Lia’s POV
I’m horrified. Just one evening I didn’t go with Ivor, he had a new mistress. Ivor even remembered the girl’s name and found her interesting.
“No way,” I said unconsciously. Ivor never remembers his mistress’ name, not even Lahaina. But now he did.
Ivor heard, he frowned. He said, “What’s wrong with you?”
It startled me. I didn’t want Ivor to get it wrong. I explained, “Nothing, just a little surprised.” Lia immediately probed, “She must be exquisite.”
Ivor paused, as if thinking. He said, “Yes, her beauty attracts me.
As there was thunder in my mind, I only had the courage to pursue Ivor yesterday, but today a strange girl appeared and caught Ivor’s attention.
I walked out of Ivor’s office without telling him anything. I strangled the list I had in my hand.
I wanted to cry but my powerful sense prevented me from doing it at the company. I went back to my office, lying on the old sofa, staring blankly at the ceiling.
What should I do? Ivor’s announcement was a slap to my cheek. It hurt, it’s hot, it kept me from moving.
I tried to force myself to sleep. Because if I kept thinking of Ivor, thinking of that strange girl, I’m going to cry.
But soon I realized that I couldn’t sleep, that I had underestimated Ivor’s influence on me.
In this moment of despair, enduring the torment of sensibility and sense, I wanted to write a resignation letter.
“Clunk,”
The sound of the door opening startled me. I sat up and looked at the door instinctively.
Oh, my God, that’s Ivor. And why did he come to my office?
I really expected him to tell me that tonight he wouldn’t be with that strange girl, Elie Jenner, and would pick a girl from my list.
Ever since I knew I loved Ivor, I’ve never had fun when Ivor had sex with his mistresses. But for now, I just hope he would have sex with his mistress instead of with Elie. Who knew if their relationship would go any further?
Ivor frowned at me. He always did it. So it’s hard to pinpoint how he felt.
I suddenly realized that my appearance was getting pretty sleazy, because I had just been lying on the sofa and was sad.
I hastily recalibrated my appearance clumsily.
“Is something wrong, sir?” I asked.
Ivor said, “Come with me tonight, you need to meet Elie and solve the problems that arise when she becomes my mistress. Remember to prepare a small gift for her.”
I nodded, and Ivor immediately walked out like there was nothing to hold him back.
“Clunk.” As soon as he closed the door, tears welled up in my eyes.
A present? He’s never been so considerate of anyone, including me. But Elie was the exception.
I could not control my tears. It never stops falling, drifting away at the makeup that I meticulously made and also at my hopes. I look like a loser to me.
Yes, I’m a loser.
It took me over an hour to focus on my work. Like every day, this job brought me a lot of pressure. I spent all morning trying to get one of Ivor’s lovers to sign the deal when they broke up.
Coco came to my office and invited me to lunch. She didn’t ask me anything, even though I looked quite dejected. I’m really grateful to her for that.
In the afternoon, I worked frantically to forget the emotional suffering. I tied my hair high, because it was no longer necessary for me.
After work, I picked an expensive necklace as a gift for Elie.
I envied her; it was true.
When I walked into the car, Ivor was already there, he was working. I put Elie’s gift on an empty chair.
Ivor immediately noticed the gift, which hurt me
‘What is it?” Ivor asked.
“Nothing,” I wanted to say, but I didn’t dare.
“A gold necklace,” I answered honestly, then sent Ivor a photo.
It was a vintage gold chain necklace.
Ivor frowned, looking unhappy about the necklace.
“Exchange it, a thin gold necklace. This necklace doesn’t suit her.” Ivor demanded.
My hands trembled. My heart resisted Ivor’s request, but my sense did not give me a chance to say no. It’s a harsh battle between my sense and my heart.
In the end, my sense won. I took out my phone and ordered a thin gold bracelet, which I could get as soon as we arrived at the villa Elie was living in.
