ESTHER POVEntrusting me with someone? It isnt good for my ear, I am thinking otherwise, it seems like she is excusing herself for not even following the three month rule of breakup!I ask her a question that seems to stop her but later starts to speak,"Hold to that, dont get me wrong please, I didnt say it to excuse myself okay, I am sincere and worried about you, yes I kind of wondering myself why I got into another relationship right away but how can you blame me? I fall in love with her which I didnt anticipate"She said and I totally get that, I guess I am just making things a little complicated for the reason that I dont know, "Fine, well knowing that it isnt just an excuse is enough for me and you dont need to worry, I have lots of time to flirt and do blind dates okay!""Just make it right""Hmmmm why? Are you sure having Casey as your girlfriend implies that you did right?"And then here she is again, staring weird on me again and again!I can see the surprise on her first e
AMBER POVEven I am already home after I send Esth to her house, but it is still linger in my mind what she shared to me about the past.I didnt even know she has that kind of experience, I guess we really has a lot that is going on before but didnt give chance for each other to fix and help one another.Even me, I have a situation before and it was the first time I made a distance with Esth..."Hey babe, we will have dinner with the chief doctor later so I guess I will be late""Its okay, I hate a late night VIP coming as well later so I cant go home early either""Okay, well then lets meet at the house if you got home early dont wait for me just sleep and rest"That time when we have both important matters to do, I didnt know that they will be having dinner at our restaurant, I was surprised when their chief doctor called me out and give me a commendation for what I cooked them.I came out of the kitchen and face them but I was surprised to see Esth sitting and smile with them.."Y
ESTHER POVWe all get down from the rooftop and go back to David's room, we had a bunch of talk and I even introduce Amber to him, I just really love his spirit, she knows me well at a very short time I met him, he is so nice and very brave, how I wish I could be as brave as him, saying to the world what I want.After doing my history and all the medical information I need from David, I head my way out of the room which is Amber is waiting for me outside.I heard her talking to Casey, well they seem very sweet, so I tease her a little, I honestly feel really comfortable with Amber again, us being friends is really working so well.She even hold my hand at the moment I feel hurt and sad about David's bravery which I feel guilty about myself, she always knew when she will comfort me.Since she has enought time to still stay here, she offer herself accompanying me going to my next patient and it is the teenager name Nimfa, Upon entering her room, I can still see the energentic traits o
AMBER POVShe kiss me....Fuck! While our lips are still intact, my eyes is open, I dont know what to do, should I response her kiss or should I stop her....Today has been a long day for her, I didnt know that being a doctor is not just curing the patient, it is more than that...She took a different step today just to please all her patient and save them from critical moment, I didnt know this is her kind of life ever since.Thinking about our past, I have lots to failure when it comes to her...I look at the her face kissing me, I am now going to response her kiss when she suddenly got sleep! Damn! She is now sleeping and snoring, I catch her head and make her sleep at my lap,I guess she is indeed exhausted after all, Looking at her sleeping face, I can now finally caress her after long time, she is peacefully sleeping unlike earlier when she needs to be a hero for everyone...Everytime I think of it, I cant help myself but to worry, I cant let her be with someone else who cant
ESTHER POVAs I open my eyes, all that I did suddenly comes back to me!Shit! You are full of shit Esther! Why do you need to do it!I even remember when I kiss Amber, I cannot be like this or else I will deffinitely lose a control!I check the time and is its just 4:30 am, I pack my stuff and get out of her house, I book a cab and get home...While on the road she calls me and I can feel her disappointment towards me leaving the house like that,What can I say, I dont even know now how I feel! Hmmmmmm sob*sob*...my tears fall down while I drop myself on the bed,Hmmmm sob*sob*hmmmmm....I dont know what is going on myself anymore! I work hard to control myself, She dont love you anymore!!!! Why dont you listen!!!!!! Hmmmmmm!!!!I shout to myself crying hard on my bed....She is already gone from you...she isnt the same Amber who loves you the way you want.....so stop...hmmmmm sob*sob*For almost one and half hour of crying I finally get up and prepare to work...With puff eyes, I loo
AMBER POVSweats is all over my face while driving, I didnt see this coming, when Esther suddenly call me about our issue...Good thing Esther knows how to explain things, I as well try my best to stop Casey from asking her too much.I can feel Esther's voice...I know she is sincere and was surprised to hear Casey, but something she said that captured my attention, and suddenly I dont feel settled...Caleb is back...I can still remember how I get so jealous with him around, he is her first love and she admires him so much, And now he is already here...I dont understand but deep within me I dont feel okay, I need to see Esther no matter what...After their call, Casey turn off the cellphone, "That is good to know she has someone around her..I wont feel threatened anymore"She said then check on her cellphone so I look at her, "I need to see the look of that Caleb!""You dont need to do that hon please..""Why not? I was just curious about that Caleb, if he is a good person or what..
ESTHER POVSitting on my couch, I press my back on the couch, I guess what Amber did tonight is the rightful thing to do....We will both be okay...I let out an air thinking about that and while I am on my thought, David is trying to call me again."Yes David?""Hi...do you have a minute?""What? What do you mean?""Can I talk to you...""You can talk to me now, is there something wrong?""Hmmmm I just want to see you doc..""What? Where are you?""Outside...looking at the person who caused me this illness""Oh God, you get out of the hospital? Where are exactly so I can get to you!""I will send you the address..""Okay, dont leave there! Wait for me!"And then we end the call and I go straight at the place he sends me, Alighted from the cab, I already see him standing and leaning at the door of his car, I look at his hand and he is holding a bottle of beer,I quickly walk towards him and grab the beer out of his hand,"You know you cant do this! You cant have any alcohol right now
AMBER POVHeading my way to the mall with Casey, I am still on my shock for her coming to Esther's house, I dont know why she needs to do it, we had a talk of coming home early, I just accompany her buying things she needs when I come up with the idea, I know she is still not feeling good with Esther and to make it up to her, I thought of having an out of town with Casey."Hey hon..""Yup..""I have an idea, why dont we get to vacation, out of town alone"I can see how her face formed a smile, I guess this idea will work.Out of happiness she suddenly kissed me in front of crowd, which is with Esth it will never going to happen.And about that kiss...we just kiss last night, but when I thought she is awake she is not, our lips met but she is in deep sleep that makes me laugh hard myself, I really felt nervous about what happen when I realize she is still sleeping so instead I lift her back to the couch, I decided to stay her there than placing her in the room which she might get aw