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Kabanata 21
Kabanata 21
Long time
I’m not really prepared for anything. Kahit ano man ‘yan ay hindi ko pinaghahandaan dahil ayokong kontrolin ang mga pangyayari. I don’t want to wake up my anxiety and think of everything that might’ve happen. Ni hindi ko pinag-isipan ang lahat. Lalo na ang senaryong ito.
I bit my lower lip while still hesitating if I will go see them and talk to him. Kanina pa sila nasa sala at ako ay tila napako na rito sa kusina. I want to call someone! Kahit si Lynne lalo na si Calix pero alam kong hindi naman ako sasagutin ng huli. Ayoko namang si kuya ang tawagan ko o si mom dahil alam kong malaking gulo ito. Even though they are neutral on this matter I still don’t want them to know about it. Hindi ko na alam ang gagawin k
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