Give him a chance okay....
Grace's words ring in my head as I make my way up the front steps to the house. Opening the door slowly and quietly as I can, I sneak back in to the house to the sound of the piano being played. It was midday and that sound sort of relaxed me a little.I didn't recognize the melody, so I assumed it was a freestyle or a song I've never heard before. Cautiously, I make my way towards the front door of the living room and hide behind the wall next to it before looking in. The living room was a mess. It's like he took out his anger on the sofa, table and a few flower pots. Gosh this is definitely my fault. He read your diary, your right it's his own fault. I agree with my own mental remark.The melody hits a wrong key and he cussed before grabbing a glass on top of the piano and emptying it's contents. I yelp when he flungs the glass my way and it hits the inside wall of the living room at the wall adjacent to the one I was hiding bFuck him.I shut my eyes, my head turning towards the ceiling as I desperately try to satisfy myself with my fingers. He had left me aching and wet after that talk at the pool which by the way went splendidly. I'm now aware that I'm a user and a dick digger. Digging for all the cum it can make me pass. After that I retired to my old room to spite him into sleeping with me like he threatened but he hasn't come for me. It's still day light he will, I thought. Oh god i hope he does. I've never wanted something the way I'm craving for his dick right now. Okay now trying to move faster. Gosh how can I cum like this? I widen my legs and the ache just feels more annoying. "Come on!" I exclaim frustratedly. With a sigh I withdraw my fingers after waisting my energy. I can't take this. I turn over and scream into my pillow just as my phone buzzes with a notification.I opened it and tap on the message icon.Herman: masterbate quietly, I'm trying to read.If you can talk about dread it's wha
_____ “ 17th October,2005Dear mama,I miss you and I'm so sorry for taking your life. I don't know why I'm writing this to you when I know you're not here anymore. I guess it's because you were the only one I could really talk to. Mama, I'm hurting everywhere. He beat me yesterday and now I can't sleep. I'm still in the basement, bleeding, tired and so hungry. But I killed you. Now there's no one to love me. Mama forgive me. I hope he kills me soon so I'd see you again and apologize. Mama, why didn't you let him kill me when I was six? Now look what I did to you. I'm not worthy of anything you gave to me. I'm broken mama and no one would ever love me because you're gone.”___The page has water marks and is partly covered in blood. Is it his blood? Oh god, and judging by the date gaps from the thirteenth to the seventeenth is a maximum of four days. What happened to him during these days except
Chapter Song: daisy grey saviour.Herman flexes his arms, shaking them out a little. I remain completely dumbfounded, staring at him like an idiot. My eyes take all of him in, from his bare feet....wait his bare feet! Herman's feet are bare?!Thea, stop being stupid."What are you doing?" I ask, nervously.He just walks towards a bench and takes a seat,"you wanted to see my scars." He says, nonchalantly."You don't have to...."" I want you to." I look at him stunned and watch as a smirk pulls on his lips," scared?" He taunts, flexing his pecks. Involuntarily, I blush and avert my eyes. "Don't....um....do that," I pointed a finger at him, moving it in a circular motion at his chest. "Come," his voice is soft and I open my eyes to look at him. His expression is soft, he has his hand stretched out for me to take. Sighing, I make my way towards him slowly and place my hand in his. It looks so small in his, like c
____20th October 2005.Dear mama, I know you said you loved him, but mama did you really stop to think if he loves you? He hates all of us, me the most. That day when I was six started off alright since dad was no where around. The scotching heat of the sun that stood over head was too much to bare. So the young me thought it alright to take my mask off . We were playing in the garden with Dante when he appeared. I told Dante to hide and he did, but I was too late to myself when his eyes landed on me.He slapped me hard across the cheek, sending me stumbling to the ground. My head hit a sharp rock and a wound opened immediately. No matter how much I cried he kept beating and kicking me. Over and over again. Just like he does now. Kicking my stomach repeatedly and punching every part of my body.He yelled in my ears," where is your mask you demon child! I hate your fucking ugly face so much!"Now I hate my face too. Beaten bruis
Herman.I fire my weapon one more time, making sure the bastard is dead. Fuck! I was completely set off track by these russian idiots, again. My day at work was stressful enough as it is. Now I have to take care of these spineless snakes seeking revenge. After these attacks and attempts of breaking in have become more frequent, I'm not sure letting Thea anywhere but my house is safe. Not just anyone has access so I know she's safer there than anywhere else. All my close family must come and stay there for a while until all this is sorted."Draco!" I call out as I loosen my bullet proof vest."Sir!" He answers immediately, turning his entire body to face me."I need all the statistics on all the rebel russians by tomorrow morning," his shot in the head a second later and I close my eyes in a grimace. Footsteps approach me and I peel them open to find Shantel approaching me. She is in her all black body armor, bullet proof vest and all. Hugging her curves and making her look like the sed
My eyes are swollen by morning and my head hurts like a bitch. All this because a man I swore not to fall for broke my heart yesterday with is stupid words. Though do I hate him now? Nope. Actually that's why I'm crying in the kitchen and stuffing my face with cereal so that he finds me and gives me a hug. Then I cry some more and tell him to let me go so he'd fight for me and we end up kissing. I apologize, he does too and we end up watching a sad movie in the TV room while cuddling and kissing away our pain.Does that happen? No! And it makes me feel more sad. So I called Grace and disturbed her sleep."Hello," she answers into the receiver sounding sleepy.I sniffle," hey Grace. You still asleep?""Yes. Do you have a flue?" She asks."No...I don't." I answer and I hear someone groan before shuffling. "Give me a second," she says sounding more awake. The line goes quiet for a second before I here the wooshing sound of the wind beating against the trees and birds singing in the dista
Thea."We need to talk," I say straightening my posture to seem more intimidating. He folds his arms and I see that my actions amuse him."Let's do it in the bedroom." He suggests and soon I'm watching him take a shower and change. This time I stayed glued to the bed not willing to get distracted by his body parts. Soon enough he comes to rest on the bed besides me and I blow out a breath readying myself to do what I planned."Someone called. A brown skinned woman who was half naked, care to explain who she is?" I sit up to match his posture. "She had a caller ID isn't it? So why are you asking me again?"I knew he'd do this. " Herman what exactly is wrong with you? Are you ever going to answer any questions I ask you?""I do when the question is sensible," he retorts."So me being concerned about what my husband is doing outside this house is stupid?" He turns his piercing gaze my way. " If you were really concerned about any of that you'd ask me how my day was not sit here and assu
The icy feel the water gives my body is thrilling. I squeeze shampoo onto my palm, feeling the strawberry sented soap calm my nerves even more. By the time I was done I felt satisfied and calmer than I was thirty minutes ago. Wait.... thirty minutes? Shit. Hurriedly, I make my way to the closet, already feeling lazy to dress up. I just want to stay naked. Searching through my options I settle on a lose sleeveless dress in a light blue colour, with a pink hue staining the bottom. I don't put on anything else on the inside and just apply a lite moisturizer on my skin. I love the way the dress hugs my body but is loose enough to enable me to move freely and still feel dressed. It ends just under my knees and I like that because I have no under ware on. Safety first right? Huh? Huh?.....oh you don't get it.By the time I'm going back down stairs I hear Herman and grace having a conversation in the kitchen."I can't do it later....yes a few days postponing the trip yes but not a whole month