LOGINIt took another hour for me to bend my legs and lift them from the bed without collapsing from exhaustion. Frustration bubbled in my chest, and I huffed, slamming my hands on the infirmary bed in frustration.
"This is taking too long," I muttered, head whipping toward the door to study for any sign of the doctor. "I won't have time to move around the ward at this rate."
Look, you got your legs moving. That's a good start. It might be better for us to look around at night anyway. We won't be easily spotted by the doctor, and we already know she leaves the infirmary at night to return to her quarters.
Right. You're right. Night would be better. I'll eat as much as I can and pull the IV out after she leaves.
The tension in my shoulders eased, and I relaxed back against the pillows. All I needed was patience. Andromeda would come and feed me, take more blood, and hook up the IV bag before leaving me for the night. If I could stay awake after she left, remove the IV and stop the poison from flowing into my body, and regain my movement a few hours after lights out... I would be able to use the cover of darkness and the empty infirmary for my escape.
Until then, keep moving your legs and feet, and then rest. We can do it.
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I did as Arya suggested. I practiced moving my legs for another thirty minutes before Doctor Andromeda was set to come to check on me. By the time I stopped, I could lift my knees to my chest and sit up on the bed completely. My body ached like a thousand needles pricked my nerves, and a hundred pounds of rock weighed me down. But I was mobile.
For the first time since Phillipe brought me to the doctor, I felt strong enough to almost stand. Almost.
I knew better than to try that before the doctor returned for her rounds. If she had found me crumpled on the ground, my chances of getting out would have dropped to zero. She wanted a compliant victim, and I was going to make her believe she had one.
Just before Doctor Andromeda returned, I smoothed out the covers around my legs to hide where I'd been moving. I wiped the sweat from my brow and closed my eyes, feigning sleep.
The doors to the isolation ward creaked open, and the metal cart rattled with her every step. The sharp sound nearly made me flinch, but I steadied my breathing and remained still.
"Wake up, Aurelia. It's time to eat." Doctor Andromeda's shadow fell over me. Her cold, expressionless face greeted me when I opened my eyes, and a wave of nausea flooded my body. Like a reflex. A Pavlovian reaction to the woman who had been making me sick my entire life.
I faked a weak, but adoring smile, and she could barely suppress her grimace. How had I never seen that before? Her disgust. Her hatred for me. It was so obvious once I finally saw the truth. I should have known sooner, should have seen through her "good doctor" disguise.
But I was a child. A lonely, scared, fragile child who needed someone to protect her. A baby who believed that the first kind eyes that looked down on her weren't those of a hungry serpent. I'd never make that mistake again.
"Hello, Doctor. Thank you for taking care of me," I said, voice strained and weak. Unfortunately, that wasn't acting. I desperately needed the food and water she brought me. And I hated it. Being reliant upon my kidnapper and poisoner was not a position I wanted to remain in any longer. But for the sake of my midnight plan with Arya, I'd endure and pretend I adored her.
"I'm just doing my job. Here. Sit up and let's get this over with."
She can't even pretend to be kind anymore. Venomous, evil snake.
I struggled to push myself upright, despite having done so with ease a few minutes earlier. Straining sold the act; I would have done anything to keep up the show. Anything to keep her from suspecting I've got something planned. After a few seconds of grunting and grimacing, I settled upright on the pillows and gave her another weak smile.
She dropped the tray onto my legs. The spoon clattered against the chipped porcelain of the bowl, and sludge sloshed inside. Today's soup was especially foul, but I'd eat it. As much of it as I could stomach. I needed the fuel, the strength. This wasn't about taste or hunger. It was survival.
Holding my breath, I scooped spoonful after spoonful of the foul stuff into my mouth and swallowed fast, barely chewing unless absolutely necessary. It was a practice of finding Zen and pure focus to swallow food without letting it touch my tongue.
"Looks like your appetite has improved..." Doctor Andromeda smirked down at me. It was a dark, cruel thing that didn't reach her cold, glassy eyes. Her eyes... they used to be a warm brown that made me feel safest in the world. But as I glanced up at her, I realized.
Her eyes look almost black in this light.
What?
Doctor Andromeda had brown eyes and auburn hair. I remember it, I swear. But now...
Her eyes are much darker. And her hair... those roots are dark as well. This...
Isn't Doctor Andromeda.
The realization sent a jolt of fear through my body. But I would not let it show. Whoever this was standing over me was not the doctor I knew. Not the one from my childhood. Not the one who protected me and cared for me. This was a stranger wearing her face and her scent. And the worst part was...
There was no telling how long they'd been pretending to be her. When did they take her place? And why?
