LOGINHave you ever been inlove with your best friend and never found the courage to say the word and voice out what's stuffing you in your chest? this is a love story of a girl name Zoe Marcus a nineteen years of girl who found herself loving her childhood best friend Arabella Anderson but was unable to say the one word that will make her accept her love. She watch her date Rowan, a guy they grew up with. no matter how much she wanted to confess her feelings, she couldn't not after seeing how happy Arabella wad with him. But it so much happened that Rowan never loved Arabella, but Zoe. Will Arabella accept Zoe after finding out about her true feeling for her? What will happen when Rowan becomes so obsessed over Zoe and will be willing to do anything to get her? read to find out.
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The smell of wet pine trees and woodsmoke usually brought comfort to the Silver Moon pack. But for Rosemary Parker, it only reminded her that she was trapped. At twenty years old, she was like a ghost in the busy pack house. She was an Omega, and the others treated her like her very existence was an offense. "Look at her. Still scrubbing the floors like a stray dog," a sharp voice cut through the noise of the kitchen. Rosemary did not look up from her hands. They were raw and stinging from the harsh soap. She kept her head down, letting her long dark hair hide her face. She knew that voice too well. It belonged to Anna. Anna was also an Omega. But in the cruel world of the lower ranks, Anna made herself the boss by stomping on Rosemary. In a werewolf pack, strength was everything. Being an Omega was already hard, but Rosemary was something worse—she was weak. "Are you deaf, Rosemary? Or is your wolf so weak that your ears stopped working?" Anna sneered. She walked closer and kicked over Rosemary's bucket of soapy water. The dirty water rushed across the stone floor, soaking right through Rosemary's old shoes. The three other Omegas standing behind Anna laughed. They were a tight group, and they loved making Rosemary miserable. "Leave me alone, Anna," Rosemary whispered. Her throat felt dry. "What did you say?" Anna leaned down. She grabbed a fistful of Rosemary's hair and forced her face up. "You don't get to talk back to us. Your wolf can barely make a sound, let alone protect you. You are a disgrace to the pack." It was the truth, and it hurt deeply. Two years ago, when Rosemary turned eighteen, her wolf finally woke up. But while other teenagers felt a rush of power and pride, Rosemary's wolf was small, quiet, and very weak. She could not fight back or show any of the strength that real shifters had. Because she was so vulnerable, everyone picked on her. "And let's not forget the best part," Anna mocked. She shoved Rosemary's hair away, making her lose her balance on the wet floor. "Two years. It has been two whole years since your wolf woke up, and you are still... mateless. Nobody wants a broken orphan like you." The girls laughed even louder. The word mateless felt like a burning brand. In their world, if you did not find a mate by twenty, people pitied you or laughed at you. For an orphan like Rosemary, who had no family to protect her, it meant the bullying never stopped. Alpha Richard and Luna Elena, the leaders of the Silver Moon pack, were good and kind. They truly thought everyone in their pack was happy. They believed the Omegas lived together in peace. But the Alpha and Luna were very busy running a huge territory and dealing with pack politics. They had absolutely no idea about the quiet cruelty happening in their own kitchen. Rosemary never complained. She knew that if she told the Alpha, the bullying would only get ten times worse the moment his back was turned. "Clean this up," Anna ordered, pointing at the messy floor with a mean smile. "Make sure it is spotless before the evening feast, or we will make sure you don't get any dinner tonight." With a final laugh, the girls walked out of the kitchen. Rosemary was left all alone in the quiet room. Rosemary closed her eyes and took a shaky breath. As she reached for the spilled bucket, a strange, vivid memory flashed in her mind. She saw the intense, piercing eyes of a man. She had never met him in the real world, but she knew him perfectly in her mind. He felt like safety, like pure power, and like a promise. It's just a dream, she told herself firmly, pushing the memory away. He only exists in your dreams. By the time Rosemary finished mopping the floor, her back ached and her fingers were completely numb from the cold water. She slipped out of the kitchen quietly, avoiding the main dining hall where the rest of the pack was gathering for the evening feast. She walked down into the quiet basement corridors to her room. It was a tiny space, little more than an old storage closet with a small cot and a single thin blanket, but to Rosemary, it was a sanctuary. It was the only place where Anna and the others couldn't reach her. She closed the wooden door behind her and pushed the small bolt lock into place. A soft sigh of relief escaped her lips as she kicked off her damp shoes. Finally, she was alone. She lay down on the narrow cot, pulling the faded blanket up to her chin. This was always the best part of her day. In this tiny, dark room, she didn't have to be the broken, mateless Omega. She didn't have to carry