I Never Wanted You, My Mate

Anna povSitting with my friends we all are talking about our mates and how we are gonna be the happiest werewolves in the state but not all of us will be happy. Some of us find our mates but they don't always want us. My name is Anna Webster and this is my story and my heartbreak. My mate Derek North didn't want me or even the idea of me. He rejected me and stayed with his girlfriend of two years Ellie Moore. I went home crying and stayed in my room till my mother forced me out. "What happened baby?"she asked, concerned when I burst into tears again. I've been like this for days now. Not able to do nothing else but cry and lay in bed in pain. A horrible pain that lets me know they were fucking. "He rejected me, mama. He never wanted me", I burst into sobs all over again. "Oh baby , I'm sorry",she said, kissing my forehead and rocking me in her arms. I sobbed hard as she held me. My father stood off to the side, anger rolling off of him. His daughter was hurt beyond what any werewol

Anna povI was in a coma for three weeks before waking up to my mate. I looked at him waiting for him to speak but he just stared at me. Oh great, I thought about looking around for my parents. I'd rather be near people that actually love me, not this asshole. "They went to get food,"he said, sitting beside my bed. I really didn't want to be near him. I just nodded. I'm not talking to this douchebag he knew him fucking her would hurt me I bet he was hoping I would die from the pain. I was already weak and barely able to eat. "You've been out for three weeks "he mumbled. Yeah dick tell me something I don't know. I nodded again. Fuck talking if I spoke I will go off on him. "My dad sent Ellie off to a pack nearby where she found her mate",he scoffed. I wanted to laugh, I really did but I stayed quiet. I just looked at his face and it was etched in anger. He hated the idea she was with another. He looked tired, sad and pissed off. Wow good job Derek you're so worried about that slut

Anna povI woke up snuggled up to a warm hard pillow. Opening my eyes I see Derek laying beside me. Oh no I think trying to get up but he holds on tight. I wiggle away and hurry to the bathroom to freshen up. Looking in the mirror I gasp he marked me. Nora is happy I'm not happy about this one bit. I didn't consent to this shit at all. I sigh sadly knowing I'm stuck now. Nora keeps rambling on about him and I can't tune her out. Fucking Nora is beyond happy.And talking away as I brush my teeth and fix my bird nest hair. Heading out I ran into Derek and when he steadied me I felt tingles go over my skin. Great just great I think feeling sad he marked me cause his pack needed a luna. I sighed. "thought you ran",he grumbled. Nice Derek glad you care I thought sighing again. "no I just had to use the bathroom ",I mumbled feeling stupid he doesn't give a fuck about us I told Nora. "feeling better? ", he asked. "yeah I guess",I whisper another fucking lie I still feel awful and I should

Anna povI woke on top of Derek and I felt embarrassed and eased off him. We were in a bigger bed so I was able to scoot away from his warmth. Looking up, a big TV was at the end of the bed as well. I grabbed my blanket and went to the chair by the window. Sitting down I sighed sadly and stared out into the trees. Derek would never love me and I knew even though it hurt I would get over it. I would accept this loveless bond and we could coexist and raise pups. Nora whined loud and said to try to be happy. Nora was talking to me about Derek's wolf Aiden and how he loved us but even that wasn't a comfort to me. I was gonna be with my mate but the love you find with your destined other wasn't there. I was gonna be alone and not able to share it. I would hide my true feelings from everyone. "Anna",Derek said, making me jump. I didn't turn I didn't want to. It hurt so much to see his eyes knowing he probably wanted Ellie. "Yes",I said, not taking my eyes off the squirrels running up the

Anna povI was watching a movie with Derek and I just couldn't get into it. My head hurt and my body ached badly. I shifted again but no comfort came from the bed. I was hurting every damn where. Pain and I was hot like burning hot. "Little one",Derek said, looking at me worried as I whimpered. "I hurt",I said shifting again. My body was fighting me and I wanted to cry. "I'm mind linking the doctor",he said, rubbing my back. I whimper as another pain hits and my vision blurs. What the fuck is happening? "Hold on Anna, he is coming",he soothes. I'm literally crying cause it hurts and it finally registered that I'm in heat. My eyes go wide as Derek smells my arousal. His wolf growls and I feel my panties dampen. No this can't be happening right now we have so much unresolved. "fuck",Derek growls pulling me into his body. We both moan as he kisses me and starts pulling off my clothes. He roars at the doctor and staff to leave the floor and soon I'm under him. He pulls off my lounge