LOGINJax
The moment the blindfold came off, I gasped, trying to catch my breath.
I looked around and brought my hand to my face to rub my blurry eyes.
“Fuck,” I blurted when I realized I wasn’t anywhere away from the Devil.
I was still with his men. Or actually, his man. The young man with shabby hair whom I can actually recall as Harren looked at me as another broad-chested asshole dragged me to him.
“Get your hands off me! I can walk.”
His grip tightened. “Don’t make me hurt you.” The chill of his tone iced over my resolve.
“Are you deaf???” I hollered. “I said I can walk.”
I stumbled without the balance of my arms, throwing a dirty look over my shoulder at him.
This particular guard has been taking orders from Harren or whatever his name is. The man was bulky across the shoulders with neatly slicked-back brown hair.
“I’ll take it from here,” Harren said, and stretched his hands out. I ignored it, looking at his face.
“This way, Jax.”
“Where are you taking me to?”
“You’ll see.”
Without waiting for me, he walked away and I followed behind him like a stubborn child.
I swallowed hard at what came to view— a chandelier bigger than my bedroom overhead. Gold light spilled from the chandelier shaped like frozen fire.
The atmosphere thickened the moment we walked in and my pulse quickened.
It wasn’t exactly from fear, but from the sense that this was a place where control lived.
“What am I doing here?” I asked, trying again with a question he hadn’t answered before.
Harren huffed an exasperated sigh and moved closer but I stepped back. “Don’t fucking touch me,” I hissed.
My wrist still hurts from where the other dude held me.
“Go in.”
“What?” Is there some other room inside this one?
“Don’t let me repeat myself.”
“Fine, okay. I’ll walk!”
I took five strides and there he was.
Charles Wade.
My stomach dropped to my toes but I swallowed hard.
He was sitting right there and a blonde knelt right in front of him like she was worshipping his dumbass.
“You wanted to see me,” I blurted. “What do you want?”
He scoffed. “Straight to the point, I see.”
I looked at the blonde again and then back at him. “Yes. I don’t like to beat around the bush.”
“Others call it foreplay,” he teased and his eyes narrowed slightly. “You’re not one of those, are you?
“Oh, what gave me away? The fact that I’m not kneeling at your feet or the fact that I still have a functioning brain?”
“Careful,” he snapped. “That mouth might get you in trouble.”
“Let me go. Nobody wanted me.”
“Oh yes, nobody. But I bought you.”
“And I don’t know why you’d do that. Don’t you have something you want to use your money for? Maybe change her wardrobe?” I added, looking at the blonde who was barely in any clothes.
“Careful.”
“I’m not scared of you.”
“You should be.” He paused. “You know? I asked for you to watch me fuck my hoes but there’s been a change of plan. I’ll watch.”
“Watch what?”
“You.”
I paused. I could barely understand what he was saying but then he clicked his fingers, and the blonde actually stood up and walked away.
The door closed behind her and I realized it was just the two of us.
“Don’t make it any harder.”
“Charles.”
“Master,” he corrected.
“What??” I said with a small laugh. “I mean, I’m not one of those fucking girls who’d do that shit with you.”
“Maybe not.”
He took one step forward, slow but deliberate, then another, his eyes never leaving mine.
Each step seemed to have a message but as he closed the distance between us, I retreated.
One step back.
Then another.
“Why am I here????”
“You said it yourself. Nobody wants you. Not your father, not your sister, and certainly not my investors. You’re worthless. A slut who knows no love.”
“That’s a fucking lie! I have a loving family, asshole.”
“Don’t talk back to me again or you won’t like the way I react.” He’s so calm, it pisses me off.
“Let’s get one thing straight, Jax—you’re not here because your sister is pregnant. I paid her to send your worthless ass to me.”
In a split second, I raised my hand and slapped him across the face so hard, pain burst over my palm and shot down my arm.
I was breathing hard now. I could feel a rush of anger taking over me and I just needed to release it. This was the only solution my brain came up with but now… I’ve just realized it could cost me my life.
Charles’ eyes darkened and a muscle ticked under his stubbled jaw. I had expected him to grab me and smash my head against the wall. To strangle me until I was no longer breathing but instead, his hands reached for my chin and lifted it. “I kill for fun, Jax… do not engage me.”
I gulped down the lump in my throat unsure of what my fate was.
“No one can save you from me.” It wasn’t an empty threat and I could see it in the way his eyes darkened.
There were so many voices in my head… warning me… pushing me and just like that, I made a move.
I lunged forward, bolting in the only direction that seemed closest. I kept going but I didn't get far.
A sharp yank jerked me back so violently my breath snapped in my throat.
He had my leg.
"You don’t listen.”
I gasped.
He grabbed my leg, dragging me back until I was in front of him, panting hard.
His hand went to his side, fingers curling around a gun.
Click.
The sound cracked through the air.
“I’m sorry,” I gasped, the words tumbling out before I could think.
His gaze didn’t soften. “Again.”
I swallowed hard. “I.. I'm sorry.”
“Good,” he admonished. “Now stand up and
strip.”
“What?”
He reached out a hand to help me stand, but I recoiled from it, standing on my own.
“Do not make me hurt you,” he repeated. The cool hardness of the gun went down my body and he stopped right between my legs.