"Is there a problem?" Doctor Andromeda asked, her eyes narrowing as she stood over me, hanging a fresh IV bag on the stand. She squeezed the bag a few times and thumped the line leading into my arm to get the thick fluid flowing.What the hell had she been feeding into my veins all this time? What had I unwittingly drunk down during all those visits to the infirmary? The questions compounded, and none had any answers in sight. Which only made the fear worse.Focus, Aurelia. Focus. Right. I shook my head and offered a warm smile at the imposter, spooning another mouthful of sludge into my face. "I'm just... thinking about how grateful I am. I know you said it's your job, but... without you, I'd have been dead years ago.""I know. You're weak. You've always been weak. And even with all my hard work and effort, you'll always be weak." The doctor sneered, shifting away to scribble on her clipboard once more.
It took another hour for me to bend my legs and lift them from the bed without collapsing from exhaustion. Frustration bubbled in my chest, and I huffed, slamming my hands on the infirmary bed in frustration."This is taking too long," I muttered, head whipping toward the door to study for any sign of the doctor. "I won't have time to move around the ward at this rate."Look, you got your legs moving. That's a good start. It might be better for us to look around at night anyway. We won't be easily spotted by the doctor, and we already know she leaves the infirmary at night to return to her quarters. Right. You're right. Night would be better. I'll eat as much as I can and pull the IV out after she leaves. The tension in my shoulders eased, and I relaxed back against the pillows. All I needed was patience. Andromeda would come and feed me, take more blood, and hook up the IV bag before leaving me for the night. If I cou
The first week came and went. And with it, all of Doctor Andromeda's pretense of care.The sweet, goodly doctor act faded, and she returned to her cutting, clinical tone and manners. Thankfully, I only saw her once or twice a day. She'd darken the west ward doors with a rickety metal cart containing a sparse meal, three medicine bags for the IV, and a tray of empty blood tubes. And she'd leave with a half-eaten bowl of gruel and six tubes filled with my blood.The meals could barely be called such. Cold soup with chunks of unidentifiable meat and vegetables that were obviously from three dinners passed. But I didn't complain.When she hooked those medicine bags that shone and swirled like liquid mercury and fed them into my small, bruised arms, I didn't complain. When the medicine burned and made me feel like I was dying the most painful death imaginable, I didn't complain. And when she stood over my writhing body, glaring down at me as though each moment of agony was punishment for b
I'd done so well for so long to hold on to the hope that one day, everything would be different. I fought and struggled, kept my head down, and did the best I could each day. I showed up when no one wanted me. I carried loads that my weak body was not meant to hold. I endured abuse and neglect and hatred because I believed that... one day... someone was going to see me for myself and not as Fumbles.Tears welled in my eyes and dripped down into my hair as I stared at the ceiling of the infirmary. The doctor, for all the good she'd done to keep me alive all those years, had broken me more than Evangeline and her cohort of jackals ever could. And I saw on her face that she knew she had.For the first time in three years, her gaze softened, and she stroked the hair at my temples away from my face."Shhh, hey... I'm sorry. That wasn't fair to you, Auri. Look at me, okay? Please?" Her cool hand cupped my cheek and turned my face toward hers. Thin lines etched across
I woke alone.No, not alone. Arya whined within me, urging me to wake with every pained whimper. Her voice was weak and raspy in my head. She beckoned me, her thready tone a constant pleading in my mind.Aurelia? Please... please wake up.I'm here.Thank Goddess. I'm so glad, but... Something is wrong. I begged her to explain, but she went silent. Still. I hated that feeling. More than the needles and IV lines poking out of my arms. More than the pounding in my head and the ache of my ribs. More than the dizziness and the utter isolation I felt in that familiar hospital bed. I hated the absence of my wolf the most.I'd spent most of my life alone. But it was never as lonely as having her vanish from my thoughts."You're awake." Doctor Andromeda's voice sliced through the air, cold and clinical. "I was worried you wouldn't wake for a few more days. Your condition was deplorable."I flinched at her sharp tone, the familiar sludge of guilt turning my stomach sour.Why did she have to sa
Serena yanked me upright, sending the basket of compost clattering to the dirt. Her fingers dug into the sides of my neck hard enough to bruise, as she guided my form effortlessly. A flick of her wrist, a twist of her elbow, and my body shifted to her command with no resistance. She marched me around the dirt path, cooing and mewling as though I were a puppy she was burdened to train."No, no, no. Not like that. Like this. Head up!" Serena snickered and shoved me to the dirt.The impact knocked the air out of me, and I gasped into a coughing fit. Dirt and food waste stained my clothing as I shook with ragged breaths and scrambled to collect the mess."Now it's playing in the trash, how ungrateful. We were trying to help you straighten up, and you'd rather dig in the dirt with your bare hands? Are you feral?" Brayden hissed, the heel of his sneaker slamming down onto the back of my hand, grinding into my aching digits. The pain pulled a scream from me, brought te







