When Zeus stopped in front of me with his hand extended, I broke from my thoughts. I stared at his palm, facing upward, waiting for me to take it.
"Unity," he said, answering an unspoken question. "It's important to the herd and me." "Right," I answered dumbly. I placed my hand in his large one, the heat enveloping it. While he seemed comfortable holding on to me, I was stiff. This thing between us was something new. He gave it a light squeeze and smiled teasingly. "Loosen up. We both have to get used to this eventually." Though it was mostly forced, I smiled back and tried to take his advice. I loosened up. I heave a sigh and let my shoulders fall to relax. I was never a fan of the crowd, even though I used to work in a diner. But he is right, and the restaurant and pack are different. I know I can do this. I gripped his hand a little tighter and nodded to him. "Okay, I'm ready." Zeus seemed satisfied and pulled me beside him, away from the garage. The large house came back into view, and I stiffened again. Anyone would feel nervous meeting another herd for the first time, especially if they would soon call their own. "It's alright. Trust me," Zeus said. I forced myself to relax again. He was right. This was his herd and not a pack, he knows them better than me. A few of the members standing outside when we arrived were still there, and only it seemed now they had a few more people joining them. They all stared for a moment before dropping their heads in the presence of their Alpha. "Alpha," Zeus’ herd members spoke as he walked past them. They all seemed so formal than my old pack. "Hello," a few greeted me kindly. I returned the greeting to most of them before Zeus opened the door and pulled me inside the house. The first room we entered was a foyer with stairs leading up to another floor. And, to the right, was an arched doorway that led to a living room. It was crowded with people. It almost looked like a house party, except it was missing the beer and the music. If there were many people in this room, I could only imagine how many the other rooms held. No one had noticed that we had entered the room yet. "How many people are in your herd exactly?" I asked in amazement. "Three hundred at fifty, still not counting the babies that will be born next month," he said. "And that would be three hundred sixteen," he added, and it seemed to roll the number off his tongue. My eyes widened in surprise. "That's almost double what my previous pack was." "We are the biggest pack in the country. The last time I checked, we used to rank two." I huffed out a breath of air in disbelief. And this is the pack I'm supposed to help Zeus Run? Running this big herd is a huge job! A herd, it means we’re not dealing with just a dragon, a herd means every shifters like were-leopards and many more. "I'm gonna need you to trust me again," he smiled. I think he liked seeing me panic more than he let on. The amusement on his face was very blatantly obvious. Once he turned from me, his expression turned more business-like. He cleared his throat rather loudly to gain everyone's attention. I was unprepared to meet the wondering eyes of the pack members who stared back at me. "Alpha," someone said, causing them to bow in respect. When they raised their heads again, every single eye was on me. I could feel the sweating forming between my and Zeus’ hands from my nervousness. He shot me a 'remember what I told you' look, but that seemed hard to do now. "As you all know, I have been away for a while. I'm sure Ace has filled everyone in on the reason why." Just then, two people emerged from a connecting room. Suddenly the woman beside the man named Ace smiled at me. She looked like Emerald, probably similar in appearance. The woman smiled again at me apologetically as if she had read my expression when I saw her. I unintentionally gripped Zeus's hand as my wolf stirred and her rage. "Relax, Nov. She's not Emerald. She is Amethyst, my third in command. She is Isabelle's sister from another mother. She’s a mixed breed between a wolf and a cheetah," Zeus told me. "Welcome home, Miss. I apologize on behalf of my sister," Amerhyst said, bowing at me. My wolf and I didn't like anyone apologizing on behalf of Emerald. We demand Emerald apologize. The pain of what she did to me freshened. A growl erupted from my throat, and my wolf was about to crawl out, but I met Zeus's chest. "You have to relax, Nov. She's not her, and please calm down," he whispered as my breathing started to speed up. And I unintentionally push Zeus away from me. My body started to shake and was about to shift when Amethyst bent her knees and bare her neck on me. "She's not her! Stop!" I scream at my wolf, who looks at me before turning her back and returning to her void place. I was back to normal and calmed down. Amethyst knew what to do. I thank her for that. She knew that showing your neck was a sign of submission, and my wolf acknowledged it. "I'm sorry," I asked her apology, ashamed of what my wolf did. I get it. She has a hatred for Isabelle for stealing our mate. "I understand, Miss," she said, smiling. I smiled back and looked at Zeus. "I'm sorry," I apologized to him. He nodded and patted my head. He probably understood why my wolf reacted like that. He then looked at Amethyst and probably talked via mind link because I saw her walking away. "Ace.," Zehs acknowledged. He looked between Zeus and me quickly and smiled at him in a way that conveyed some inside joke between them. “November," he said, bowing. I bowed back in return. "I won't explain everything to you again unnecessarily, but what you have is true," he