Becca
We can’t be the last ones. I repeat in my head as the stomping of my boots echoes through the long corridor. I run with excited steps alongside band posters on the walls with an occasional ramification or door.This stadium is like most others, so it’s easy to find my way around, even though this is my first time here with my sound crew and a band I met two months ago.I’m in a city I’ve never been to before, and I run towards someone I don’t know, who claims to have found my lost cardigan at a Diner. The few hundred meters from the mixing console where I work to the back door are decreasing at a steady pace.I know I didn’t leave any cardigan anywhere because I don’t own any. I only wear hoodies or leather jackets.The person who claims to have my cardigan knows it’s a lie. I know it’s a lie, but still, I’m running to meet him.Why?Because I haven’t met another werewolf since I was 13, and I certainly hope he is one.My bracelets jingle together as I quicken my steps, hoping he came because he scented me at the Diner I visited and followed the trail I left by sharing my details with a server.This is how I have lived my life lately- traveling through the country with a band so I can search for other werewolves.In every town or city we visit, I make sure to spend hours at a diner that mostly locals use, leaving my scent behind by sitting in a booth. I always chat with the servers, telling them I’m the sound engineer of the band playing that night.I know it’s a bit risky, but hunters can’t scent me out, so I figured exposing myself this way wouldn’t raise any suspicion. Also, I firmly believe that they stopped hunting us, assuming there are no survivors.I have to believe that. Otherwise, I'd live in fear every day.My heart stumps with anticipation that I’m about to meet another werewolf. This is what I’ve been waiting for, and not only waiting but actively working towards it.“He is freaking hot,” one of my technicians, Nicky, told me a minute ago. “He is waiting by the back door.”I quickly finished Jackie, the first backup singer’s soundcheck, and put my technicians in charge to do the second one while I ran out.As a sound engineer, my whole day today is about making sure every loudspeaker is placed perfectly and aligned with each other for the most enjoyment for the audience. Every cord and mic plucked in to work fine, and every person in the band is satisfied with how they hear themselves and each other.I’ll check later if the balance is on spot, and with the lead singer being late as usual, I have a few minutes to check out this guy, who claims to have my non-existent cardigan.The sun blinds my vision as I push the door open, and I squint, turning my head to the left, then to the right, only to turn left again, and the purple end of my hair flies around, disturbing the view of the parking lot in front of me. Still, through my hair, I can see a guy leaning against his pickup truck about a hundred meters away.As no one else is here, I start towards him, slowing my steps and my breathing in case he is not who I think he is. What if I’ve been getting my hopes up for nothing?‘I have a good feeling about this,’ my wolf, Bliss, chimes in, and I can’t disagree.His tall build and broad shoulders are absolutely a werewolf attribute, but not enough to determine his being. Paint patches cover his clothes, and his truck is packed with equipment, including a ladder, buckets, and a telescope, all indicating that he’s likely working as a painter.I have only a handful of memories of other adult werewolves. My opinion is mainly based on my family. My father and brothers are all around 6 feet 2 with strong built and high working capacity.As our eyes lock, we simultaneously raise our noses a tiny bit, scenting the area. The solid, earthy scent that reaches me is definitely not a cologne; it has to come from a werewolf. My pulse quickens, and I’m having a hard time keeping my smile at bay as my wolf jumps excitedly.He pushes himself away from his car, scenting me more. His face spreads into a cocky, somewhat arrogant smirk as he approaches me slowly on his treetrunk-sized thighs. He takes off his cap before we reach each other, scratching his buzzcut hair nervously on the way.We stop and stare at each other for a few moments in silence, not knowing what to say. He averts his gaze, then looks back at me, clearly trying to cover his nervousness. Up close, his smirk is less arrogant, his eyes sparkle with interest, and as he exhales through those delicious lips, I shiver.This is the moment I’ve been waiting for as long as I can remember. Growing up on a farm, right outside of our Pack’s territory, I lived for the full moon runs. During the night, when the moon was the brightest, we joined our Pack and ran together for hours. Every other day, we acted as humans, trading the products our pack distributed – wood, game, and furs. My parents ran the shop in the nearest human town.I wonder how he survived and what his family was doing when everything went to shit. Were they as scared as us? Did they know what was going on? Have they been searching for others? But maybe these shouldn’t be my first questions.“Hi,” I say as my eyes search his. White freckles adorn his sea-blue eyes as they narrow because of the beaming sun.“Hey there,” he replies with a Southern accent. “I wasn’t sure I should come looking for you. But then I thought, why else have you left the details of how to find you, right?” he raises a groomed eyebrow.My shoulders relax with my happy laugh. “Right,” I reply joyfully. Bliss pushes forward before I can stop her, and her blue eyes shine through my brown ones.Not even a moment later, his wolf responds with his dark blue covering the guy's light ones.