Elie was a beautiful young girl with long, dark hair and brown eyes. My first impression of Elie was a lively girl with an exquisite smile. When she smiled, her dimpled cheeks would appear, her eyes squinched.
She differed completely from me. I rarely laughed and always was serious. Her smile made me feel so shabby when I laughed.
And the other reason I felt her smile was beautiful was that Ivor smiled when he saw her smile. He just smiled gently, but I could hear my heart crumbling like a glass falling to the ground.
I tried to force myself to laugh when I gave her a present.
“Thank you so much,” Elie said. She opened the gift immediately, and when she saw the necklace, she said, “Exquisite, you’re very thoughtful.”
“This is a gift that Mr. Mitchell chose,” I followed a routine.
Elie looked at Ivor, Ivor looked at me. Their actions were in less than a second.
I couldn’t look at Ivor’s expression, so I looked at Elie.
“Thank you, Ivor,” Elie said. Her skin was white, her cheeks reddish, making her look both euphoric and charming.
“You're welcome,” Ivor said.
They walked into the villa, and I had no reason to be here.
I went to the bar, tried to drink a lot of wine to make myself drunk. Ivor was always very demanding for subordinates, if you show up in front of him in an unconscious state, it would be a bad. So pretty much when I got to drink comfortably, I wanted to make Ivor satisfied. But at that moment I did not care about it all, I’d go crazy if I couldn’t get rid of my frustration.And then I got really drunk, and I couldn’t remember what was going on in particular. I only vaguely remember that, in my hangover, I ran into WC of the bar, called Ivor. When he picked up the phone, I could hear his charming and powerful gasps. I was old enough to understand what he was doing, probably with Elie.I cried out cause of my heartbreak. Ivor told me something, but I was too drunk to understand and remember them. And after waking up, I just realized that I was lying in a soft enormous bed, in an expensive hotel room.And I took my cell phone as a habit, and I panicked when I realized it was over 11: 0
That night, I had a crazy dream, all caused by Ivor’s seductive gasp. That dream had always haunted me. I dreamt Ivor made love with me. Yeah, we didn’t have sex; we made love. Ivor. In the dream, Ivor was not cold, he kissed my ears, my eyes, my nose and my lips in the most gentle and charming way. He caresses my breasts passionately, one of his hands on my waist, holding it tight.Ivor fucked me forcefully and boldly.My whole body could feel his tenderness and strength. Two conflicting feelings made me dizzy. I moaned happily, but cried with intense pleasure.“Ivor, slow down... I can’t stand it,” I said in tears.Ivor tenderly kissed my cheek and the corner of my eye to comfort me. But he still moved boldly.I kept begging, but in return only gentle kisses and intense pleasure.“Ivor, you bastard… You’re a liar Ah ha.. shit,” I scolded him, scratching his back.Ivor laughed delightfully. When I heard his laughter, I realized he was teasing me. I wanted to break away from his embr
The loud voice coming from behind me startled me. When I turned my head, I saw Ivor. He looked at me with an angry look.“What have you been doing all morning?” He asked.And I realized I had been sneaking up to Elie without Ivor’s permission. I bowed, hesitating at Ivor’s question.Suddenly Ivor came in, grabbed my chin, forced me to raise my head and look at him.“Did you cry?” He asked.And damn it, at that moment, I felt sorry for myself. I pursed my lips tightly, my eyes were filling up with tears, not answering him.Ivor let go of my chin, sighing.“Go back to the company as soon as you can,” he said, then left.“A man..” I called after him. “A man made me cry, I cried for him.”My tears flowed out again, I could not control it. The people in the restaurant were also paying attention to us.I could not see Ivor’s expression because tears blurred my vision.When I stopped crying, he left a long time ago.I used the paper the server gave me to wipe away my tears.Suddenly I felt s
