Connor
I glance down as my watch beeps, telling me I have ten minutes left on my morning jog. I don't get a chance to do it every morning, but it helps me get my head straight for the rest of the day. But I also need to stay healthy, so I wake up some mornings and decide to go for a thirty-minute run around the city. I am almost home when I hear. "Hi." I turn around to see a woman, probably in her early twenties, waving at me. "Hi," I respond. "I don't mean to be forward, but do you live here?" I nod, stopping mid-jog to see what she wants. Her face brightens. "Oh wow. Oh, okay. I'm Wendy." She stretches out her hand, and I take it. We shake. "I just moved in," she goes on, "and I was looking for friendly faces. You know...someone I can talk to from time to time." I'm not that person. "Do you," she says when I don't respond, "jog through this path every morning?" "No," I reply. "I come out when I have the time. And I don't think I'm the friendly face you're looking for because I'm somewhat of an intro— I forget the rest of my sentence when she suddenly gasps. "It's you." "Me?" She nods, moving closer. "You're Connor Everest, CEO of Everest and Chicago Times's most eligible bachelor of the year. Oh, my goodness. How nice to run into you." Do they still include me in things like that? I wonder. I haven't read any magazines of late because of work. The only reason I had that party, the party Evelyn crashed, was because Veronica suggested it, and she wouldn't give in until I accepted. "Can I take a selfie?" Forcing myself to smile, I let her take the picture. But as soon as the phone camera leaves my face, I take off, leaving her behind. My watch beeps again, reminding me that I have three minutes left. I go over the list of essential tasks that I need to accomplish today. "Meet with the legal director for environmental works," I say aloud but to myself, "Talk to the team in—" My blood runs cold when I hear a loud bark behind me. When I turn around, I see a large dog running towards me, barking loudly. My first thought is— I hope there's someone ahead of me that the dog is going to meet. But with every passing second, it becomes clearer that the dog isn't going to anyone else. It has its sights set on me, and if I am to take the barking as an indication, I'm about to get bitten. My face! My body. I cannot let the dog get to me. So, I turn around and do the next best thing. Run. But my legs suddenly decide they've grown tired of jogging, so they slow down. Until the distance between me and the dog is a short leap. Just when I think the dog will get me, I hear a loud command. "Bucky, sit!" It sits. Immediately. "Who was that?" I say aloud, and then she comes into view. A woman in light gray outdoor gear running towards me. I stay in place purely out of curiosity, but I regret it when I see her face. Lockhart. Evelyn Lockhart. And there is a mocking smile on her face. Great. I meet her in my building. I see her at work. And now I have to see her when I go for a run? "Bucky isn't going to bite you," she says, stopping behind her dog, "Don't tell me you're scared of a dog this small?" My head snaps back, and my eyes widen at her statement. I stare at the Bucky in question and then at her so that she can see for herself the monstrosity between us. "This?" I point to him, and the dog smiles. "This is small? What do you call a Chihuahua, then? A pocket dog?" "He's small," she repeats adamantly and, to prove her point lifts all hundred and something pounds of shaggy fur. I see her struggle and buckle under his weight, but her tenacity and stubbornness keep her from falling. I shake my head, unimpressed by the lengths she would go to prove a point. Not just here but also at work. There cannot be two people calling the shots, but Evelyn Lockhart hasn't realized that she might be an independent contractor, but she's working for me until this project is done. "You hear that, Bucky?" she speaks to her dog, but her voice is loud enough to attract another jogger who takes a look at us, shrugs, and continues on his run. I should do the same. "This big man here is afraid of you." Her next sentence keeps me from leaving. And the look on her face—subtle mocking with a slight head shake. "You're just a big baby, that's all, and everyone knows it." "You think he's scared of dogs or everything in general?" What...me? I do a double-take at that. "I am not scared of anything, but when a two-hundred-pound dog comes charging my way because the owner doesn't know proper etiquette when handling an animal, I have reason to be cautious." "You hear that, Bucky?" Evelyn says to the dog, but I know she's talking to me again. "The big man just said that your owner is irresponsible. That she shouldn't have a pet if she doesn't know how to take care of one." "Am I a bad mommy, Bucky?" Wait... I didn't say that. I groan, scrubbing my face when I realize she's doing it to torment me. I roll my eyes in exasperation and, leaving owner and dog behind, take off. It doesn't put the encounter out of my mind, though, as I keep thinking about the fear in my heart when I saw that dog coming at me. Yes, he was wagging his tail but still... The thoughts keep me company from the time I get in the shower until I get to work. And by the time I exit my car outside the building, there is a smug smile on my face. If Evelyn Lockhart wants to play ball, then bring it on—I don't plan on letting her off easy. Two can play that game.I hear the rumble of a motorcycle and watch as Gabriella, our two-year-old toddler, hears it too. Her eyes widen and a lopsided smile appears on her face.I watch fondly as she tries to stand. She pushes her padded bottom up first, and then she wiggles into position as she puts more weight on her feet. When she finally stands, she wobbles once; then, she's steady. She propels herself toward the door as fast as her chubby little legs will carry her.The door opens and she squeals in delight as her daddy immediately swoops her up in his arms."How's my baby girl?" I watch as Collins lovingly hugs her and gives her a kiss on the cheek.Gabriella reaches out and pats his face, a dimple shows in her cheek, "Da-da."He grins down at her, "Da-da, play."He laughs, "In a minute, Baby," he promises her. He walks over to me and still with Gabriella in his arms, he leans in and gives me a kiss.When he lifts his head, I stand back and grin as I point out, "Our daughter is a total daddy's girl."
