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My heart stutters as I stare at him, like he just said something impossible.
Most times when he calls me to his chamber, he only makes me sit quietly in a corner while he works. But the pack… they whisper, and assume the worst, that we fuck.
As if their cruel thoughts have finally come true.
“Did you not hear me?” Alpha Aiden’s voice cuts through me. It makes my stomach twist.
“I… I heard you,” I swallow hard.
He starts walking toward me, slow and steady, like a predator closing in. With each step, my heartbeat grows louder, pounding against my ribs.
Before I can react, he grabs my hair and yanks my head back. Pain shoots through my scalp, but I bite my lip, as I force back the tears.
I lift my eyes to his. Its Cold. Empty. Full of hate.
I’ve heard stories about how his brother's death broke him. And also I was found at the scene that night. Everything about me reminds him of that loss.
That’s why he was sent abroad.
Alpha Aiden never lets me forget it. He believes I had a hand in his brother’s death—the girl found at the scene of the murder.
My fingers tremble as I reach for the knot of my robe. Slowly, I loosen it, letting the fabric slip from my shoulders and fall to the ground.
“Face the wall,” he commands.
A chill runs through me. I can feel years of hatred in his voice. I turn slowly, just like he said. My hands press against the wall, my heart pounding so loud it fills my ears. Tonight feels different. Like something is about to break.
I sense him behind me before he even touches me. His body heat wraps around mine, making my skin burn. Then his hands grab my hips.
I can feel that familiar spark. The bond between us. A reminder that we are mates… but he doesn't feel it..
I feel his cock against me, and my breath catches in my throat. Then he pushes in.
I gasp as pain shoots through me, sharp and sudden. His movements are rough, short at first, each thrust hurt more than the last. I cry out, my teeth clench so hard my jaw aches. My body presses against the wall, trying to escape the pain, but there’s nowhere to go.
His grip tightens on my hips as he thrusts harder, deeper. Then he pulls out only to thrust back into me again, this time harder.
I scream, as my body twists, but his hold doesn’t loosen. He keeps thrusting, pushing me forward with every forceful thrust. The pain builds until it feels like it’s tearing me apart.
My cries echo in the room, raw and broken, but he doesn’t stop. My whole body jerks with the impact of his final thrust. Then I feel he releases inside me. And just like that… he goes still.
The room is silent except for my shaky breaths.
He pulls out his cock.
At that moment, my legs gave out. I stagger, then collapse to the floor, the pain between my legs is unbearable.
“Get out,” he growls. His voice sounds different now.
I crawl on my knees, grab my robe with trembling hands and pull it around my body. Every movement hurts.
“Get out,” he repeats. This time, his voice is low and strained.
I force myself up and move toward the door, holding myself together as best as I can while the pain follows me with every step.
My body shakes with deep, painful sobs. I can’t stop the tears as they fall down my face.
Now it’s real. He didn’t take me as his mate… he took me like I was nothing. Like I belonged to him.
My body hurts. My heart hurts even more. I don’t even know which pain is worse. Warm blood runs down my thigh, sticky and humiliating.
I barely step out of the door, closing it behind me, when—
Slap. The sound echoes through the hallway. My head snaps to the side before I even understand what happened. My cheek burns, It throbs from the slар.
I turn slowly… and see Zarah standing in front of me. If Alpha Aiden hates me, Zarah despises me. To her, I was nothing more than another whore warming her brother’s bed.
“Whore,” she spits, her eyes full of disgust. “You’re nothing but a filthy thing crawling into my brother’s bed.”
Her words hit just as hard as the slap.
She walks past me like I’m nothing. Like I don’t even deserve to be seen.
My fingers curl at my sides, nails digging into my palms as I force myself to stay on my feet.
I won’t fall here. Not in front of her. I start to limp away, each step painful, my body weak and shaking.
Then I see Mia.
She rushes toward me, her face full of worry. She’s the only one who has ever been kind to me and treats me like I matter.
The moment she sees me, her eyes widen in shock, dropping to the blood running down my thigh.
“Come on,” she says quickly, gently taking my arm. “Let’s get you cleaned up.”
**
By the next day, the whispers start again. Another ‘mate choosing’ ceremony for the Alpha.
I hear it everywhere, while I scrub the floors, while I wash the dishes. No matter where I go. I keep my head down, pretending not to listen… but every word still sinks in.
“I think it’s for the best.” Mia’s voice pulls me out of my thoughts. “You’ll finally be free.”
The word doesn’t bring relief. It leaves a hollow ache in my chest. I shake my head slowly. I keep telling myself I don’t want this bond… so why does it feel like something is being torn out of me?
“Come on,” Mia whispers, pulling me along. “We have to hurry.”
Of course, I’ll be serving.
A tray rests in my hands as I walk into the grand hall. The room glows with chandeliers, filled with soft music and quiet laughter.
And then—I feel his gaze, before I even see him. It burns. No matter where I move, it follows me, everywhere.
The ceremony begins. Then suddenly, the room goes quiet. My eyes lift toward the entrance.
A woman walks in. She’s beautiful. Graceful. Everything a Luna should be. Her steps are calm and confident, her posture perfect.
I watch her, unable to look away. And then something tightens painfully in my chest.
I turn slightly… and see Aiden stands completely still, his eyes locked on her like nothing else exists.
