Loving you Again

ESTHER’S POV"Scalpel,"I requested, and the scrub nurse handed it over. I cut what I need to cut. This is my typical day, cutting and suturing, seeing blood and human flesh.My colleagues refer to me as Esth, which is short for Esther.In my 29 years of life, I didn't anticipate to wind up being a doctor, specifically a surgeon. At first, I was frightened of doing all of this; it wasn't really my choice, but my mother is a die-hard doctor who aspired to be, and it is her long-lost goal!My entire day ends with a sick body and blood on my hands. Then, after cutting and suturing, I can finally relax and get home.I don’t have a boyfriend, as if! Do I have enough time to acquire one with my current schedule? Geez! Even being laid is not part of my life, so RIP, vagina!Even if I wish to socialize with anyone, I abandon that goal because it always ends badly!I often try to date anyone and everyone! But what can I do when my profession calls? Can I ask the sick person to wait? Or to a dy

ESTHER’S POV"You are gorgeous, more than any girl I have been with. Your kiss shook me within. You don't need a man to feel that you are not alone. Look, I am a woman, but I am the one with you right now." I know I'm a little tipsy now, but I still understand what she's saying. I can even recall her friends asking me a lot of questions, even though they looked nice, and her pad; I had no idea she had such a large place to live in, but she's alone, and that's all I should know!Listening to what she just said causes me to stare at her. I mean, she is so sweet. I have been single for a long time, and hearing this from someone will undoubtedly make my pants drop!I try to distract myself from what I am thinking by touching her face. I found up staring at her lips, and only later did I realize we were kissing.My thoughts are gushing out, so I must be quite intoxicated! What the fuck am I doing? Am I really single enough to kiss a woman?My head is attempting to deny, but my body appears

ESTHER’S POVSeeing Amber makes me feel something again, but I must admit that things are no longer the same...Feeling dizzy and fatigued, I still need to get up and go to my duty, two main operations and a few minors.I try to skip the work for today, but something inside me tells me I need to be productive!When I arrived at the hospital, I checked the details to determine who my patient was..."Dolly Holist"I'm trying to figure out why the name is familiar to me, until my cellphone alerts me to a message from Amber...Fuck! It is Amber's grandmother!"Esth, grandma was brought to your emergency yesterday night with a stomach problem; I hope you will check on her please, since I am still at work overnight—Amber "So I am accurate, it is her grandma, and I quickly find her room to check on her."What is Dolly Holist room?""305 doc!""Okay thanks"I enter the room and see Dolly in that state, yet I can still see the enthusiasm in her face."Hey Doll, how are you feeling now?""Esth.

ESTHER POVI am not sure if our friendship is for the better or not, but seeing Amber sincere look, how can I disagree to what she wants."I am not going anywhere Amber, and FYI we lost each other so its even""About that, how are you after our break up?""Wow, you really wanted to know huh...""Well we are friends now I guess we are free to ask each other a question"I am silenced on what how she was so cool about this friendship thing."Fine! Well, I never had a relationship ever since you came to my life so I can decipher the difference but to tell you how I was after, I cried a lot, I burried myself to work and hangout to every man and woman I met!""Hearing that from you makes me think if I am still talking to a same Esther before or she has been upgraded!""What? Upgraded? Hahaha do I look like a mobile phone geez! Well people change, changes makes us better and strong I guess""It seems you really love that changes and it suits you""Hmmmm you like who I am now than before dont

ESTHER POVEntrusting me with someone? It isnt good for my ear, I am thinking otherwise, it seems like she is excusing herself for not even following the three month rule of breakup!I ask her a question that seems to stop her but later starts to speak,"Hold to that, dont get me wrong please, I didnt say it to excuse myself okay, I am sincere and worried about you, yes I kind of wondering myself why I got into another relationship right away but how can you blame me? I fall in love with her which I didnt anticipate"She said and I totally get that, I guess I am just making things a little complicated for the reason that I dont know, "Fine, well knowing that it isnt just an excuse is enough for me and you dont need to worry, I have lots of time to flirt and do blind dates okay!""Just make it right""Hmmmm why? Are you sure having Casey as your girlfriend implies that you did right?"And then here she is again, staring weird on me again and again!I can see the surprise on her first e