continued, then squeezed my hand and looked at me. "This is November. She will be my mate and wife by the month." "Huh? That soon?"I tensed at Zeus’ words. Next month? We still needed to discuss our mating date. Wasn't I supposed to be part of the decision?I shot him a disgruntled look. I'll wait until after this is over before I ask him about that."I hope you will all give her a warm welcome to our Herd. I want her to feel at home here," he finished.He shot me a breathtaking smile that would have melted me like butter if I wasn't still hurting due to recent events.There were murmurs of kind words and delighted looks on the faces of the pack. Almost immediately, people were lining up to greet me. They had obeyed Zeus’ request without issue. None of them seems forced to be polite. It honestly felt like they wanted to because I meant something to him."It's nice to meet you, November," an older woman said, shaking my hand. "I'm Sophia, Zeu's Aunt, I’m dragon shifter. It's nice to put a face with the name finally.""It's a pleasure to meet you too. And I was sorry for the scene a few minutes ago," I replied.Sop
I didn't know he had a sister. Zeus didn't mention it to me earlier. I thought I had met all of his family tonight."Yeah," she nodded. "I just got back from my friend's house. Can you let him know that Zenia made it back home, okay? I'm just going to go to bed.""Sure," I smiled. "I'm November, by the way."I was worried by the excitement that crossed her face at the mention of my name. She entered the room and sat next to me on the bed."You're November," she said. "Of course you are. I feel so dumb. I was hoping I'd meet you soon. I didn't think it would be this soon, you know? I thought my brother might keep you to himself for a while, if you know what I mean."Who wouldn't know what she means? We both blushed at her comment."How old are you?" I giggled."Fifteen," she answered. "I might not be an adult yet, but I know how mates work.""True mates, maybe, but Zeus and I weren't exactly the traditional types," I told her. “And also he’s part dragon.”She looked at me. Maybe she di
"Sorry if I startled you," Zenia said, smiling. "I came here to check if you are already awake."I giggled."It's fine. I was surprised to see you still here. Don't you have school today?"She shrugged. "I went to school, but classes are suspended. So I went home and decided to come and see you. You know, for catching up," she replied before making herself comfortable on Zeus' bed."Oh, alright. Wait for a sec and let me freshen up," I answered before walking back to the bathroom and doing my business.It took me half an hour before I finally exited the bathroom, ready to talk with Zenia."Shall I take you to my room? I made some breakfast there when I returned from school," she invited me."Okay, lead the way," I smiled at her.Zeus won't mind if I leave without telling him, right?Zenia must have guessed what was in my mind."I told Ace to tell Zeus that I'll kidnap you and return to him when I feel like I want to," she said, grinning at me.I laughed at what she said before followi
The first place I want to see is the kitchen. For me, the best part of a house is the kitchen. Why? Because magic happens in the kitchen. And since Zeus is nowhere to be found, I'll tour myself.Coming to the bottom of the stairs, I tried to remember which way the kitchen was in this enormous house. It was last night when Zeus showed me the way, but now, even in my more conscious state, I couldn't remember. I was too tired last night to even keep the kitchen's location in my mind.Looking to my left and then right, I decided to go to my right, the exact opposite way we went last night to meet the pack. The kitchen would be on the other side of the house and needed a bigger space than any other room, especially in this kind of house.I knew I was right when I passed by a few familiar doors. I remember passing Zeus spacious office on the way to it. I took a moment to stop and look in now that I could study it better.The dark wood interior gave it a look of importance and elegance. A fe
It's happening again. Damn it. Pain started to attack me in the middle of my patrol. “Hey, Nov, are you okay? You’re pale. What’s wrong?” Devon asked, one of the warriors who was with me as a night shift guard. “Are you sick?”“Yeah, I’m okay, just a little bit you know, I’m not really feeling well,” I replied. “Oh, you can go home. I’ll tell the Alpha you’re not feeling well.”“No,” I immediately replied. I know Knox would be furious if he learned I dodged the guarding duty again. Like always.“Don’t worry I’m not going to tell the Alpha,” Devon replied, winking at me. “Thank you. I really need to get rest,” I replied, secretly biting my tongue to prevent the escape of a painful scream. I immediately shifted into my wolf and ran towards the familiar place that I had known for two years. This place was the only witness of the pain I’ve been through how many painful screams I had and the tears that flowed from my eyes. As soon as I arrived at my cave, I entered and shifted into m
Yes. My mate was my Alpha, Alpha Knox White but then he chose her over me. The day I returned from four years of training, I witnessed Knox getting all gaga to a she-wolf I never met. My brother, June, told me her family had recently joined our pack the day I left. Their pack had been devastated by a rogue attack. Only leaving a few members alive, that had now joined our pack. I thought she must be her mate since Alpha Knox was already twenty-six. But that changed when I accidentally brushed his arms when I tried to get myself a beer inside the fridge. It was twelve midnight and I decided to celebrate my birthday alone. I wasn't a fan of huge birthday parties anyway. Our arms brushed each other and made a spark. It was not an ordinary spark but the familiar spark when you found your mate. I had looked up into his forest green eyes, and he was looking down into my amber ones. We stood there like the world stopped, looking at each other like nothing interested us. It’s just me and hi
