest as I started to slide up and down his manhood slowly.