"I only know a few of them," I said and secretly sighed.
The feeling of intense stares from my classmates burned a hole on the back of my head. My lips pursed into a thin line and my stomach was churning. I was not used to this feeling of being the center of attention, and I just wanted to go and sit on my chair at the back area, away from their scrutinizing eyes. The problem was the teacher's attention on me and I did not want to appear disrespectful in front of him.
"That's okay." He played with his pen on his fingers and smiled amiably. "Then, you'll perform the activity first."
"W-What?" When I realized what I uttered, I cleared my throat. "I mean... uh."
"You mean what?" he asked, clearly teasing me.
I gave up and shook my head. Just what did he want in me? I sighed again. "Then... what should I do, Sir?"
"Kindly introduce yourself in the form of singing. Make the lyrics your name, age, and what you love the most."
My cheeks burned red in embarrassment. He wanted me to sing? In front of my classmates? Seriously?
"Is there another ---"
He raised his hand and smirked. "No other means. Only singing."
"But I am not uh... good with singing."
"Just try it."
I knew that whatever I reasoned out to him, he will always win because he was the teacher in class. I did what he wanted me to do. So I sang my name. "Sydnee Lurica loves being alone for sixteen years of her life." I cleared my throat. "That's all, Sir."
He stared at me longer than usual. And I find that disturbing, so I looked down on the floor. That was when he clapped for three times. "Unique voice and creative, Sydnee."
The moment my name rolled out in his tongue, my breath hitched. The way he pronounced my name was something special and... intriguing.
"T-Thank you, Sir."
I immediately walked back to my chair, but he stopped me. "Please write your name on the board."
I turned and walked back to the front. I got a chalk and hurriedly wrote my name on the chalkboard. Not only that, but I even misspelled my name because of nervousness. "Oh, I-I'm sorry," I said softly and reached for the eraser. And that thing was near the teacher, so I had to move closer to him.
"Write calmly, Sydnee. No one's after you," he whispered and chuckled a bit.
My forehead creased again. No one told me that he was a comedian, or some sort of. I just slightly nod my head as an acknowledgement and erased my name on the board. I wrote it again, neatly as possible. "Finished, sir." I put the eraser back on its place and walked back to my chair at the back.
"Let's give some applause to Miss Sydnee for participating in class."
I stopped in my tracks when I heard the clapping of my classmates.
My heart skipped a beat as I listened to them, clapping their hands for me. This was the first time that they did that for me. And that was because of Teacher Anthony.
I turned around to look at him, but he was busy reading the class record now. I sighed and sat quietly on my chair. My seatmate even gave me a weird look and a small creeping smile.
THE SUN was shining brightly in the clear blue sky. The clouds were flying to and fro in every direction, and all I did was to stare in awe. Surely, the morning was beautiful. I was leaning on a tree while looking up to the skies above, when a shadow blocked my vision. I adjusted my vision and blinked twice.
My vision was greeted with the smiling face of Teacher Anthony, and he was looking down at me. I gulped and stood still. He was tall, maybe around six foot. He had a massive body compared to my small height of five and a slim body. His muscles were bulging in his tight white T-shirt. And he was the moreno type. His skin matched his huge, masculine body. I did not notice it when we first met yesterday because he was wearing a big jacket, unlike today.
"S-Sir," I greeted him. "Uh, what are you doing here?" He just smiled. I scratched my nape and looked away. "I'm sorry if I'm too rude yesterday. I didn't know that you're my teacher."
"It's not something worth mentioning, Sydnee."
I looked back at him because of what he said. "I'm sorry?" I cleared my throat. "I mean, I'm sorry, but I didn't get your point, Sir."
He breathed deeply. "I am here to ask you about the poison inside your lunchbox."
"Oh... I didn't bring my lunchbox today."
He slightly nodded and smiled again. "Just what I thought you'll do." He looked upwards. "What did you do in the last months?"
I stared intently at him. Why would he ask about my whereabouts? I frowned and huffed a bit. Even my own mother won't ask about my whereabouts, so why would he? I cleared my throat and looked away. "Sir --"
"Please call me, Anthony."
My forehead creased even more at his remarks and turned my gaze back at him. I dared not to lose my sight unto him again. "You are my teacher, so I should address you properly, Sir."
He looked down again and our eyes met. There was a playful smile on his lips and his eyes were searching my face. His expression made my stomach churned. Nobody did stare at me like that. And it made me uneasy. I did not want to think of something bad about him, but with that expression, I thought that he was making fun of me. It was not funny nor amusing at all.
"I am not that old, Sydnee. I just graduated from college," he said.
