เข้าสู่ระบบ*JAMIRA*
The last time I spoke to Eric was last night when we discussed seeing each other again. I haven’t heard from him today. I miss him so much. Why am I like this? I’m supposed to be having fun, but my mind keeps drifting back to him. Before another thought could intrude, my assistant, Ms. Donovan, called my name. “Huh? I didn’t quite catch what you were saying.” “Uh uh, girl, you’ve been elsewhere mentally all day. Who’s on your mind like that?” I shot her a glare. “Malaysia don’t do that. You know I’ve got a lot on my plate right now.” “Yeah, like that man. So, who is he?” I wasn’t in the mood to discuss my personal life with her today, so I just brushed her off. “It’s not that. However, I notice the way you look at Malik’s dad when he shows up.” She blushed at that. Then, a wide smile spread across her face so quickly that it scared me. She definitely couldn’t deny her attraction to him. “He can drag his balls across my face anytime,” she joked. My mouth dropped. As appalled as I was, I was glad she was up for switching the subject. “Girl, you are so nasty,” I laughed. She giggled. “Not nasty, just grown.” “Well, let’s hope he shows up to the festival since you want to be up under him so bad. Besides, that man is probably married and has his own problems.” “Wrong,” she said confidently. “Malik’s parents were together at some point, but then she got locked up for embezzlement, and he’s been single and free for me to sit on his face.” She smiled lustfully at that. “How do you even know that man’s business like that?” “I have my sources.” I shook my head and changed the subject again, hoping to get some work done. We’re both on the school’s planning committee, so whenever there’s an event, we have to make sure there’s proper marketing and decorations, in addition to the actual activities being provided. Altogether, it was about five of us, but of course, me and Malaysia did the most. “Okay, so the festival is in less than three weeks. Have you sent flyers and emails reminding parents?” “Yes, I even put up flyers in stores and other common areas like the park where I know the kids hang out.” “Good. So, the turnout this year should be good.” “And you could use this opportunity to promote your school sleepover idea!” “Mr. Greene said he’d get back to me on that. You know I can’t do anything without his approval.” “It’ll also be the perfect time to bring that man who got your head in the clouds too.” Dammit! I thought she let it go. I should’ve known her messy ass wouldn’t let anything go that easily. I rolled my eyes, but before I could answer, Mrs. Lucy, one of the teachers in the car rider lane, showed up at the door. “Hey Jamira, one of the parents wants to speak with you. Do you have a minute?” This completely baffled me because I thought the students were almost gone. Also, I hadn’t received any messages on the app informing me of any parents wanting to talk. “Yeah, sure.” I quickly got up to see who it might be. Mrs. Lucy doesn’t realize it, but she arrived just in time. If she had been a minute late, Malaysia would’ve been trying to pry herself into my business again. Although she never got much, it didn’t stop her from trying. I think it actually encouraged her more. Once I got outside, Mrs. Lucy pointed to a silver Porsche with tinted windows. I can’t lie, I was nervous because who on earth was in that car? Many of our kids rode in regular everyday vehicles. This was definitely out of the ordinary. As I approached the car, the driver’s side door opened. What I saw next gave me chills—in a good way, though. It was Eric, holding a bouquet of flowers. He walked over to me with a slight smile on his face, as if he didn’t want to seem too excited to see me. “Hey beautiful, these are for you.” He handed me the flowers. It was an assorted arrangement filled with roses, lilies, and tulips of all sorts of colors. I giggled as I took them. “I wasn’t sure what flowers you preferred, so I just picked these up.” “They’re beautiful, thank you,” I said, taking a whiff of them. “Would you like to join me for dinner tonight?” I hesitated for a moment, then decided to accept. “Okay, I can do that.” He smiled and kissed my cheek before turning to get back into the car. “I’ll text you later.” Before he drove off, the passenger window opened, and Kayla’s face appeared, smiling just as broadly as Eric. “Bye, Ms. Hines,” she said, waving so enthusiastically that I thought her arm might break. “Bye, Kayla. Have a great weekend.” And just like that, they were gone. I turned to head back inside when I noticed Malaysia and Mrs. Lucy giggling with their hands covering their mouths. I blushed. “Oh, hush, let’s finish up so we can go.” I knew I was going to get some kind of backlash from Malaysia about it, but these flowers definitely made it worth it.*ERIC* After Jamira showed up, I can’t lie, I felt better about all the stuff that’s been going on lately. She stayed a while to talk and help with filing a few things for me. I actually like having her here. She’s really helpful. After going through a few cases and finishing up on two of them, I decided I needed a break. I went to go to Walt’s office. Once I got to the door, Dina, yet again was all in Walt’s face. She was sitting on the armrest of his chair with her hand on his chest. Seriously, what do these two do all day? “Dina, leave!” She hesitated and looked between us before running out of his office. Walt threw his hands up and grunted. “Why?” “Dina’s not worth the distraction.” Walt just stared at me a few seconds before returning back to work. “Hey, so I was wondering how Kacie was settling into her new place?” He paused. “Wouldn’t know anything about it.” “How was she when you helped her move the last of it?” “Fine.” “I called and she tri
