I Became The Surrogate For A Divorced Alpha and Luna

EVELYN

My phone rings just outside the consultation clinic. I look at the name and it's the last one I want to see.

It's Thomas. My ex.

I let out an irritated sigh and pick up.

"Hello, Sugar Plum."

"What do you want?" My voice comes sharp.

"Woah, someone's feisty." He chuckles.

"I don't have time for this. What do you want? I have an interview in a few minutes."

"Mh okay. Well, the boss wants his money, so you know what that means."

My brows knit. "Huh? It isn't even month end yet."

"I know that, Sugar Plum. But the bossman has demanded it. And he always gets what he wants. So you coming or nah?"

I let out a low hiss. This bastard.

I dated this scumbag at one of the lowest points in my life, when I first moved to the city. But I quickly grew weary of his dangerous, gang lifestyle and ended things.

When my mom fell sick, I brought her from my hometown to take care of her. But she only got sicker and the medical bills piled up. With no one else to turn to, I took a loan from his boss. And then I kept taking and taking until I incurred a lifetime of debt.

My mom died anyway and life moved on. I still had to work hard to pay my debt. But the money I got from working was never enough. The interest kept growing and growing and somehow, five years after my mom passed, I owe a debt thirty times the amount I originally loaned.

So, on some months when I can't meet my deadline, I exchange my pussy for an extension.

He is my ex after all, so I tell myself it's easy since he's already familiar. It never is. He's always too rough or too hard on my body. But I take it because I don't have a choice.

But now it seems Thomas doesn't understand that my "sexual favours" come at a price. Or he doesn't want to.

"I don't have it yet," I say flatly.

"I know you don't." He laughs, a low and lazy sound. "Good thing you've got something else to offer. Be at my place Thursday night. And wear something that doesn't make you look like my mother's couch."

My jaw tightens. "I'll get you your money."

"With what? Your cleaning tips? Or your beauty? Baby, look at yourself. Nobody else is going to want that body, so you should be grateful I do. Girls like you don't get to be picky."

I don't even respond. I end the call before I lose my patience.

Now is not the time. Not outside the job interview I need the most.

I really don't have his money. Not even half of it. Last night a pipe burst under my sink and water flooded the space. My shitty landlord has been ignoring me, so I had to pay a plumber before the water soaked up my entire apartment.

I just never knew how expensive plumbers are.

Still, as inconvenient as it is, I really can't afford to have my belongings damp. So now this job is my only hope.

I take a deep breath and walk into the hospital.

An hour later, I'm still sitting in the reception area, my hands locked tight in my lap. The air smells of antiseptic and the lingering pheromones of passers-by.

Three other women sit across from or beside me, waiting as well. They are all beautiful, petite women, the kind that are easy on the eyes and make you want to look more than once.

They are nothing like me, with my rolls and folds of skin squeezing tight under my simple floral dress.

I subconsciously shrink myself, trying to seem smaller than I actually am. No matter where I am, I always seem to be the biggest person in the room.

A nurse comes out and calls the lady next to me in. My stomach tightens and my heels click nervously on the floor.

One by one, the women are summoned in. My chest is tight with each of them that goes.

Soon it's my turn. When she says my name, I stand up and follow her into a small private office. Inside, my palms are damp so I wipe them on my dress before sitting down.

A woman in a white coat sits behind a desk. She looks calm and professional. She pushes a paper toward me.

"Sign this first," she says. "It's a standard NDA. Everything discussed here stays private."

I nod and sign it without reading every line. I need this too badly to hesitate.

Once done, I hand it back. She gives it a once-over, puts it away and folds her hands on the desk. "Okay. We'll begin with basic questions. Do you have experience as a surrogate?"

"Yes," I say, but my voice is quieter than I want. I clear my throat and try again. "Yes. I carried a baby for another couple three years ago."

"Tell me about that experience in detail, please."

I nod and take a slow breath. "It was a full-term pregnancy. I was matched through a smaller agency. The intended parents were a married couple who couldn't conceive on their own. I went through the medical screening, the hormones, the transfer. Once the transfer was complete, I moved in with said couple. I followed every instruction they gave me. I went to all the appointments, I ate what they asked me to eat, I didn't lift anything heavy. I didn't drink. I didn't take any risks."

The woman writes something down. "And the birth?"

"It was a normal delivery," I say. "I was in labor for about 6 hours but the baby was delivered safely. A healthy baby boy. I handed him over to his parents the same day, like we agreed. I didn't ask to stay in contact. They compensated me and then I left."

"How did you feel afterward?"

I look down at my hands for a second, smiling faintly. "I was mostly tired. My body went through a significant change. But I knew it wasn't my child. I had prepared myself for that, so I recovered fine. Though I never recovered my former… form," I gesture at myself with a nervous chuckle. "But I adapted to it. My life went back to normal after a few months."

She nods. "Any other pregnancies?"

I shake my head. "No. Just that one."

"Are you currently in a relationship?"

"No."

"Are you experiencing any financial hardship?"

I hesitate only a second. My stomach twists, but I keep my face steady.

Yes, I have significant debt. But I can't come clean about that. Not when it means risking getting the job.

"No," I answer simply, hoping the lie doesn't bleed through my voice.

"Would you like to remain in the child's life after the birth?"

"No. I understand what this job is. I wouldn't ask for that."

She asks a few more questions about my health history, my cycle, whether I smoke or drink, whether I have any support system at home.

I answer each one as calmly as I can. But inside, my nerves keep jumping. I keep wondering if she can tell how badly I need this.

Finally, she sets her pen down. "Thank you, Ms Lily. You can go home now. We'll be in touch."

I stand up, my legs feeling a little unsteady. "Okay. Thank you."

I walk out of the hospital and into the bright afternoon, the sunlight hitting my face. Outside, I feel like I can actually breathe again.

I look at the hospital again, hoping I will pass the evaluation. Then I hail a taxi and go home.

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When I lock my apartment door behind me, my phone beeps in my purse. I roll my eyes immediately. It's Thomas.

Thomas: Hey, Sugar Plum. About earlier. I was out of line. I'm sorry, okay?

I stare at the screen. He's never once apologized for anything.

Me: Fine. Goodbye.

His response comes quickly.

Thomas: Are you still mad at me?

Me: What do you think?

Thomas: oh don't be like that Sugar Plum. You know I love you. And I know that sweet juicy body misses me.

Of course that's why he's texting. I explode.

Me: you only love me when it's time to get into my pants. How much of your money has actually gone into helping me pay my debt? ZERO! If you loved me, you'd clear the debt.

Thomas: But baby, you know I can't do that.

I don't stop myself this time.

Me: Just like you also CAN'T be seen with me in public? I'm not an idiot, Thomas. I know you're ashamed of me because I'm fat and don't look like the bitches you throw your money on at the strip club. Stop fucking texting me.

The typing bubbles appear, then disappear.

I don't wait for whatever he has to say next. I turn the phone off.

When I finally switch it back on at midnight, there are no calls, no texts. Not that I expect any. I am completely alone in this world.

Alone and in debt. The thought is beyond depressing.

I have an early shift tomorrow and the day after. And the day after. I have zero days off.

Sleep comes slowly for me that night. I lie there with my eyes open for a long time, listening to the sounds of the quiet while resisting the urge to check my phone again.

Somewhere between one breath and the next, my phone buzzes one more time.

It's an unknown number.