I looked away. I was afraid that he might see the uneasiness in my eyes. He would surely think of me as someone he could play with, and I did not want that."Okay," was all I could utter at that time. I did not know what to say or what to do. I just looked down on the grass and played with the hem of my uniform. My heart could not stop beating so fast.He cleared his throat. "That incident was not an accident, Sydnee. Someone wanted you dead, and that person might not stop until you're dead.""Are you scaring me, Sir?"And I heard his laugh. The deep laugh from my Math teacher was not really amusing. In fact, it was alarming that I made him laugh like that. It was as if I made a very stupid move, and he might give me a lower grade."You can say that," he said after some time. His smile never faded on his lips. "But do your parents know about that? Have you told them?"I shook my head. "What's the point? I don't like talking about school to them." I secretly sighed. "And as if they care
She shrugged her shoulders and grinned again at me. What's with that grin? And why was she staring at me like I've grown another head?She then shook her head. "No. What I mean is the math teacher."Just when I thought that, I've successfully shooed that teacher away in my mind. I rarely smiled at her. "What's with him??"I see that you are close to him."Me? Close to that teacher?I chuckled at what she had said. "We're not close. You saw it wrongly.""No. I saw you two talking under the tree in the middle of the field. You are close to him."My heart skipped a beat at her words. "What do you mean by that?""Are you his girlfriend?"My cheeks burned red in embarrassment. "What? Of course not!" I yelled.She laughed like crazy. She even had the guts to harshly tapped my shoulder. I shoo her hands away and held my shoulder. "Why are you laughing?""You blushed!" she exclaimed.I held my cheeks. "What are you saying?"But she looked around the room and yelled. "Classmates, look at the co
"I-I did..." I breathe deep. "I didn't mean to offend you."Rogie wanted me to follow him. I did not want to, but he insisted. He even tried to take a hold of me, and I was thankful that a teacher approached us and asked what's happening. I got a chance to escape from his grip on me.The varsity team flew even before the teacher came close to us. Of course, they would not want to involve in any acts that will violate the school rules because doing so will blacklist them in school's varsity."That boy," I hissed and checked my wrist.It was reddish because of Rogie's tight grip. I sighed and walked hurriedly. I did not want to be caught again by Rogie, knowing that he was looking for me."Sydnee!"My breath hitched, but I immediately recognized the familiar voice. It was the Math Teacher, Anthony. I turned around to face him."Sir," I greeted.It was weird that I felt relieved upon seeing him. Just this morning, I did not want to see him again, but I was happy that it was he who found m
"No, I'm not." He looked around.I looked around, too. It was sunset again, and I was standing in front of my own teacher and talking to him as if I was not a student. It was really in trouble if anyone would hear how I respond to my teacher."But, Sir, I think that's not possible. I am still your student, and anyone would suspect that you're giving me a favor if you'll be my tutor.""That's why I ask you to be my assistant.""Even though, Sir." I looked at him again. "Being an assistant or being a tutor, that means a big trouble.""I will pay you."Pay me? Is he serious, when I should be the one paying him if he'll be my tutor? I just smiled and shook my head. "Please let me be, Sir. This quarter is almost done. I will study hard to prove that I could pass Math without a tutor.""I don't mean you'll be dependent on my service, I mean I'll help you in topics that you find difficult to understand. That's the teacher's job.""Then..." I blinked twice. "Why would you want me to be your as
I could not understand Rogie sometimes. "Go in the middle!" he shouted. The volume of the music grew louder so he had to shout. "I don't want to," I refused. He smirked. "You don't want to?" My eyes widened as Rogie pulled me into the middle. The memory of last year's Christmas party flashed through my mind so I struggled from his hold. "I don't want to, Rogie. I don't want!" I refused again. He tightened his grip and pulled me further into the center of the classroom. I harshly pulled my wrist back that my juice in pack fell on the floor. "Rogie!" I rebuked him and pulled myself together. "You should be there in the middle, joining the crowd! I want you to dance in the middle!" he shouted. I thought my classmates nearby heard what Rogie had shouted so they looked at us while the others were busy dancing. They started clapping as they watched me still struggling under Rogie's tight grip. A cold feeling ran down my spine when I heard their applause. That’s also what I heard last
For years of living with her in that small nipa hut, I was used to being told what to do and being scolded for things I did wrong every day. Sometimes it's tiring so I prefer to go to school than stay at home. Now that Mama has a job all day, my day will be quiet as well. A few days passed and still, nothing changed in my life. After waking up in the morning... I will eat, wash clothes I and Mama had worn yesterday, will eat again, go to the neighbors to do laundry, go home, and wait for Mama when the afternoon comes. I have already collected enough amount of money but I still prefer to collect more because I know I will not be able to go to the neighbors when school day comes. When Christmas eve came, we only had soup and rice ready. We also did not bother to give each other presents, so after a few minutes after the clock struck midnight, Mama and I were asleep. It was the same set-up when the new year came. But before New Year's celebration, someone from our neighbor gave us five
I could not remember exactly what I had memorized during lunch. I tried to write a formula on paper and answered a math problem. Still, I could not get the right answer. I scratched my head and relearned the lesson I had memorized this afternoon. The next day, I did the same. I went to the library to study for the next lesson but sometimes, I would go back to the first lesson so I would not forget it. When the class was dismissed later that afternoon, I left the classroom and then hurried to the library. But I found out that I kind of forgot the lesson I memorized yesterday, as I had finished memorizing the next lesson that day. I wiped the sweat on my face. If this is how I do it -- forgetting the first lesson every time I memorize the next lesson --- I will forget all the lessons when the exam comes and all the time that I had spent in that library will be wasted. I breathed deeply in annoyance. "Sydnee," called a familiar voice in the back. I turned to look at the one who had
I walked closer to the teacher's table. He was sitting behind the wooden table and I stood in front of him. The sturdy table separated me from him. "I have signed all these documents," he said and shifted things on the table. He put them inside a folder and handed them to me. "I want you to give it to Rogie." I blinked at what he said. What? Rogie? I scratched my nose lightly. "Why it has to be Rogie, Sir?" I asked, disappointed. Teacher Anthony leaned back on his chair and crossed his arms on his chest. He then stared at me longer than usual. "You're blushing," he said in a matter of fact. I smiled wryly. I knew that my cheeks heated up when I heard Rogie's name. It was an odd reaction and I knew that, but I could not help blushing out of embarrassment and annoyance. I never forgot what he did last Christmas party and I never forgot how that boy stared at me the whole time during class hours. If not because of my seatmate whom I made as a shield from Rogie's stare, I would certai