ログインAnd now here he stood, saying her name in that way, that way that only he could say it, and her heart jumped, stopped, sped up, almost simultaneously.
But he’d asked her a question, and she scrambled to pull herself together enough to form words and an answer.
“Are you taking care of Noah?” she asked, praying to every god in the heavens that he was. “You’re his doctor?”
“I am.” Sam smiled at her and her treacherous body started to heat up, a slow, languid heat that moved like lava and burned just as scorching hot. “He’s OK, Annie. He’s with Sarah.”
Argh. Stop saying my name. Also, never stop saying my name.
“It was an accident?” she asked, determined to keep this goddamn conversation on track, come hell or high water. “The bus hit something, the nurse said?”
“A car ran a red light in the fog, and hit the bus that Noah was on. A bad gash on his head that I stitched up, and a cut on his face that didn’t need any stitches. No internal damage at all. He’s going to be sore for a few days, but I’ll prescribe a painkiller and mild sedative, if you all decide that’s what’s best.”
“What does Noah want?” Jax asked, and Sam and Annie both jumped a bit, remembering that someone else was, actually, there. “Did he say?”
“He says that he doesn’t want any drugs,” Sam said. “But Sarah convinced him to at least let her fill the prescriptions, just in case he needs them. She said that it’s better to have them and not use them, than need them and not have them on hand. He agreed, so they’ll go fill the prescription on their way back here.”
“Shit,” Jax said. “That’s going to be expensive. I don’t want Sarah paying for that… where’s the drug store? I’ll go there now, and hopefully catch them before Sarah coughs up all that cash out of her savings account.”
“Next building over,” Sam said. “Just past the cafeteria.”
Jax nodded, gave Annie a reassuring little squeeze on her arm, then took off. Nurses gazed at his broad back with longing as he passed them by, but Jax didn’t even glance at them. He had Sarah in his life, in his bed, in his heart, and that all meant that the ex-manwhore was in retirement, and with an unequivocal vengeance.
“Uh, so…” Sam said. “So…”
“So,” Annie repeated, suddenly feeling very alone with him, despite the bustling room around them. “So… how have you been?”
“Oh, good. You know.” Sam removed his glasses and cleaned them, thereby giving Annie a blissfully unimpeded view of those chocolate-brown eyes. “Busy.”
“Sure, I imagine so. Saving lives.”
“Mostly, yes. Thank goodness.” Sam put his glasses back on, going from gorgeous to brainy-gorgeous in a heartbeat. “And you?”
“I’m still at the diner,” Annie said, as always feeling stupid and uneducated next to this man. “Still just a waitress.”
“So bringing people food.”
She shrugged. “Yeah. Nothing glamorous or exciting.”
“Well, people do have to eat, right?” he teased her. “They’d die without food, so really, you’re keeping them alive and saving lives yourself.”
She rolled her eyes. “Uh-huh. Sure, doc. What we do is the exact same thing. I see that now. Serving bad coffee is part of the circle of life.”
“Speaking of bad coffee…” Sam began, then faltered a bit, just froze up with sudden nerves. He wasn’t much of a player – his hours didn’t really leave much time for dating, after all – and it had been a long, long time since he’d asked a woman out. But he was damned if he was going to let Annie get away a second time… not without a fight. So he sucked it up, and forced the words out. “Speaking of bad coffee, could I buy you one?”
She stared at him, those beautiful blue eyes – the same eyes that stared at him from out of Noah and Sarah’s faces – even more astonishing in their honest bewilderment.
“Uh,” she said. “Coffee?”
“Bad coffee,” Sam corrected her cheerfully. “The stuff hasn’t improved since the last one I got you three years ago… but maybe the company can make up for that a bit?”
“The company being – you?”
“Yep.” He was feeling less-than-assured now, but he ploughed on. “The company being me.”
“Oh.” She stared at him some more, now fumbling nervously with her purse. He recognized it as the same one that she’d been carrying that first night that he’d met her, a cheap plastic thing with ripped edges and the gold paint scraped off the clasp, and he wondered if she owned another one. “Um, well… alright.”
“Alright?” he echoed, fighting down the urge to dance around the packed E.R. “Bad coffee on me, then?”
“OK.” She smiled at him now, and Sam damn near reeled backwards. There was that smile, at long last, the one that he’d wanted directed at him for years now… and somehow, the fact that he’d had to wait for it this long just made it all the sweeter now that he’d received it. “Sounds good. I mean, how can a girl turn down bad coffee? Seriously.”
“Right?” Sam agreed. “I figured that was the clincher.”
“Sure was,” Annie said, totally ignoring his incredible chest, warm eyes, amazing smile, broad shoulders and stupendous butt. “It’s all about the coffee.”
