CHAPTER 54
I feel nothing but the loud beating of my heart. For unknown reason my heart longs for him. I suddenly crave for him. Every corner of my skin seeks for him. And I wanna ask myself, am I still sane? To want someone like this is beyond normal. I suddenly forget everything and only think of him. I suddenly…want to stay with him no matter what happens.
If I wished to be with him until the end…will he be happy living with me? Will he get content just with me? Far away from everything?
Tears formed inside my eyes and folded the paper to keep it with me. I put down the book I’m holding only to realize who’s the person standing in front of me. My heart pounded nonstop. I can only hear my heart and nothing else. My eyes trailed down his body up to his eyes and my knees wobbled at the sight of him.
“R-Ronald…” I uttered his name. I blinked twice as his dark and stormy eyes fixed on me. I can see
CHAPTER 55My cheeks flushed when I noticed that we’re in a small nipa hut just beside the bookstore. That’s why it’s dark. Damn! I didn’t even know that there’s a nipa hut here!After a while of silence, I finally get back my senses. I pushed Ronald a bit and stand firmly while trying to compose myself. I looked away because he was staring at me.“Let’s…go out,” I hesitantly said. I heard him chuckle softly that made me gaze at him, he looked at me with his amused eyes. I suddenly want to leave him here!“Are you sure? I wanna stay here instead…” he said with amused tone mixed with his husky voice. I glared at him because I know he’s making fun of me.“Then stay here if you want!” I said irritably and walked out of that nipa hut. I felt him followed me while I continued walking in the side of the street. I walked faster so that he can’t
CHAPTER 56I stared at the skies from above where the birds are freely flying. They look so free watching them fly that way. A smile rose from my lips when I felt Ronald’s hand hold mine. It was so gentle. He was so gentle.“What are you thinking?” he asked after the silence. I am in between his thighs leaning on his chest. I feel safe in his arms. I feel at peace.“Just…random things…” I said and caressed his thumb holding my hand. I watched his large palms hugged my whole hand. It perfectly fit on his hands. I perfectly fit on his arms and hands and it’s sad to think that it’s the opposite in real life.He sighed and wrapped his other arm around my waist. My back leaned more on his chest. I can feel his warmth mixed with mine. My waist looks so small inside his arm. Damn. I can’t help but to notice every tiny bit of his moves. I swallowed hard when I felt his breath tickled the
CHAPTER 57I don’t know how long I cried myself to sleep. My heart was aching, and I don’t know what to do about it. I feel so down, and pain is crawling up my skin. I feel so dark. I feel like I was deprived of something. I feel like…something is about to lose in my life.It's slowly eating up my sanity and I don’t know how to pull it back. I never felt this way before. I feel like something’s precious is slowly got taking away from me. This is the feeling I won’t wish to feel again.I woke up the next morning with a knock on my door. My eyes are swollen from crying so hard last night. “Cristine?” I heard Fin’s voice. I didn’t speak. I am still spacing out and I couldn’t find my voice to speak. I am lazy for anything. I don’t even wanna move.“Are you already awake? What’s happening? It’s already 12 noon,” he said. I feel like my soul went back
CHAPTER 58I can’t believe that this is possible. I didn’t know that this is what Carlos really wants. This is why he wants to kill his mother because she is the only one who knows his real motives. And most of all…I didn’t know that this necklace I am wearing is the only way to meet the Goddess. The Goddess of the moon who create our kind. She is our guidance and our protector in this world, and I can’t believe that Carlos and Herman have evil motives with the Goddess!Alqamar commanded Fin and Rael to guard Dr. Raymond and Ronald, Gray is assigned with his mate while Alqamar told me to keep on eye with Felicia Guevarra.I just hope that Fin and Rael do their best to make sure the safety of Dr. Raymond and Ronald, especially, Ronald. He’s wearing the necklace and maybe Carlos still don’t know that he has the other necklace. Maybe the only thing he knows is that necklace was given to Serene, but Serene did
CHAPTER 59The next day I quietly looked out Dr. Raymond’s clinic where Felicia Guerrero is hiding. No, she’s not hiding anymore because Carlos and Herman already know where she is. She’s just lucky that they spare her life because she’s pretending to sleep. If she woke up, Herman and Carlos surely hunt her down.I hide myself behind the tree when I saw Dr. Raymond entered the clinic. My heart almost jumped out of my chest because I thought that he’s Ronald. Damn! I heaved a breath and lean on the tree while watching the clinic. I also need to strengthen my senses to avoid being caught. I don’t want anyone to caught me in this state! Most especially being caught by Ronald.As much as possible I need to avoid him. I looked above the tree and decided to jump on top. I stared at the blue sky from above. It’s been two days since I decided to let him go. It’s been two days since my heart started to feel em
CHAPTER 60I feel like I could finally breathe in and breathe out properly after I open up with Fin. He attentively listens to me like what he’s doing before. I sighed heavily after my long story and rants about my feeling for Ronald.“Do you think it’s a good decision?” I asked all of a sudden. I shouldn’t ask this because I shouldn’t have regrets, but I can’t help but to ask.“The one you should ask about it is you, Cristine. Do you think it’s a good decision?” he stared right through my eyes. My lips parted and until I locked myself in my room, that question lingered in my mind. My mind is in turmoil. I can’t think straight. I want him back, but I’m scared I’ll make a very wrong decision of having him back.I fell asleep with those thoughts messing up my mind. I woke up with my head throbbing. I closed my eyes intently and massaged my temple to ease the aching o
CHAPTER 61“Right decision for you…but not for me,”I feel like my soul left me the moment I heard his voice. I’ve never expected to see him. I wanted to see him again, I really want it, but I’m scared especially that his eyes are now darkly glued on me. My knees are getting wobbly. My heart is beating so fast. So fast that it wants to jump out of my chest.“R-Ronald…” I uttered his name with my shaking voice. I feel like I can’t make a straight voice when it comes to him. I feel so nervous. I can clearly saw how his dark eyes slowly forming a storm, a storm with dark aura. His eyes are so intense as his jaw moved inwardly.He stepped forward towards me. My heart skipped a beat. Unconsciously, my foot stepped backwards. I am unconsciously stepping away. He noticed it that made his eyes grew intense. I shivered.“Is this the right decision you’re talking about? Avoidin
CHAPTER 62He was kissing me intensely. I don’t even know how to breathe properly. Heat splashed in my whole body. I can feel his wildfire crawling in my skin. I know I should push him away, but my hands want him so much that I even dug my fingers around his neck to deepen the kiss.His kisses were like a drug pulling my sanity. His lips feel hot against mine. He’s awakening the fire that I wanted to hide but he’s completely making a way to pull it out inside me.I felt his hand touched my small waist. I shivered every touch of his palm on mine. My lips parted when he withdraws his kisses on my lips and went to my jaw down to my neck. I moaned softly when he pushed me more to the tree and pushed himself at me. I felt how turned on he was. I felt how his body is shouting for heat. I felt how our heartbeat as one as his hands slowly making its way under my clothes.“R-Ronald…shit…” I moaned in pleasu