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It’s finally here!
The day I’ve been waiting for, for as long as I can remember.
I’ve trained everyday for years to be here, and now I’m standing at the starting line.
Unlike in the human world where football and baseball are the main event, in the wolf packs, we have three.
Moonlit Boxing, where they battle in both forms, shifting back and forth easily finding a way to take down their opponents.
Then there’s Apex hunting, where they work in teams to find the biggest game and bring it back. They spend a week in the wild and whoever comes back with the most wins. It’s not all about size though, there was one year a team brought back so many squirrels and rabbits that they ended up beating the team that had brought back ten bears.
Then there’s my contest, the Savage Speed Race. The goal is to be the first one through the finish line, but the catch is short of murder… You can do whatever you want to your opponents to ensure your victory. There are rules, like no weapons, no outside help. It’s just the list of what you can’t do, isn’t very long.
Which poses a problem for me because I never received my wolf. So, what I can do to them, and what they can do to me are two very different things.
No matter though, I have worked like hell to anticipate and prepare for anything they might throw at me.
I can do this.
Strength, speed and stealth, three traits wolves live by.
We’re all competing for the chance to compete at the Lupa Elite Shadow pack competition. The competition is held every five years, I was too young for the last one, but now I’m twenty- one and more than ready to make a name for myself.
Anything other than wolf-less freak will do.
Honestly, it hasn’t all been bad. My boyfriend, Sam, has a lot to do with that though. As future Alpha of the pack, he keeps most of the snide comments and hatred at bay.
My foster father helps a lot too. After losing my foster mother when I was ten, he’s made his entire life about me. Making sure I keep up with training, and that I have everything I need to make a name for myself.
He’s my biggest supporter and the closest thing I’ll ever have to family.
They’ve told me I descended from wolves, but my lack thereof makes me believe differently. They won’t tell me more though, I just know I’m not from this pack and my parents were wolves. They have no idea why my wolf has yet to emerge.
I choose to believe I’m okay with all of that. It’s not something I want to concern myself with, when things could have ended a lot worse for someone like me. I was lucky, getting placed with a family that actually cares about me and has done nothing short of taking care of me most of my life.
“You got this, Thea! Show them your wild side!” My head swings to the side, looking over at my best friend. Kiera, she left the pack when we turned eighteen, traveling to different packs, different species, and human lands to explore more of the world. I’ve missed her like crazy, and I’m so excited that she’s back, it’s like things haven’t changed between us at all.
I smile at her, then look next to her at Sam as they both stand there with a smile on their face watching me get ready for the race. Something inside me shivers, my gaze momentarily scans the crowd, but I come up short at what the feeling is.
I turn away from them, needing to focus. I can’t let anyone distract me. I refuse to let anyone distract me from my goal. ‘You got this, Love.’ The voice in my head whispers.
I face forward, getting into position, then the gun shoots into the sky.
The race is on.