Sam tucked Cindy into bed, kissed her on the top of her head. She'd slept through visiting the babies, which would annoy her greatly in the morning, he knew. But she was exhausted, and so he'd just make sure that she got to the hospital early the next day.He went out to the living room, saw Annie starting to peel the packing tape off the boxes. He quickly went over to her, took her hands."Nah, honey. Wait until the morning, OK?""Oh, I'm not ready to go to sleep," she told him. "I'm way too keyed up from meeting my beautiful grandbabies. I'll be up for a while.""Good."She cocked her head at him. "Good?""Yes, princess. Good.""Why good?""Because I want to talk to you.""Oh." She blinked up at him, a bit puzzled. "Um... OK."Without a word, without letting go of her hands, Sam slowly sank to his knees on the floor in front of her. Annie gasped and he smiled. They were both disheveled and dusty, and they were surrounded by towering piles of cardboard boxes, and he knew that his hai
Five hours later, the hospital waiting room was packed with Jax and Sarah's anxious friends and family. Jax had come out of the delivery room an hour earlier and told everyone that Sarah's doctor had decided that she needed a Caesarian after all. He'd been worried and distracted, and everyone had offered their words of support. He'd nodded, then dashed back to his wife.King turned to Sam now. “Shouldn't it be done?"“If everything went fine, then yes." Sam cuddled a sleeping Cindy closer as she sighed and moved around a bit. He dropped his voice. “They'll have to check the babies, then Sarah and Jax will get time alone with them. The doctor will want Sarah to have skin-to-skin time, maybe try feeding them. I say give it another hour."“Can we ask?" Curtis growled, his large hand on Tessa's stomach. She was due in three months, and she was watching all of this unfold with barely-restrained panic. Curtis knew that his wife was suddenly imagining all kinds of complications with her own
One year later Annie held the front door of Sam's house and stood aside, trying to flatten herself against the wall as much as humanly possible. Sam, Noah, Mac, and Jax staggered past, loaded down with boxes of her stuff. They were closely followed by Sarah, who waddled as quickly as her protruding stomach allowed.“OK, sweetie?” Annie asked her daughter as she shut the door against the pouring rain. “You need something?"“The bathroom," Sarah grumbled. “Again. Jesus, being pregnant means peeing twenty-three hours a day, doesn't it?"“Sure does," Jax said to his wife, setting down the boxes. “I think you've admired the inside of every bathroom in Denver.”Sarah's glare almost knocked him over backwards. “This is all your fault," she hissed at him as she toddled to the bathroom. “You're the one who wanted twins. 'It'll be fun to have two at once', you said. 'One pregnancy, two babies', you said. Well, the last time I checked, Hamill, you weren't the one who had to carry them around
Annie took a shaky breath, but said nothing.“If you can't be a Mom to my daughter, I understand. I promise you, I do, and it's OK. It doesn't change a damn thing for me though, princess, because I want you in my life, in my bed. You could live in your house, and I'd live with Cindy in mine, and we'd see each other whenever you wanted. I could arrange for a babysitter overnight and stay with you, or you could come stay with me. I'm good either way. I can tell you that you'd be the only woman in my life, that I'd be with nobody but you... we'd be together in every way that mattered, but you wouldn't have to take on any responsibilities. You'd still be free.”Tears were rolling down her cheeks now. Sam's face tightened and he brushed them away.“Why are you crying?” he asked softly. “Why are you sad?”“Oh, Sam. I'm not sad.”“No?”“No.” She shook her head, managed a tiny smile. “I want to be there for both of you. I want to help raise that strong, beautiful little girl.”“You do?” Sam s
“How is Cindy doing?” she asked. “Is she sleeping through the night yet?”“Yes,” he replied, and she heard the relief in his voice. “No more nightmares.”“Oh, thank God.” Annie hesitated. “Is she still talking about her Mom?”“Yes. Not every day, but a few times a week, for sure. Not so much asking where Kathleen is or why she left, though. Now it’s more stuff like, ‘Mommy loved this TV show’ or ‘Mommy used to make me this sandwich’.”“It sounds like she’s got Kathleen in the past. Like she died and Cindy’s remembering her.”“I know. I talked to the therapist about it, and she said that’s a healthy response, at least for now. It gives Cindy some distance to process what happened, and to gain some perspective on her current reality. Soon enough, she’ll realize that Kathleen is still out there somewhere, and that’s when I expect she’ll start asking questions again.”“What does the therapist say about them having a relationship?”“She says that in her experience, mothers who abandon thei
Sam watched Annie walk away from Noah, walk across the dance floor. Walk over to him. She looked so beautiful in that pale pink dress, the shade just soft enough to complement and not clash with her hair. Her makeup was subtle and elegant, her hair was framing her heart-shaped face, and she was moving with a regal grace that stole his breath.His princess.Dear God, how he’d missed her.And suddenly there she was in front of him, a bit taller than usual in higher heels than she’d ever worn with him before, but still looking up at him. He grappled for the words to begin this conversation, and she seemed to know that he needed a few seconds, because she just stood there and waited.It occurred to Sam just how much waiting Annie had done for him. Oh, five weeks wasn’t forever, that was true, but it wasn’t about the time, was it? It was about the intensity of events that had unfolded, the avalanche of things that had washed down and over them, and most of all, about the pain of just not k