“Well, that’s a way to introduce themselves,” I laugh at my wolf’s eagerness.“It is,” he laughs at me. “I’m Jason, but everyone calls me Juice,” He offers his hand, and I take it.“I’m Becca,” I reply, leaning closer. His long fingers envelop my smaller hand, with his warmth buzzing through me.“So, Becca. Are you searching for someone or just leaving breadcrumbs for anyone to follow?” he asks with that cocky smirk again, and I instantly know he didn’t come up with this joke just now.“I’ve been dying to meet anyone who is like … me. You know,” I point to my eyes, not saying aloud the obvious secret we share. As he drags in a huge breath, I examine his face. His eyes turned back to that light blue with white freckles. He has a definite, straight nose with depressed roots, a sharp jawline, and slim, almost hollow cheeks, making his chin stand out. His clean-shaven face gives him a boyish look. He can’t be over 25, I think, at first, but then remember, it’s harder to tell with werewolves.“I see,” he shoves his hands into his jeans pockets with a sudden shy expression. “This is my first time meeting someone… you know.”My smile widens as I sense his excitement. “Mine too, except my family, of course,” I add quickly, standing from one foot to another again, unable to calm myself.He nods when the door behind us opens with a loud thud. ”Becca,” Nicky, my technician, yells to me from the door. “Scott is on stage, and he wants you.”“Coming,” I yell back quickly before turning back to Jason Juice. What a stupid name, I laugh internally.“I have to go back. Do you live here?” I ask.“Yes, in a nearby town.”“That’s nice. I’m leaving tomorrow with the band.” I scrunch my face. “Can we change numbers? Would you want to meet later today, maybe? I have a few hours in the afternoon before the concert.”“That would be great,” he replies, checking his phone.I take mine from the back pocket of my jean shorts and type in his number before texting him so he has mine, too.“See you later, Jason Juice,” I say giddily.“Just Juice,” he warns as I turn on my heels to hurry back to work.Happiness bubbles through my veins, lightening my steps as the heavy door closes behind me.'What do you think, Bliss?' I ask her, and I know she is thinking about the same thing - if we are the last ones, we are probably mates.'We won't know that till we shift,' she replies, and I nod internally.Mate bonds only reveal themselves under the moon when we are in wolf form. No humans could ever tell who they are mated to.'Let's hope he wants to meet again tonight to shift.'Becca I’m giddy with excitement all through rehearsal. I’ve met another werewolf. I can’t believe it. Every five minutes, my hand flies to my back pocket to take out my phone and text him, but I resist the temptation. I need to focus and finish with each band member as quickly as possible. Scott, the lead, has been a pain in my ass since day one. At first, he said I couldn’t be his sound engineer because men have better hearing, and he knows I will fuck up his tour. His manager convinced him to ‘give me one night so that I can prove myself’. Like I need to prove anything to anyone, I’ve been working on concerts for six years, and my reputation succeeds me. I have a team of the best technicians, and there has never been a complaint on any of the shows I did. Thanks to my werewolf hearing, I can detect any problem before anybody else hears it; I can easily balance all the speakers from my stage and distinguish each instrument regardless of the arena's size. I can choose which tour I
Becca The show is about to end, and I reach for my phone to text Jason Juice. I gotta stop calling him that. Why does he hate his name? I offered him tickets or even to get backstage, but he politely said he wasn’t into rock music and he was actually going to a club to see a DJ’s show. I pouted my lips at that, but we agreed to meet after I packed up things here. We had a great time chatting through dinner, and I got used to his cocky sway of talking, his shining earpiece and the way he checked his phone quite often. I get back to the hotel to drop off my work stuff and get my Eastpak springer to carry my phone, wallet, and key. I can easily swing it through my head in wolf form to keep it around my neck. When he doesn’t reply, I look up the DJ and take an Uber to get me to the club. The enormity of my mistake washes over me the moment I exit the car. I turn to get back and leave, but as the street is flooded with people leaving the club, someone takes the car right away. I tenta
Becca My heartbeat pounds in my ears like a drum as I turn away. Shaky breaths leave Bliss’ jaw as she sits back on her hind legs. Is Jason as excited as I am? Is he trembling like a leaf as I am? Anticipation is killing me as I wait for him to shift. The moon is so bright tonight that my eyes burn after staring at it for too long, leaving a crescent shape in my vision when I close my eyes. Finally, a snout nudges my side, and I brace my muscles to keep me straight as I turn. Makya's dark blue eyes shine like crystals in the dark, and his fur is onyx-black, barely reflecting the moonlight. ‘Bliss?’ I ask, admiring how magnificent he is. His chest puffed out, his ears listening intently; he is a predator. Even without moving an inch, I can see how his muscles are built to hunt, to run, to fight. Bliss steps closer, scenting him. His scent of pine tree and rosehip. ‘Not mates,’ she sighs sadly. ‘He is so gorgeous, though.’ I exhale a sigh of relief. I won’t be rejected tonight.