On my way back to the pack house, a few kilometers away from the pack’s territory, the pain inside started to appear again…No…no..no... I made sure to drink one before I left Zeus, why is it happening again?“It’s not enough,” my wolf told me. “Drink more. Please.”My breath became labored and my hand started to tremble. I took the pill out of my pocket and was about to pop one when the pain started to intensify, much more painful than before. The pill split from my hand and my knees started to give up like it couldn’t carry me anymore. This time, my whole body ached and my organs were also affected. I couldn’t breathe. Every breath I took was too painful. “Stop! Please stop!” I begged. “He’s marking her!” My wolf said, weakly. “We’re going to die soon, November.” I didn’t know how long I had been in a fetal position, crying. All I knew was that something in my mind, pack link, was trying to enter my mind. “Where are you? The Alpha told us to be at the pack hall for the announcem
“So, are you just going to waste your life taking Wolfnip?” Zeus asked me as I sat on the exposed root of a large tree. “Why do you keep on appearing? You’re irritating me,” I replied, looking at my torso. There was a long wound and deep purple bruises from below my breast and to my abdomen. I got the wound from the rogue I met the other night that I was patrolling. It didn’t heal. In fact my wolf was already too weak to heal me. I rely on alcohol and antibiotics to heal it. The bruises, however, were evidence of Knox’s betrayal. Every time he mates with Emerald, his ecstasy would always be painful for me and it left bruises. My wolf would always heal it before up until recently, the bruises never fade away. It’s still there, getting worse. I knew they would be permanent reminders of the future I had lost, and the one forced upon me.“Like I said, I’m interested in helping you. It would be a waste if you only die. Don’t you want to experience what happiness is?”“You’re the one who
The first place I want to see is the kitchen. For me, the best part of a house is the kitchen. Why? Because magic happens in the kitchen. And since Zeus is nowhere to be found, I'll tour myself.Coming to the bottom of the stairs, I tried to remember which way the kitchen was in this enormous house. It was last night when Zeus showed me the way, but now, even in my more conscious state, I couldn't remember. I was too tired last night to even keep the kitchen's location in my mind.Looking to my left and then right, I decided to go to my right, the exact opposite way we went last night to meet the pack. The kitchen would be on the other side of the house and needed a bigger space than any other room, especially in this kind of house.I knew I was right when I passed by a few familiar doors. I remember passing Zeus spacious office on the way to it. I took a moment to stop and look in now that I could study it better.The dark wood interior gave it a look of importance and elegance. A fe
"Sorry if I startled you," Zenia said, smiling. "I came here to check if you are already awake."I giggled."It's fine. I was surprised to see you still here. Don't you have school today?"She shrugged. "I went to school, but classes are suspended. So I went home and decided to come and see you. You know, for catching up," she replied before making herself comfortable on Zeus' bed."Oh, alright. Wait for a sec and let me freshen up," I answered before walking back to the bathroom and doing my business.It took me half an hour before I finally exited the bathroom, ready to talk with Zenia."Shall I take you to my room? I made some breakfast there when I returned from school," she invited me."Okay, lead the way," I smiled at her.Zeus won't mind if I leave without telling him, right?Zenia must have guessed what was in my mind."I told Ace to tell Zeus that I'll kidnap you and return to him when I feel like I want to," she said, grinning at me.I laughed at what she said before followi
I didn't know he had a sister. Zeus didn't mention it to me earlier. I thought I had met all of his family tonight."Yeah," she nodded. "I just got back from my friend's house. Can you let him know that Zenia made it back home, okay? I'm just going to go to bed.""Sure," I smiled. "I'm November, by the way."I was worried by the excitement that crossed her face at the mention of my name. She entered the room and sat next to me on the bed."You're November," she said. "Of course you are. I feel so dumb. I was hoping I'd meet you soon. I didn't think it would be this soon, you know? I thought my brother might keep you to himself for a while, if you know what I mean."Who wouldn't know what she means? We both blushed at her comment."How old are you?" I giggled."Fifteen," she answered. "I might not be an adult yet, but I know how mates work.""True mates, maybe, but Zeus and I weren't exactly the traditional types," I told her. “And also he’s part dragon.”She looked at me. Maybe she di