I stiffened, holding back a whimper. “What are you doing?”
There was a fucking gun between my legs, hard and cool.
Every nerve in my body went rigid, my thoughts scattering like broken glass.
Charles moved his hands until the cold steel was brushing over my mound. I gasped, sealing my legs together.
“Ride. I want to watch.”
Chapter 36JaxThe mansion was too quiet.It always was.But tonight the silence felt heavier than usual, like the walls themselves were holding their breath.I sat alone in the living room, curled into the corner of the large couch with one leg tucked beneath me. The lamps cast soft golden light across the room, reflecting off the polished floors and the massive windows that overlooked the dark grounds outside.I had tried reading.That lasted about ten minutes.Then I tried watching television.That lasted five because I could barely pay attention to what was being shown.Not when my thoughts were filled with worries, fear and the growing trepidation of what was to come.Now I was just sitting there, staring at nothing and wondering how someone could feel both restless and exhausted at the same time.My mind kept drifting back to the party Martha mentioned.Three days.Three days until I had to stand beside Charles in front of a room full of people who probably killed for a living.
JaxI woke up slowly.Not the peaceful kind of waking up where sunlight poured in through the window and everything felt calm. This was the heavy kind, the kind where my body felt like it had been dragged through mud and my head refused to clear.For a moment, I just lay there staring at the ceiling.It took a few seconds for my brain to catch up and remember where I was.The Wade mansion.My room, no… that wasn't the right way to describe it.My cage.A quiet sound near the window made me turn my head and I almost jumped, startled.Martha was sitting in the chair across the room, her posture relaxed but alert in that way she always had. A book rested on her lap, though she wasn’t reading it.She was watching me, her eyes were unreadable so I couldn't tell if it was in a good way or not.I pushed myself up slightly, rubbing a hand over my face.“How long have you been there?” My voice came out rough from sleep.Martha gave a small shrug.“Just a few minutes.”I squinted at her, the su
CharlesThe study smelled faintly of cigar smoke and expensive whiskey.Neither of which I had touched.The room was so tense filled with male testosterones that were high on anger.Nikolai sat behind the massive oak desk like he owned the world, which, in many ways, he did. The dim lighting cast sharp shadows across his face, making his already severe expression look even darker.Viktor stood near the window, arms folded behind his back, staring out at the city lights below like they personally offended him.And I stood in the middle of the room like a man on trial, which, in a way, I was.I made a mistake and they were about to have my head for it and I fear this time it might be in a literal sense.Neither of them had spoken for the last thirty seconds.That silence was worse than shouting.When Nikolai finally lifted his gaze to me, the temperature in the room seemed to drop.“What,” he asked slowly, “were you thinking?”There it was.The storm breaking.I held his gaze.“I handle
JaxThe gates opened slowly.They always did.Like the house itself enjoyed reminding everyone that nothing here moved without permission.But then again… nothing did.Not under Charles' watchful eyes.I leaned back against the leather seat as Harren’s car rolled through the iron gates, the familiar sight of the Wade mansion coming into view. Five days away from it should have made returning easier.It didn’t.If anything, it felt worse.Maybe because Charles hadn’t told me where he was going this time.He usually did. Not details, not the full truth, but something. A careless comment, a vague explanation, a smug look that told me he was leaving and that I would simply have to deal with it.This time there had been nothing.Just silence.And that alone told me something was wrong, combined with the almost stiff like attitude he was giving me before I left, and then Harren’s quiet face all through the ride home.I tried to raise the question all through the ride home but his face alone
CharlesMy phone buzzed in my hand, a notification that my newly acquired private jet arrives in Mexico tonight. I let out a small exhale and turned off the phone. I have one last important detour to make before we go home. It is necessary because aside my brothers, I think Titan is a man I should see about Azimat’s death. He’s an outcast and a sinner who hates the Azimat as much as I do so this shouldn’t take long. As I got there, there was a car waiting for me on the tarmac. “Let’s go,” I told Jaxen. She followed without a word and I’m more than glad that she’s finally getting a hang of things. “You’ll stay right here,” I ordered as we pulled into an abandoned swimming pool complex on the edge of the town.“Why?” She questioned me. “You’re scared someone’s going to touch my ass again?”“I could give them orders to fuck you,” I told her. “Just shut up and sit here.”I got out of the car, noticing how the car park was empty. The whole place is quiet but I can’t miss out on how cl
JaxI have a plan. It’s stupid and shouldn’t work on a man like Charles but I don’t give a shit. I’ve taken too many psychology classes to not know when a person is surviving on a restraint. I know he wants to fuck me, but I don’t know when. Reaching a low level climax just made me realize how much I’ve been sex starved. After therapy, I threw away all my toys… the dildos, the vibrators and even the rose that could get my toes curling. My therapist said I was turning into a nymphomaniac and it wasn’t going to help me. I agreed, but now I wish I didn’t throw all of them away. Being locked here makes me have no room to be creative or shit. I can’t think of anything else and not think of Charles’ cock.He’s responsible for this. He made me watch him fuck his sub… tied me to the chair and made sure I was wet and completely turned on and yet, he only teased my opening and left me. And then he brought me all the way to this place and— my thoughts trailed off with the gates buzzing. H