Becca Completely exhausted, I fell asleep during the drive to Jason’s home, even with the warming morning sun burning through the window. “Becca,” he nudges my shoulder carefully, and when my head falls to the side, he catches it with his hand. Warmth spreads as he caresses under my eye with his thumb. “Becca?” he asks again. My eyes open slower than I’d like, and my moves are sleepy as I wake. “Hey,” sea-blue eyes greet me, and I swear the white freckles shine like diamonds. “Hey,” I croak and blink before I do something reckless and reach out to pull him closer. He lays back in his chair, dropping his hand from my face, when I lift my head. I yawn, looking around, dazed. Numbness paralyzes my right arm because I kept it at the wrong angle during my nap. Willing the sleepiness away, I scrape my eyes. I sigh nervously as I get out of the car and approach their home. It is the last house on the street, with a forest behind their backyard and crop fields on the side. I stand next
Becca “Smoke is coming from the stage,” a frightened voice bellows in my earpiece, and I immediately reach for the end of the console to turn it off. “Shut down everything,” I reply, jumping from my small stage to run towards the stage. “Get everyone off the stage. The main distributor is next to entrance B2,” I instruct my team and look towards that on the way. Two of my assistants rush to the door to find the main fuse and switch off the electricity in the whole arena. Someone shrieks as the arena darkens. The exit signs are the only lights, and we all turn on the flashlight on our phones to navigate in the dark. I can already smell the scent of overheated equipment and mutter a curse, hoping it won’t burst into flames. “Everyone, find an exit and leave,” I yell, my voice echoing through the empty walls. If an amplifier or a speaker catches on fire, it can start a chain of reaction, and the sound system can be damaged or burned down in a matter of minutes. I pick up my speed. N
Jason The ground slips away beneath me as I jump over a stream. My leap is high and swift. Makya is stronger than he has ever been. My paws sink into the moist ground as I land on the other side of the stream, but I waste no time in pushing forward. The night is warm without any breeze. Fall can’t come soon enough to fill nature with fresh water. Makya has changed a lot ever since meeting Becca. His anger wormed into agitation and determination. We still shift and run each day, though not to burn off the anger but to build strength and agility. ‘We need to protect our mate,’ Makya explains to me, just like he does every day. ‘What mate?’ I ask. He confirmed that Becca isn’t our destined mate, so his reasoning confuses me. ‘We know there are other survivors. We will have a mate. Now focus,’ he orders as he stops. Soil and grass fill the space between the toes on Makya's paws as we slide to a stop. ‘What can you smell?’ he asks, and I inhale. As it turns out, we train not only our
Becca The comfort and ease of being home after a long tour are always so soothing. I’m on the road so much that I don’t rent an apartment. I spend most of the in-between time with my parents anyway. The kitchen is filled with the scents of my favorite foods, and falling back into the routine of living on a farm is like second nature to me. Despite having a lot to do before winter arrives, our years of experience make us efficient. The old log house, the garden, and the few animals around it are the places of most of my happy memories. After the years of the slaughter of our pack, we learned to grow our food and provide for ourselves. Dad started working as a delivery man, even though he had to be careful not to lift too heavy boxes and crates, while Mom worked in the local school. With three children, they’ve never been able to save enough money for college for all of us, but they supported us the best they could. Luckily, as werewolves, we don’t weaken much with age. My parents
Becca I spent the last two weeks learning everything there is to know about how most packs operate and what differences they have. There are a lot. I found only two more packs where the reports mention any kind of protection spells, so there is hope for more of us. Even though the file my Mum showed me is the only report on the Crystal Ice Pack, the photos and drawings are wholly burned in my memory, I spent so many times watching them. The images of the Alpha family with Alpha Jack, Luna Astrid, the young Annalise, and two younger boys, Blake and Benjamin, are engraved in my heart- their smiles, their hopes, the mouth of the cave behind them. And the next photo, with all the members standing next to one another, shows a pack I’ve had once and dreamed about since. They are one big family. My heart stutters as I close the folder again and put it on the shelf. I’m ready. Ready to find them, to meet them, to be part of the Crystal Ice Pack. The realization chills me with both fear a