~Lexa~ “Christine! How could you just jump in front of him, I clearly told you who he was.” I scolded her immediately we got out of their sight. My eyes filled with worry as I made her turn to face me, Xavier giving us a little space. She made faces like this wasn’t necessary, her eyes looking at others dancing like she was about to tell me let's join them. “Come on Lexa, he didn’t look that scary.” She pouted like she was about to beg me. “Oh really? Are you sure you know who Alpha Raemon is?” I asked, hating what I was even doing. I didn’t want to be part of people, singing fears into others for him but this was serious. I wasn’t going to take chances with Christine. I don’t want anything happening to her. “Of course, I knew about him since my parents died.” She said it so simply like it wasn’t anything. I looked at her worried, she’s never that bold, well maybe in secret but never out there where everyone was watching. “Can we go back to enjoying the party?” She asked
~Raemon~“You must be Xavier?” His eyes turned to face me, picking up on my aura. Damn he should know who I was and right now I didn’t want to know who he was. That damned name that kept ringing in my head was standing right in front of me. I should pluck out his eyes for looking at my Alexa like that. “Alpha Raemon.” He called out. Smart gamma. I smirked, looking past him to look at Alexa wearing just casual jeans and a top but was clearly the most beautiful. How could she dance so freely with her waist knowing she was outside? And the thoughts that no one would walk up to her because of this gamma standing right beside her made my stomach churn with annoyance. “You look beautiful.” I said it, connecting her eyes with mine. Giving her the most sincere smile ever as I tried not to look at her waist for too long. She rolled her eyes. “Thank you.” I could feel my wolf stir up from within.Maybe she doesn’t know it but even when she wasn’t trying she always looked beautiful
~Lexa~ “I thought you knew better when you never showed up for these things, but pfft.. what was I thinking?” Her voice sounded bitter, her hands on her waist as she eyed me angrily. I had to take a quick look around and just as expected no one was looking this way. They were all into their dancing, the loud music and dancing making every other thing look insignificant. I rolled my eyes at her, she couldn’t pick another day to do this? She just had to pick the one day I wanted to sincerely forget. “Why? You didn’t tell me on time that you had to know who and who came.” I replied so uninterested. She scowled at me, her little squad at her back as they eyed me and Christine. “Well..you should know better since I’ll become the next Luna.” She uttered with so much confidence that I so wanted to laugh. Her twin friends Bella and Becca that followed her like little minions, nodded, muttering tiny words into her ear that made her smile so confidently even more. I wasn’t going to
~Lexa~ The day went by pretty fast, everyone was busy like they all looked forward to this day. You could feel the excitement in the air as the workers got busy preparing a lot of things. “Hey Lexa! What are you doing outside?” She spoke up pretty loud as it was pretty crowded. Her face, voice vibrant that I doubt she’ll ever remember waking up halfway this morning. It was a free training day, so we had the day to ourselves. “Just came out to see the preparations.” Having really no strength to shout, i spoke directly into her ear as she stood beside me. She smiled, backing up a little to put both her hands on my shoulders. “You are not planning on not coming again, are you?” She scrunched up her nose, asking like she could see through me. “Why? What gave me off?” “Your face Lexa, you have your worried eyes on. You are looking like something this large was a crime.” She pointed out so clearly. I wanted to laugh so bad because I really did have second thoughts about it.
~Lexa~ I clung tighter, hot tears running down my face. “Stay away from me, don’t come any closer!” I screamed at the top of my voice. I was shaking, shivering, thick drops of sweat falling from my body. “Calm down Alexa, I only just want to hold our baby, you need some rest.” His eyes looked at me and our cub with fake care. He sounded like he trembled, his voice not as confident as it always was. “No. I can’t trust anyone, I’m not letting go.” I sobbed, dragging in a deep breath. I stood there, drowned in fear, I could hear my heart beat ten times faster. I was confused and lost. I wasn’t too sure if that was my heart or my baby’s own. And just like always, that same strange wolf walked into our midst and hugged me. I wanted to scream, shout for help or anything but as usual I was too overwhelmed to do anything. I could never tell who it was, the person would hug me facing me and immediately they pull away, the cloth i held my baby in would be totally empty. My eyes i
~Lexa~ It was crazy and funny at the same time. I wanted to stand and just stare at her while screaming “what the h*lly?” But on second thoughts I held my tongue back, a silent voice in my head screaming ‘so that’s how we looked when we were all dovey with Raemon?’ I shook my head like it would make the picture in my head go away. I mumbled to myself silently as we stood outside the door. I didn’t want Josh even though he would speed up my training process. Xavier was also good but more importantly safer not just for me but Christine too. I didn’t want her falling into someone that clearly doesn't give a damn about her. She surely doesn’t want her heart damned way before she ever got a chance to tell him. “Just play along Lexa, don't be so dramatic today.” She warned me, grinning so hard, looking at me weirdly. I scoffed. “Just remember that your healing abilities didn’t include you or even your heart.” I gave her a dark look, watching her chuckle at my words. “I’ve t