the weight of everyone's mockery. She closed her eyes, letting the tension leave her tired muscles, and waited for sleep to take her. She smiled softly into the dark. It was time to escape."what are you thinking?" Zoe asked, walking out of the bath with a hand towel as she wiped on her hair."Nothing" Arabella denies, running her hands through her hair. She stood up and walked to the cupboard by the side, pulling out the hair dryer."Let me," Zoe offers, takes the hand dryer and starts to blow dry her hair."There is nothing to worry about, everything has been taken care of" Zoe assures.Silent engulfed the room for a few seconds before Arabella demanded, "Did Ms Amanda understand the situation?" She is worried they might be offended by their relationship."Hmmm, she is always understanding," Zoe explains.Arabella nodded but didn't say anything even though she so much wanted to.Zoe could tell from her look that something is eating her up, she spines the chair over making her face her completely."She is understanding as well, but not as forgiven as her aunt. I don't blame her, I'm pretty sure everyone in her shoes would do the same." Zoe starts."I hurt her, Zoe. " Ar
"Why did you lie to her and make her believe she was the one you loved? Why did you do all those things only to let her down at the tail end? Why Zoe? " She yells, demanding an answer." I'm sorry aunt," Zoe said, tears running down her cheeks. She understands all that it means, the feeling of being lied to and she is more than sorry."I honestly thought I could keep her, that we could be something more but then, I realized I am not deserving of her love. " Zoe explains, "It was never my intention to hurt her, I swear, aunt, there has never been a thought in my head other than protecting her and taking care of her" she said with all honesty." Is that so? Why then did you hurt her this much? " Amanda demands furiously."The heart doesn't lie, you can be the judge of that yourself. I can't choose whom to love and neither can I tell my heart whom to beat for. I sincerely apologize for everything, most especially for toiling with your trust and love. I know how important Evie is to you,
"I'm sorry for hurting you all these years, for judging you and leaving you when you needed me most" Arabella cries in pity."You did nothing wrong" Zoe tries to coax but Arabella is way too out of the league."No, I'm a bad person. I ignored your love for another, I bluntly hurt your feelings saying there will never be an Us. I caused you pain for years yet you never curse or judge me. I walk away from your life but you always stood by me and never made me feel less of the person I've always been to you" she explains in tears."You were doing just fine without me, so I was until I saw you after years of distance looking so happy with Evie. I didn't know why but I felt jealous, I felt hurt. Maybe I'm just selfish, maybe I just want everything for me" she cries."I never realized until I saw you two, just then I understood how egoist I am. Seeing you two made me feel things I've never felt before, not even for Rowan or Jack. I couldn't stand you two, that's why I left when you were sin
The truth is always hard to accept, and difficult to come to terms with.Zoe thought she could make herself come to terms with the idea of wanting to move on but it turns out feelings are not just something one can erase.Realizing she can't live without her one true love, she decides to go for it, it's her last chance anyways.If she gets accepted, it'd be a miracle and if she gets rejected, it'll be no surprise though she will be hurt.On the other hand, Arabella lay back on the couch staring at the white ceiling above all lost in thought.Nothing had ever been the same ever since she left Zoe's apartment. She's lost everything, her fiance whom she thought loved her until it turned out the opposite and her best friend whom she has always ignored her love until things start streaming from within bringing weird feelings she's never thought she had.A knock came at the door pulling her off her thoughts, she frowned wondering who it might be.Deciding to see who it is, she carries her t
"Did you feel like you both were the only people in this world when he was with you?" Zoe asked and she nodded her head shyly, this left Zoe sad but seeing her friend all happy, she had no choice but to be happy with her..."What does it mean, Zoe?" Arabella questions as she stares back at her frie
When Arabella notices her by the door, she turns her face in the other direction. She was still sad, and with no other choice, Zoe walked to her bedside..."Rabella?" She called out but didn't receive any response from her..."I know you are mad at me and I am sorry..." She said apologetically a
"What is wrong, honey?" Her mum questioned after she seemed to have settled down a bit..." mum, dad...am I a bad person?" Her question made her parents look at themselves in confusion..." No, honey...you are the sweetest and kind person in the world," her mum said and her dad just nods his head w
"Rabella?" Zoe calls out to her friend..." Yes, Zoe, "Arabella replied as she turned to her friend with a cute smile on her face..." Let's go to the field...it will be much more fun playing there" Zoe proposes and Arabella agrees by taking her hands and pulling her in the direction of the field.
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