The day I returned to the company, I picked up a tight black suit that I bought two days ago. I added a gold chain belt to set off my small waist, red lipstick, a wispy updo hairstyle, two buttons undone. Coco was amused by my new look. I also received many compliments from my colleagues. That was a good sign until I got in contact with Ivor. He did not seem to mind if he saw me. I was not mistaken; he looked at me for two seconds when I brought him his coffee. His gaze was only to determine who brought him the coffee. However, I did not give up. I changed my appearance every day. Even Coco had to say, “Oh, my God, the company is like your show now.” My male colleagues also paid more attention to me. For them, I was no longer a serious and boring girl; I became charming and fashionable. They actively talked to me during the break, invited me to dinner. I also received invitations to meet strange men, even Ivor’s partners. But Ivor was the apple of my eyes, so I rejected all the o
Maybe being like Elie really worked.Right. I could not deny that I tried to be like Elie after that crazy dream.It was obviously just a dream.Things seemed smoother, I felt my relationship with Ivor was better; my male colleagues did not bother me. I also heard that Mr. Johnson, the man who sexually harassed me, was charged with a series of tax evasion and money laundering charges. More particularly, Ivor was less with Elie at night because he became busy solving a few personal problems, although I was not well aware of the problem he was having.One day, Ivor needed to go to an elite party, and I was with him as his assistant.Ivor was interested in a server at the party. As always, he gestured to me about the girls he wanted, and jealousy took over my mind.I ignored his request. I made excuses to leave the conversation with his partner and secretly met that server at the liquor store.As soon as I looked at her closely, I realized she had many of the same characteristics as Elie.
But I couldn’t stop it.I realized that as soon as everything was out of my control. Over the next few days, I took the time to make Ivor’s mistress angry at his heartlessness.In fact, every week, I always had to give gifts to his mistresses in the name of Ivor. But I decided to stop it because I was jealous that they were his mistresses, that Ivor canoodled them, which I had never achieved.Ivor didn’t notice this, because he was too busy with his work and he trusted me.I had used to do everything for the sake of his trust, and now I’m afraid of losing it.But I was satisfied.Fear and joy tormented me at the same time.I tried to hide my jealousy and become professional so that Ivor would not doubt me and our relationship was improved.And it worked.Ivor let me go with him to the villa where Elie was living instead of Romeo.Once, when I went to the villa with Ivor, I overheard Elie’s phone conversation.“You know, things will get better, my love. I’m looking forward to coming bac
“Ivor, I know,” I said, and wanted to explain, but Ivor’s cynical and impatient gaze made me lose my confidence.Elie said, “It’s okay, Ivor, we’re just talking.”“I hear your screams. And your arm, too, what happened to it?” Ivor asked, staring at the red mark and frowning.My heart twitches. I did not trust Elie to be a naive girl. What I had seen proved it to me, or at least I believed it was.So I couldn’t let Elie continue her conversation with Ivor, most likely she would turn the story to a different direction.“Boss, I…,” I said hesitantly.Only then did he glance at me. He said, “What’s wrong?”My heart beat fast.I was nervous.I took out my phone, gave it to him. Ivor looked up at the screen and saw a recording displayed.He looked at me; I signaled him to hold it the way he signaled me when we worked together.Ivor opened the recording file.“Hey, don’t,” Elie tried to stop him, but it was all for nothing.The content of the recording file sounded. Ivor frowned, listening to
I could not believe what Ivor had said. “No way. I mean…”, I panicked, trying to resolve this terrible situation. So far, I really regretted what I had done. That was an expensive price. But Ivor didn’t give in to me, he looked at me with stern eyes. Ivor said, “You can write your resignation this morning, I’ll sign it for you right away.” Then he focused on his work. I couldn’t believe Ivor would be so heartless, and I realized I was so reckless and confident in thinking that he would forgive me after all, just because I was his assistant who worked with him for five years. I had to admit bitterly, Ivor might have an assistant who was more professional than me, but I could not find another person I could love as passionately as I loved him. He certainly knew that, too, and he did so. He was going to fire me and found a new assistant. I felt pain. Ivor, you were so heartless. But my reason reminded me I had no right to suffer or regret. Because from the beginning, I knew the