My fingers curl tightly at my sides as I freeze in place. Then I see his lips move.
“Mate.”
I’m a nervous wreck as I get ready for my dinner with Alpha Damon.My hands won’t stay still. I keep fixing things that do not need fixing, touching my dress, checking my reflection, then checking it again.I can't take the way he looks at me when everyone else looks past me. He speaks to me like I matter, out of my head. I hope tonight changes something between us.Because the truth is, I’m attracted to him.And from the way he looks at me, I know the feeling is not one-sided.He has even managed to push Aiden out of my mind. But not completelySometimes, without warning, my thoughts still drift back to him. I hate that they do. I hate that even in sleep he finds ways to haunt me. Too many mornings I wake breathless, tangled in sheets, angry at myself for dreaming of a man I should have forgotten long ago.I wish I could tear him out of my system.“What do you think about my hair?” I ask Rhoda, turning toward her.She looks up from where she is sitting and smiles. “It’s perfect, Ver
It has been days since my encounter with Alpha Aiden. And to be honest… I hate what it has done to me.I crave him. More than I ever thought possible.It feels like my body remembers him even when I try not to. Like it knows when he is somewhere nearby. the smallest thought of him, and no matter how hard I try to push it away, it always comes back.I hate that part the most.Still… it is better that we have stayed away from each other.What future could I possibly have with a man like him?None. He made that clear.The last time we were together, he said we needed to talk. But before another word was spoken, there was a knock at the door.He left.Rhoda had come to check on me. She laughed the moment she saw my face, teasing me about how red I looked. She kept asking if I was alright, and I lied through every answer.Luckily, Alpha Damon was not around that day. So I dealt with the heat alone until it passed.Even remembering it now makes my jaw tighten.Lost in thought, I don’t notic
He ripped my dress, then my bra, then my panties, and I watched in awe as they all fell to the floor. Now I’m naked on the bed while he hovers over me. The heat is a torture effect because it affects my legs. It’s an ache so overwhelming, and I know I need to satisfy it right now.I watch as he steps away and takes off his own clothes. My body aches from the absence of the heat of his body as my clit throbs. The hardness of his body makes me gulp. He has tattoos also—I didn’t take note of them those times he fuck me. Standing tall, he takes off his pants and boxers and tosses them away like this is his damn bedroom. Alpha Aiden’s calmness needs to be studied. He doesn’t even care if anyone walks in. Like, the fuck? Is he ready to face the consequence of getting into Alpha Damon’s pack without notice?By all ranks? I know Alpha Aiden outranks Alpha Damon.My eyes trail down to his lower region, and my mouth opens because damn, I haven’t seen him like this before, like paying full a
“Goddess… I hate you.”The hatred drips from every word, but the moment I say it, something twists low in my stomach.I freeze.A sudden wave rolls through my lower belly, stealing the breath from my lungs. A soft sound escapes me before I can stop it. My knees weaken as warmth spreads through me like fire catching dry grass.It is unlike anything I have ever felt.My body tightens, pulses, aches with a need I do not understand. Every nerve feels awake. Every breath comes faster than the last.And then I realized. I'm in heat.No. No, no, no.My hands grip the bedsheet as another wave hits me, it's stronger this time. My thighs press together on instinct, but it does nothing. The ache only grows.Across the room, Aiden goes still. His eyes widened. For once, the hard look he always carries breaks apart, replaced by pure shock.We stare at each other. I can barely think.All I feel is the desperate pounding inside me, the pull low in my body that seems to drag me under. It is wild and
Fuck… I don’t even know what I’m doing here. I shouldn’t be here. I know that.Every rule says I shouldn’t be standing in her room, breathing her air, looking at her like this.But I couldn’t stay away.She’s everywhere.In my head. In my chest. In every quiet moment I get, she’s there. I can’t walk through my own pack without turning, half-expecting to see her staring back at me.It’s driving me insane.I broke every protocol to get here.Snuck into another Alpha’s territory like some desperate fool.All because I miss her.I miss the way she looks at me with those infuriating blue eyes. The way she tries to act bold, even when I can feel her trembling under me. The way her body fits against mine like it was made for me.I miss all of it.But now she’s standing in front of me, and it’s not the same.The warmth is gone.That soft look she used to have when she looked at me… it’s not there anymore.It’s like she shut something off. Like I don’t exist to her.“What the fuck are you doin
The moment his lips touch mine, my whole body goes rigid.For a second, everything in me locks. I raise my hand to shove him away, but it feels like it’s made of lead—too heavy to move. And just like that, on instinct, my hand shifts instead, sliding to the back of his head, pulling him closer as the kiss deepens.Our lips meld, and it feels like a jolt of electricity. With Alpha Aiden, it’s always explosive. His tongue brushes over my lips, and I pull away just long enough to take in air—but before I can recover, he captures my mouth again. Every protest I might have had dissolves as I melt into him, my lips parting, my tongue meeting his with a desperate hunger that matches mine.His hand moves to my breast, and—goddess—I moan into his mouth. I can feel him, hard against me, pressing insistently.This time, he breaks the kiss, trailing his lips down—my jaw, my neck. I shudder when he reaches the spot just below my ear.“Tell me you want this,” he breathes against my skin.I bite my