As soon as my mates see me, they all shift back to human. Each one staring at me, and all of them silent. I look between the four of them, my body already reacting to theirs. Something inside me begging for their touch. It’s nothing I haven’t felt before. I’ve wanted them from the start, wanted their hands on my skin, but now it feels… Heightened. Unbearable, to last another single second without them close to me.But I continue to look between them. I don’t know how to do this… Do I choose? Will one be mad if I choose the other first? I’ve never really had this problem before, but with the distrust running through them right now. I’m scared to make the wrong move here.“We know you feel it now, Thea. Our wolves can feel the bond even stronger now. Tell us what to do.” Orion whispers, and my eyes meet his. I sigh, not sure how to convey my fear without them thinking I want someone more, when I don’t.It doesn’t matter the downfalls I’ve had with them; the bond is pulling me towards on
‘Running isn’t going to help anything.’ I tell Sage, who proceeds to scoff into my mind. ‘Look who’s talking. All you do is run.’ She snaps. My eyebrows knit. ‘That’s not true.’She chuckles, but it’s humorless. ‘You ran time and time again when we first met our mates. You ran from the witch. You ran from your mates and went back to Sam. You are always running away from them and now you have the nerve to shame me for doing the same. For doing what you’ve trained me to do. You leave when things get hard. Things were starting to get hard, so I pull away before they can scare you too much, and yet, I’m the problem?’My head shakes, ‘I didn’t leave them for Sam.’ I snap, and I swear I can hear her eyes roll. ‘You didn’t have to leave, Thea. You could have dealt with it together. Why do you think we have four mates? It’s not just so we can have a giant fuck fest. We need each of them! And each of them needs you.’‘I’m not just scared of the quote, fuck fest.’ I tell her and she chuckles, ‘
Cyrus and Orion’s wolves are both midnight black, beautiful and with their gorgeous blue eyes, they look royal in a sense. Colt and Vince are both the color of darkened ash, having gray perfectly placed around their bodies, breaking up the black in their fur. They’re all huge, towering over my form, just as if we were humans.I can’t believe I’ve never taken the time to get to know their wolves. They’ve been wanting me since we first met and yet they’ve held them back to help me settle and feel more secure around here.‘You’re nearly invisible.’ Cyrus says into my mind, his blue eyes trained on my wolf. I look down at my paw, I’m black, but not just black the darkest shade of black. Vantablack. ‘If it wasn’t for your eyes.’ Cyrus says in amazement.I look back up at him. ‘They’re purple. Like when your phoenix comes out, they seem to glow.’ Cyrus answers my unasked question. ‘I have a wolf.’ I tell him, shock evident in my voice.I honestly can’t believe it. I’ve always thought I was
The healer walks towards us instantly, but my mind is a whirlwind. I don’t want to be here. Somewhere in my brain, I know I don’t need to be here. Regardless of the pain in my stomach ricocheting through my entire body.Orion grabs my restless body and tries to keep me still while the healer tries to place his hands on me. He barely lasts a second before he pulls back with a pained sound.He looks at the burn on his hand, then back at me with wide eyes. I shake my head, “Orion, I can’t be here. I need air.” I rasp, trying to stand, trying to make it to the door.I fail.Falling to the ground and wreathing in pain, when I hear a bone snap. The surprise is enough to dull the pain for a moment, but then I cry out as another breaks.What is happening?‘Hello, Thea. My name is Sage.’ The new voice travels through my mind, waking me up to what is happening. And as if it clicks for Orion at the same time, he speaks, “She’s shifting.” He whispers, I’m not sure if it’s fear or amazement I hear
No.I take a step forward, but Vince pulls me back. Anger flares through me and I grab the arm holding and he let’s go hissing in pain. I don’t bother seeing what just happened as I move closer to the window.I get there, rising on my tippy toes to peak through. My eyes capture on the woman… She looks so much like me, but older, more knowledgeable about life.She’s not a dumb woman; you can see it in the calculating in her eyes as she thinks over the deal. But if she’s not dumb, why can’t she see what she means by that? Why can’t she see the fact she’s talking about false love?She doesn’t care if it’s real…I look into the corner, the little girl standing there, her hand on her cheek and her eyes on the ground… Silent.Silent, as they talk about what to do with her. Silent, as they discuss how her life is going to play out. Silent, as they discuss the best way for her to be a pawn in all the games they play.I watch her with pity… But it’s me. That little girl, she’s me. Have I ever
We walk through the trees, making our way quickly as Vince pulls me behind him and I try to keep up. He quickly pulls up to the side, hiding behind a giant willow tree, and puts his finger on his lips, signaling for me to be quiet.I have so many questions… And for some reason my number one question is, shouldn’t they be able to scent us, we’re so close to the small cabin. I guess if they’re not paying attention…“Please!” The woman’s voice hits me like a ton of bricks because… I’ve heard it before. I don’t know when, and I don’t know where, but the voice sounds as familiar to me as breathing.My head snaps up, as I try to look into the window I can barely see her through.I’m too far away…I make a move to move closer, but Vince keeps me still, leaning over closely to my ear and whispering, “Seeing you could change everything. Colt wasn’t wrong about changing history and unless you’re willing to possibly lose them… You need to stay here.”I swallow deeply, squinting my eyes to try an







