Roxanne's Point of View
I woke up feeling tiny hammers striking my head. Bee bites on my eyebags, and rough sands inside my eyes.
'Well, maybe I drank too much wine last night. After all, it was my first night of legal age and I had a lot of new things to do. I even went to the deser-'
"Where am I?!"
Bed, house, river, beach, club, mountain, volcano, of all the places that I would've been.
'Why do I need to be here?! Please tell me I'm just dreaming! Please! AHHHH!'
Feeling my skin burning with the scorching sun, I rounded my eyes around me to see anything that could help me but then, I just remembered that I am only wearing a pathetic blue dress, sandals, and nothing else.
'Well, if this is what you want, you have it, brother! I don't know WHY you did this to me but I hope you'll die. After all, you are the perfect definition of a prodigal son.!'
But who am I to care anyway, I am me. The unwished true daughter, who was thrown away into the desert on her eighteenth birthday. Walking and crying all day and sleeping with t-
"Wait, didn't I see a wolf yesterday?! Where is it? Am I not bitten yet?......."
Sigh
'Maybe I was just hallucinating.'
Thank goodness. I want to see just another morning of my eighteen life before finally leaving.
"AHHHHH! Leaving, leaving, leaving! Why is it like that?! Why am I always forced to do that?! I'm their daughter as well, I'm a human as well, and I'm God's creation as well?!"
"Am I not?!"
'Perhaps I am not. Perhaps I am an outsider. An alien from an evil planet that must be killed. That's right, perhaps it's what I really am. '
Deciding AT LAST what I am to people, I had no more interest in what was going to happen to me. If I stay seated and get roasted by the sun, if I stand up and run my feet until I become a dried fish of the desert, or if I just wait for that wolf to find and make me its snack, I don't care. I'll die anyway, I wouldn't even care if I'll be the one to do it NOW. Sinc-
"Brggg!"
Hearing my stomach growl, I gently caressed my cheeks to wipe away my tears. I then tore my dress's excess up until my mid-thigh.
'Who cares about skins.'
I helped my knees to stand up and exercised my feet up and down. Unfortunately, my brother knows how to make it harder by insisting on this sandal on me. Slowly, I started walking, towards nowhere.
'Great! I just woke up in the middle of a desert to find myself trying to look for something that could help me end my own life. What a perfect belated birthday present.'
After spotting a group of large cactuses, I remembered that perhaps I wasn't able to see this yesterday because I was crying too much. Without wasting another second, I immediately ran towards it.
'Hmm, let's see. Should I just throw myself into it? Or..... should I use it to strangle my neck?.... I think the latter is more quick and clean.
After picking my preferred way of dying, I look up at the cloudless sky one last time. The sun, directly looking at me, is the only one that is accompanying the void dry sky. That I can't even tell if it's blue or just simply white.
"How lonely of you sun, you're just like me."
Although, I know why people don't wish for you to die, because unlike me, you have a purpose to all of them.
Smiling a farewell to the last thing that I am to see on this planet, I slowly lowered my neck down. As expected, the long and bulky cactus stands mightily in front of me like it's waiting for my hand to grip it.
'Ahhh, never have I ever expected this. Facing my own death on the very first day of my eighteen life.'
But, at least I won't suffer, I won't die of hunger and heat that my brother pathetically expects me to.
Taking a last deep breath, I raised and prepared my hands.
"Hoooohaaaaa."
And.....I grabbed it- "AHHHHH!"
'OUCH! God of the desert! It REALLY hurts!'
As I wait for the pain to subside, I also let my palms register on it. Slowly, small drops of blood are starting to tear down. Harmonizing with the unconsciously falling warm stream of water from my eyes.
I didn't realize but the cactus seemed too old and forged that its thorns are sharper and tougher than the needle. I don't want to regret but,
'Why is it so painful?! I already am so hungry and hot and, feeling so unexplainably in misery like I am going to explode yet why can I still feel the pain?!'
Blinking my eyes many times to get rid of the flood inside, I bit my lip. I didn't expect it but I am already tasting something liquid that tastes like rusting iron.