*JAMIRA* Ayana and I talked and laughed as she recounted the events from her date and everything that happened afterwards. That girl still hadn’t changed. “Okay, but why didn’t you call me? I would’ve picked you up.” “Girl you too busy playing house with that man all up in your business.” “You see where that got me.” We both laughed. “Speaking of that, how’s the baby?” “He’s fine. I’m just ready for him to come already.” “Just hang in there girl.” I smiled. It’s amazing how a simple phrase can make you feel better than you did before. Even though I was happy to be talking to Ayana, my mind stayed on Eric. Ever since Kacie left he’s been down in the dumps. I thought if I surprised him at work, he’d feel at least a little better. Then Walt was acting strange like he didn’t want to be bothered. Eric would never say it, but I could tell he felt that the whole interaction was…off. “Hello, hello?” Her voice pulled me away from my thoughts. For a moment I’d fo
*ERIC* The move was not only bittersweet, but it made the condo feel bigger in a way I hadn’t imagined possible. The commotion in the morning, the laughter, even the routine I’d gotten accustomed to were all nonexistent now. I sat on the couch watching the game when Jamira came and sat next to me. She took my hand into hers and looked at me for a while before speaking. “You know we should do something nice for Kacie.” I nodded my head not fully processing what she was saying. She didn’t press the issue. I’m glad she didn’t. She just motioned for me to lift my legs up and started massaging my feet. That did more than I expected, actually. It was like most of the tension that had been building over the months was finally starting to ease. The rest of it melted away when I got in the shower. The water ran down my body and took my troubles with it. When I got out I found Jamira had already fallen asleep. I slid in next to her, not trying to wake her up. That night
*AYANA* “Ayana, if you don’t go back in the house and change, we’re not going anywhere.” “What’s wrong with it?” “If I show you what’s wrong with it, we’ll never make it out.” I rolled my eyes at him. Whose dad is this man? For the record, it’s nothing but a little cleavage. Sometimes the titty is the outfit. I thought it was cute. I stepped out in a denim mini skirt with a corset top and a nice pair of heels. I will admit that top was a size or two too small, but that’s because I wanted that lift. Jeremy didn’t appreciate it. He’s always thinking these thirsty dudes are looking at me. I keep telling him that’s none of his concern. He just keeps insisting on telling me to change my clothes. I went inside and found a cute bodycon dress that stopped mid-thigh. It was red with black straps. I paired it with a black leather jacket and my black chunky heels. When I stepped outside, he smirked and gave his ‘nod of approval’. He opened my door and helped me into my seat. “
*CHRIS* The next day, I went into work with dinner still on my mind. I never knew my mom was in such a state. She seemed perfectly fine when she came to visit me at the hospital. She even helped me around the room during my recovery. I hadn’t known she’d been lying. Neither did I know that she lied to my dad too. I wondered what else they weren’t telling me since I left last night. That unsettling flutter in my stomach hadn’t left either. It’s safe to say I didn’t sleep. Between me trying to find Mira and worrying about my mom, I might be on the verge of losing my mind myself. I didn’t talk to my dad about it because it was already late, so I ended up leaving, but I intended to talk to him about it today. The morning rush came early, and we were all busy trying to get everyone in and out. It wasn’t until around one o’clock that I was able to get enough breathing room to go address things. I went down the hall and knocked on his door. “Come in.” I walked in and sa
*CHRIS* For weeks I’ve been working to escape my own thoughts of Jamira. She really thinks I’m going to just lay down and accept the fact that she wants to leave? She has life all fucked up. The last time we spoke I made sure to let her know this wasn’t over. I intend to show her exactly what I mean. I’d been riding past her school looking for her for a week just to finally call and find out she doesn’t even work there anymore. That made my mission to find her harder, but not impossible. The following week I rode around and when I went to get some gas, I just so happened to catch her bald-headed ass friend Ayana. I made sure she didn’t notice me by sliding a little down in my seat when she exited the car. She was with a medium-built, medium-brown man with dreads and just a few inches taller than her. I wanted to throw my shoe at the back of her head. It took all of ten minutes for them to come out and get in the car. I waited another five minutes before I left. I