Felicia.We both stand and see two police officers exit the doors as we approach. We follow the nurse to a room.We see Collins sitting up in the bed; his arm has a big patch of gauze, and his shirt is bloodied, but he's alive.He looks up and smiles at both Carson and me."So, you got shot, little brother. I'm glad you're okay. You scared the hell out of us.""You just missed the police. They already have the men in custody.""Good. How are you feeling?""I'm fine. And so is Dale. He did well for a recruit.""Good. Felicia said you were wearing one of the new vests.""I was. But, I went by the office and grabbed one of the older ones before I went downtown."Carson gives me a searching look then looks over at Felicia, "Well, I'll leave you two alone. I'll go check on Dale."Collins looks over at me and then opens his arms. I walk over to him and wrap my arms around him being careful to avoid his injured arm, but I forget about his back."Ouch.""Oh, Collins, I'm sorry.""Don't worry
Felicia.My cell phone rings, "Hello?""Felicia, it's Carson. There was some trouble downtown. Collins and a guard have been taken to the hospital. I don't know the extent of their injuries.""Oh, my God," my head swims with the news. I weakly sit down."Are you home?""Yes.""Look, I'm headed to the hospital; why don't I stop by and pick you up?""Okay, thanks, Carson."I look down at my hot pink lingerie, I had planned on opening the door to Collins wearing it. I go into the bedroom and throw on the first clothes I touch—a pair of jeans and a black shirt. I slip on some shoes and hear a car pull up in the drive. I pick up my purse and rush out the door.As I approach Carson's car, my eyes land on my Can-Am Spyder. I see the word 'Bella' airbrushed on the side of my motorcycle. I give a small smile, then turn and hurry to the car where Carson is waiting.Once I'm in the car and Carson is driving to the hospital, before I can ask, he looks over at me grimly, "I wish I could tell you m
Collins."Good," I say with relief."You're not? Then who is?"Ellen and Dave both ask at one time.Felicia gives a proud smile, "I recommended to the board that it be a shared responsibility. Two Co-CEOs. While most companies only have one CEO, some are having great success with Co-CEO positions. I think a good balance of work and family is important.""That's a great idea. So, who will be Co-CEO with you?" Asks Ellen."Who do you think they'll pick?" Dave asks Felicia."I don't know who the board will select. Even though I have a controlling interest, I feel the board should make most of these types of decisions. However—"Felicia stops and looks at Ellen, "I made a recommendation. I recommended Ellen Stone and Beth Smith from gaming for joint leadership."Ellen looks stunned, and then her eyes begin to light up at the thought, "Thanks, Felicia. I love the idea of joint leadership. Beth knows the gaming side very well. We've worked on other projects together. She and I get along gre
Felicia.I give Collins a nod. Then I turn toward Ellen and Dave, "All of us will be attending the meeting," I inform them firmly."We will?" Ellen and Dave both look at me wide-eyed.I then hand them each a small stack of papers, "Yes, Ellen, you helped prepare these for me. If you and Dave could pass them out to the board members while I review the numbers, it would be helpful. Then, we will all be available to answer any questions that might be asked. Okay?"They both nod. I turn back to Collins and take his hand. Then, with a spring in my step, we walk out of the copier room and cross over to the boardroom.When I open the conference room door, I give everyone a wide, friendly smile. The Chair and Vice Chair of the Board catch my eye, and they nod solemnly to me as I enter. I nod back."Good morning," I walk toward the head of the conference room and gesture for Collins to take my normal seat. I remain standing between Collins and my uncle, who's at the head of the table. I notice
Collins.When I arrive home later that night, the house is dark. Felicia would always leave a light on in the house, so I know she's not in the apartment before I even open the door. I grimace as I flip on the light switch. I look around and everything looks exactly like it did when I left. Except Felicia isn't here. The empty apartment seems to mock me.I can't believe how the night ended. How arrogant I was to believe that she wanted something more than friendship. I pull out my cell phone and look down at the red beating heart that made me think she might feel the same way about me as I feel about her.I go to delete the heart, but at the last minute, I don't. I can't. It's the last text I may ever get from Felicia. I'm not only losing my wife, I'm losing my best friend. She gets me. She always has.I could tell earlier tonight that she felt bad. She probably didn't know how to tell me how she's been feeling. She wants to move on with finding someone she can love. And it's not me.