'Well, I didn't really taste an iron but I just feel like it tastes like this because of the smell.'
As I don't know where to continue, I remained frozen holding the cactus, like I'm its captive. After roaming inside my surprisingly functioning brain, I came out of no idea. Although, no one inside mine, whether my heart, my stomach, my feet, or my brain, has even suggested the idea of stopping my death plan.
So, as I tighten my grip on it, I let all the pain straight to my lips.
'If I pluck and tie you in my neck, please faithfully cut my head away from my body instantly Mr. cactus.'
"In thriii twooo one-"
"Well well well, what do we have here?" A sudden dry voice from my back completely froze me.
'Am I hallucinating? Or am I already dead?'
I didn't dare to turn my head because of fear. Not the fear of getting hurt from the thorns but the fear of getting disappointed. I was about to tighten my grip again yet ceased when the voice startled my ears again.
"You seem to have a lot of blood flowing from you little woman. Your SWEET scent is embalming the whole area. Aren't I right brothers?!"
"YOU GOT IT GAMMA!"
"YAHOO!"
"GET EM RHEOMITRES!"
The loud chorus of shouts roared as they were quick to respond to him. Making me utterly lose my control and unconsciously shutted my eyes as I let myself be pulled into full darkness.
Roxanne's Point of View"Have you ever seen a woman that pallid before Rheomitres?" I heard a deep accented voice, said. A walk of vague growling and masculine murmurings from everywhere passed before another voice, near my ears, stirred that.' Neither have I sensed and seen this exceptional scent and beauty Atizyes. She's intoxicating.' The voice, the voice that I heard when I was about to kill myself! But just a little deeper! Am I already sav-'Wait, why do I feel like I'm moving?! No, am I being massaged by a moving bed? Why do I feel like my chest is moving up and dow-'"Rheomitres, it seems she's awake." The former deep voice interrupted my thoughts as I try to raise my head and open my eye-'Ouch!' I cried inwardly as every single move felt like it was sending electricity into my body. The electricity that brings smacks, bruises, and combustion into my muscles inside. Slowly, I try to feel my hands-'Oh my goodness! Where are my hands?! I can't feel them! Am I......already ha
Roxanne's Point of ViewForget about being safe in the presence of a woman. She, herself, has the most murderous gaze my body could sense upon my eyes found hers. Which I can't seem to match so I averted my gaze that was fast to go in the direction of another growl. When I had my glance, I immediately recognized that it was the wolf that was carrying me. I was about to cast my sight away when suddenly, its inside spoke while its mouth was firmly closed. 'Atizyes, go get her.' I didn't even need to move my eyes to look at whom the voice ordered because upon finishing, the man beside him before was already looking down so close to me. As I regained my voice, I tried to open my mouth. "P-easeeee, don't d-do thisss!" I pleaded.But even my own ears could tell that it came again as a whisper. I don't even know where to touch on my body anymore, as I don't know where to help. My spinning head, my crying salty eyes, my airless throat, my, my locking chest, my smacking heart, and everythin
Roxanne's Point of View To say I am dead shocked is an understatement. Right now, I think my eyes are just fooling me. 'What the hell is happening again?! Ho- how are these wolves slowly turning into humans?! Is this the real punishment in hell?! Wait, why am I even in he-' I wasn't able to continue as a giant dark wolf, as giant as two combined wolves, suddenly appeared in all the carcasses of both wolves and humans. Walking with its four legs confidently as if he was the one who defeated them all. If I am not mistaken, perhaps the riotous growl came from him..... or her. Then with its mouth still shutted hard, a resonating voice with growls, if possible, began speaking inside him. ' I, ALEXANDER, ALPHA OF SILVER HELLENIC PACK AND KING OF MACEDONIAN KINGDOM, AM CONQUERING MOON ARGENTUM PACK OF ACHAEMENID EMPIRE! WHOEVER WISH TO HAVE THEIR HEAD SEPARATED IS WELCOME TO STEP FORWARD AND TRY THEIR AUDACITY ! ' All I could do was stare with an agape mouth, yet before I could return to