I tensed at Zeus’ words. Next month? We still needed to discuss our mating date. Wasn't I supposed to be part of the decision?I shot him a disgruntled look. I'll wait until after this is over before I ask him about that."I hope you will all give her a warm welcome to our Herd. I want her to feel at home here," he finished.He shot me a breathtaking smile that would have melted me like butter if I wasn't still hurting due to recent events.There were murmurs of kind words and delighted looks on the faces of the pack. Almost immediately, people were lining up to greet me. They had obeyed Zeus’ request without issue. None of them seems forced to be polite. It honestly felt like they wanted to because I meant something to him."It's nice to meet you, November," an older woman said, shaking my hand. "I'm Sophia, Zeu's Aunt, I’m dragon shifter. It's nice to put a face with the name finally.""It's a pleasure to meet you too. And I was sorry for the scene a few minutes ago," I replied.Sop
When Zeus stopped in front of me with his hand extended, I broke from my thoughts. I stared at his palm, facing upward, waiting for me to take it. "Unity," he said, answering an unspoken question. "It's important to the herd and me." "Right," I answered dumbly. I placed my hand in his large one, the heat enveloping it. While he seemed comfortable holding on to me, I was stiff. This thing between us was something new. He gave it a light squeeze and smiled teasingly."Loosen up. We both have to get used to this eventually." Though it was mostly forced, I smiled back and tried to take his advice. I loosened up. I heave a sigh and let my shoulders fall to relax. I was never a fan of the crowd, even though I used to work in a diner. But he is right, and the restaurant and pack are different. I know I can do this.I gripped his hand a little tighter and nodded to him. "Okay, I'm ready."Zeus seemed satisfied and pulled me beside him, away from the garage. The large house came back into
Zeus and I took turns fiddling with his radio inside his truck. The radio picked up many radio stations, but none of the songs they currently play suited our taste. Although Zeus has some burned CDs, he told me that the truck wasn't his and belonged to his friend. So, I should expect some odd and old songs."We should play just one. The old songs are gold. I still like to hear some of them rather than the new-aged music. I don't quite like it," I told him as I flipped the cd holder."Well, you probably won't like it. But be my guess," Zeus replied, concentrating his eyes on the road.I found some eighties to early nineties songs such as Bolton's, Shaina, and Bon Jovi."Are you kidding me? These are all my favorites!" I told him before removing one of BJ's CDs and feeding it to the cd player. When the song started to play, my mood suddenly changed.I'm a sucker for old songs. My dad used to have many of them, and he would play songs while I watched him fix his car. Or sometimes I see
Knox’s eyes become apologetic. "You're right. I'm sorry. I just want to feel how it feels to be kissed by a mate.”"You can't just reject me, then waltz into my house like you own this place, fill me with hurtful stories and then kiss me. It doesn't work like that. I understand your wolf might have pushed you to come over, but that's not an excuse. Emerald is your mate now, not me," I said, making my voice a little louder. I was surprised that it didn't hurt me to be so blunt about it. There was a twinge of sadness in me, but I was hollow once more with my wolf gone again. He looked away from me in shame. He was staring at the fully open suitcase on my bed. "So, I guess you are going then," he said. "Yes, tonight."His head snapped at me. "So soon?""There is no reason to prolong my stay here, is there? I need to pick up the pieces and move on with my life, and getting out of this town is the only way to do that.""I think it is," he admitted. "But where will you go?" It took a
"I come here to talk," Knox said. "I won't come any further if you would prefer it."I didn't speak. I was afraid to even dare to speak. My voice couldn't hold up talking to Knox. Everything I buried deep inside would come spilling out with my words. Instead of answering, I nodded at him, and he understood. He dropped his hands and sat facing me on the edge of my bed. Even in my wolf's weak state, she tried to listen. "I had to see you before you left. I need to explain myself before you hate me forever." His words seem sincere, and I have difficulty believing in him. But my wolf believed in him. "I want you to know I never intended to reject you," he began. "The day I discovered you was the happiest moment in my life but I already had Emerald. If only I had known earlier, I would have chosen you.”“You had the choice. Three years ago but you never wanted me. You wanted Emerald. You don’t have to reason, Knox. She would always be your choice. It doesn’t matter if both of you hurt
As I waited for Zeus to come and get me, I had time to think about my life since I learned Knox was my mate. There was never a day that I wouldn’t be in pain and then hid in my cave, silently crying. I never expected that someone would come and choose me as their second chance.Though since the rejection, I have doubted myself. There are a lot of questions flooding my mind. Was I not good enough? I continued watching Kaila packing up the food and I helped her until I could no longer bear it. I fell onto my bed and slumped. Kaila jerked her head towards me before walking to the end I sat on and took the clean spot next to me."What's wrong with me, Kai?"She wrapped her slender hands around my shoulders in an act of comfort and sighed wearily."There's nothing with you, November. You just lost your mate. It's a completely natural reaction to that," she said.I shook my head. "No, not that. I mean my whole life. Why am I so different from all of the other female wolves?"Sympathy cr