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I Can't, If It's Not You
Last Updated : 2021-11-04
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This is a story of two lovers who met in college and fell in love with each-other, but later life happened. Sirichai Thanawat (Siri) is the only heir to one of the leading electronic companies in Thailand. In his first year of college he is immediately smitten by 3rd year student Pairat Seatang (Pai) . The two eventually become lovers. However, after graduation as Sirichai starts working at Thanawat Enterprises, he is forced to marry another business tycoon’s daughter. Pairat pushes Siri to do what he must as well. The story begins here. I am horrible at summaries. Give this story a shot. It is angst and quiet a roller-coaster ride of emotions.
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Pai sighed and turned back after he opened the door for his late-night visitor. Taking a few steps in he said, “You shouldn’t be here..”
The visitor who had now entered the small apartment and closed the door behind him said, “Why Pai? Where else should I be?”
Pai shook his head, moving to the small fridge to grab a bottle of water. He took a few gulps, hoping that the cold liquid passing through his throat will calm his throbbing heart. He avoided the visitor’s prying gaze, not wanting to acknowledge that the man was here tonight of all the nights. “You are married now.”
The tall, tanned man who was wearing a fitted tuxedo that looked like it was worth Pai’s entire pay for a year, snorted, “And whose fault is that?”
Pai’s head snapped up and his eyes met the gaze of the man in front of him. The man looked defeated and Pai’s heart clenched at the sight. Nevertheless, the older man steeled himself, “I told you, life doesn’t work to satisfy your every whim!” The man was only staring blankly, his eyes empty even as Pai continued, “You have got to do what you got to!”
Suddenly the man was right in front of Pai, so close. The man’s eyes were glistening, pleading, “And I have done it now! I have done what you pushed me to do! I am a legally married person now! I signed the papers, and the deal that you were so worried about has also gone through!” The man smirked evilly, “My dad will earn few more billions each month now. How wonderful!”
Pai glared at the man for his sarcastic words. He mentally sighed, the young man had no idea how many tough choices he would have to make in life. Pai could barely provide for himself and yet faced such challenges every day. And the man standing devastated in front of him was the only heir to the Thanawat Enterprises, one of the top five electronic companies in the Thailand.
Seemed like Siri couldn’t take the glare anymore. He looked down and started fidgeting. He whispered, “I did what you wanted..Pai..”
“Yet you are here..” Pai said in a flat tone, turning away from the man.
The visitor let out a sniffle, “I can’t do more. Please don’t ask me to do more Pai..” Pai felt his own eyes prickling with tears.
When Pai didn’t say anything, the younger man took a few steps closer and back hugged him, burying his head in the soft milky-white neck.
Pai couldn’t hold it anymore as tears streaked down his own cheeks. He sighed, “Ohh Siri..”
“Please Pai. Don’t ask me to do more…You know I can’t..I can’t, if it’s not you.”
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I Can't, If It's Not You Chapter 29
Three Months Later: Bangkok******************************"Ahh...Siri..," Pai moaned as Siri bit and suckled at his sensitive collar bone. The older man was clutching and pulling at Siri's shirt, in what looked like an attempt to unbutton it. However, with the ministrations of Siri's talented mouth, Pai felt unable to do anything, except melt in the strong arms of the man he truly loved.The two lovers had just come back to their tiny apartment, after having a rather pleasant dinner with Nana and Siri's father. They had decided that Pai will be working side by side with Siri, and will be introduced as the chief marketing strategist for the company. This will entail that he works closely with the top management of the company and hopefully keep suspicions and questions at bay. However, as Nana had pointed out, these things were just a matter of time and would eventually just fade away. The announcement of Pai's
Last Updated : 2021-11-04I Can't, If It's Not You Chapter 28
Eight Months Later: Pattaya Office******************************The huge lounge area of the posh Thanawat offices was cramped with employees, cheering and happily shouting. The big TV was showing the bossman, Sirichai Thanawat's press conference where he was making public the recently signed contract with a Chinese Conglomerate. This was a huge deal as it would make Thanawat Enterprises the top producer of Smartphones in the country. The deal will also give the company access to major market share in China, which in turn will lead to several more contracts.Pai was standing in one corner of the room watching the elation that the rest of the employees were freely displaying. The deal had involved departments from all three offices and it was only natural that the employees were happy that their hard work had paid off. The young man who had been working at the offices for the past seven m
Last Updated : 2021-11-04I Can't, If It's Not You Chapter 27
Six Months Later******************************“Yeah Pai, I’m so happy..” Siri said as he laid down on the bed, watching Pai relaxing at his apartment in Chiang Mai. He couldn’t help but grin when Pai opened a bottle of pink-milk for himself. As had become a routine, the two lovers were relaxing in their respective bedrooms, video-calling and just catching up on each-other’s day. Siri had ensured he visited Pai at least once a month in the past eight months.Things were progressing rather smoothly on both their ends. Siri and Nana were working swiftly to end the marriage and also have that Chinese contract finalized. Siri had not been seen with his wife in almost seven months now. Boonsri and her father were also pressured into keeping a low-profile with the threat of defamation. Pai was working extra hard and was by now passed through most of the departments. He should be ready t
Last Updated : 2021-11-04I Can't, If It's Not You Chapter 26
Two Months Later******************************Sirichai Thanawat involuntarily smiled as he read the email from his latest client detailing a request. If it was any other time or situation, the young man would have decided to flat out reject the request or ask someone else to take care of it. However, with his situation right now, Siri saw the perfect opportunity and so he replied back accepting the request. He dumped back on his chair and enjoyed the happiness that was bubbling in his chest right now.A lot had happened in the past two months. While Siri and his Nana had chalked out the details and started putting the plan in motion, Pai was working as hard as he could to take in as much information as he possibly could. Pai was soon be working in his 3rd department and he was not seen slacking at all. He was doing well and no one was prouder of him than the Thanawat matriarch herself.Mrs. Thanawat ha
Last Updated : 2021-11-04I Can't, If It's Not You Chapter 25
After that emotional talk, the three people in the room decided to take a break. While Grandma went to freshen up, the two lovers hugged, seeking comfort in each other’s arms. They found that after the clear support from Nana, both their hearts had somehow calmed down. Their whole beings seemed to have relaxed and there was hope bubbling within them. The happiness that the lovers felt at the acceptance from the old lady was palpable throughout the house.Siri decided that they should have something to eat as he knew his grandma does not prefer eating any takeaways. Her meals are specially made at the house. It was also one of the reasons why she did not stay away from home for long. The two lovers set about making some eggs and toast, refiling the tea and setting the table.It was a little while later that Nana joined them at the table. She took a bite of her eggs, smiling. She had had an early morning and hadn’t eaten on the plane.“Thank you
Last Updated : 2021-11-04I Can't, If It's Not You Chapter 24
Nana said, “All I wanted to do was to ensure that your life-partner was capable enough to stand and support you in the position that you inevitably be in. Whoever it would be must be at that level, an equal, a backbone to you. I am only making sure of this. My actions towards Pai would have been the same six months back, as they are today.” It had now dawned on Siri and Pai that Nana was truly doing things as she had seen fit and it was clear that her intentions were to ensure that her grandson could have a happy life with his chosen partner. Mrs. Thanawat was looking at the two men expectantly. It was Siri who cleared his throat, “Nana, I ..I didn’t understand..I..but why didn’t you let us keep in touch? Maybe if we had talked regularly, I would have seen your plans, instead of being so deep into my own issues and drowning in worry ..” Nana nodded as she sipped her tea, “Well, yes. And if it was six months back or if you were not married, I would ha
Last Updated : 2021-10-30
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