'WHAT?!'What on Earth did I just reply?!I was about to mentally slap my face for responding to such a foolish answer when I was thwarted by the man's swift chuckle. It was so sudden and unexpected that I don't know whether to believe it or not. Therefore, I cannot control my urge to raise my sight. And there it is, for the first time since I woke up this morning, I saw an amused face.“ Earth.” He retorted with a rather faint chuckle. Making me mentally raise my eyebrow at him since I cannot do it physically. “ And where do you think we are then?” I frowned, not knowing what to answer. From what I have just witnessed, the wolf talking, changing into a human, and then talking casually again, it seems I am in a world where supernatural things exist, but from his tone of asking, as well as his amused demeanor, it feels like he is just messing with me. So, I tried averting my sight from his gaze and analyzed my surroundings. If my eyes are not fooling me, all I could see from the da
I hissed in pain every time the female servant accidentally touches my body while removing my bandages. Hours had already passed after my suffocating conversation-if it is even considered as one- with the notorious Alexander the Great and I was not able to enjoy every second that followed because of what I just learned with that conversation. ' Why on Earth is the notorious Alexander the Great alive?! Wait......Alive? Alexander the Great being here, doesn't this only delineate that I am already dead? But when I asked about that, he merely laughed like my assumption was an idea from the farthest part of the universe that its actuality was more than negative zero?' "My lady," "Yes?" "Do you want your bath to be hot or warm?" I almost tripped at the servant's question. 'Is that even a question? ' I was planning on ignoring it but then, I just remembered, there was the winning idea that I am already dead, so why not try the hot? R
For a moment, I forgot about my misery when I noticed how dead silent my surrounding is, whereas it was like a market full of curious buyers before. And when I saw the culprit of that sudden deviation, I myself went from burning fire to freezing ice. ‘It’s the gigantic wolf gawking right at me!’ I tried fighting but I really can’t take my eyes off it, it was like I am drowning and it feels very comfortable, especially with its glowing red and blue eyes. Even his sharp canines and paws are radiating bloodlust color.Slowly, I backed away when it started marching towards me, its muscles dancing up and down gracefully.I hissed when my back bumped into something rigid. Causing the wolf in front of me to growl. As if provoked by my futile actions for escape. I was still adjusting from its piercing gaze but the uncomfortable heat between my legs began to rise, making me close the gap between my thighs firmly and close my eyes.‘Please! Please! Please! Someone save me please!’ By the s
'My mate''My woman''My life''Mine.' Roxanne can't get those very awkward words inside her head. Almost a day had passed when she and Alexander almost made love. 'But thank goodness! Someone interrupted!' She shouted inwardly upon remembering the mortifying moment when they were in a very intimate position. Suddenly, a woman, which she had never seen before, deliberately and harshly removed the curtain that was only covering them from the outside world, as Alexander-the wolf-made the innocent door went flying before.'Goodness! It was beyond humiliating!' Roxanne firmly clutched her legs and covered her face. The woman came rushing with cries she could only interpret as a protest to what they were doing. 'Alexander! Alpha! Please control yourself! She'll get pregnant!' And that went on until she herself decided to push him even if it was futile. 'At least he understood the assignment.' She commented as she faced the other side of the bed. That was actually the end of their supe
Roxanne's point of View "What could you mean by that mate? I've sensed that you are lost, but it was not in my conjecture that you are completely unaware of your whereabouts. Can you remember how did you arrive here?" I shook my head lightly. 'Why is he bombarding me with unanswerable questions?! I myself am asking those questions! Yet no one, even my crazy mind has given any answers!' He continued sipping his blue wine when he saw that my reactions reflect how clueless I am. We have been eating for almost an hour since I woke up yet I barely even touched the food because I don't know what the hell are they! Beside my right arm is like a naked fried cat seasoned with uncooked rice, while in front of me looked like dried large leaves. Some, I think I can recognize like the grapes and apples. They are just what I want to eat but I don't like him to think that I am being rude. Not being able to properly answer him is already killing me. 'It feels like I will be punished if I don't