Chapter Four

Olivia's POV

While I struggled with him, he sent his left hand inside my skirt and my fear broadened. Jaden can't do this to me, I'm not ready for this yet.

I begged him to stop but he didn't. 

His big strong right hand held me on the couch while he unlocked his zipper and pulled down his pants with his left hand.

My anxiety grew even further as he tore my panties and slide his cork forcefully into my vagina.

" Oh...fuck! " he moaned while began thrusting

 harder and harder.

 I couldn't move a muscle anymore since did the deed had been done. 

I had lost my virginity to Jaden forcefully. I laid there and wept in silence while he kept thrusting and thrusting until he came right inside of me.

I noticed he stopped and slowly rested his disgusting body on mine, while he tried catching his breath.

Without peeking, I move my hand and reached for the glass of wine on the table, and luckily, I was able to get it.

I picked up the glass of wine and poured it on his face, which inconvenienced him. That way I was able to push him off my body and got on my feet immediately.

" Olivia... Calm down please."

"What the hell is wrong with you, Jaden? What have you done? " I screamed in fury and brooked him from holding my hand.

I nabbed my backpack from the chair and ran out of the house immediately.

" Olivia, please wait! I love you!" I heard him call after me but I didn't stop to look at him as I took to my heels and got to the elevator as quickly as I could. I pushed the button for the ground floor and hoped he never came after me.

On getting outside, I hurried to the road and luckily I was able to get a taxi and I boarded it back home.

I got home feeling angry and agitated. I was so paranoid about why the hell Jaden would act in that manner with me? How could he stoop so low?

I felt so restless and couldn't think of anything else but the look on his face when he didn't care about my feelings and took advantage of me.

I thought he was a nice person? I trusted that guy with all my heart, how could he force himself on me?

I wasn't competent enough to stop him, perhaps that was why he forced himself on me.

I didn't think of taking off my clothes, I crawled into my bed and folded under the sheets quietly.

His actions got to me, I never expected much from him.

 I heard my phone ringing, I checked and discovered that he was the one calling.

I rejected the call and put my phone on silent mode,  before flinging it far away from me. I don't think there will ever be a better explanation for his actions or will I ever get over this.

I turned on the bed and faced up, staring at the ceiling. I felt so disappointed. I knew I had made a mistake falling for someone like him?

I kept fretting about the entire thing and didn't know when I slept off.

I woke up hours later, with my head feeling all heavy and muddled. Well, why wouldn't it? When I felt hunted by my thoughts.

I picked up my phone and saw eighteen missed calls and three-voice notes. ten from Jaden and the rest from Paige.

I opened the voice notes and two messages were from Jaden.

" Please Olivia, I'm sorry." He said on the first voice note.

" Olivia, I said I'm sorry! Can you please answer my calls? I beg of you, just give me a chance to explain. I Love you so much" The second note read.

" Vee, hope you are ready? I will be coming over soon. See you!" The third voice note from Paige read.

I soughed and dumped my phone back on the bed. I've already gotten the biggest shock of my life, that I'm still trying to process. I don't need any more surprises.

Yes I got raped by my boyfriend but crying over it wouldn't bring it back so I had to suck it all up and continue with my life, I didn't think of myself as weak or too frail for a guy to take advantage of. I knew it was fate but it ain't gonna bring me down.

I recalled that I had received a voice not from Paige and was about to pick up the phone again when I heard a knock on the door. Sluggishly, I stood up from my bed and go to get the door.

I opened the door and surprisingly, well, not quite surprising. It was Paige.

" Geez! Girl, what's wrong with you? Why weren't you answering any of my calls? I beeped you like a million times." She grumbled immediately after the door opened.

I scanned her from her head to her shoes and she looked all spiffed up. 

Hmmm! A black leather skirt, and a white crop top, rocking it with black boots.

" It was just eight missed calls, Paige. Quit being overdramatic. " I rolled my eyes as I moved out of the way for her to come in.

" hold on. why aren't you ready yet?" She asked and it suddenly came to me that we had plans for the evening.

Gosh! It slipped my mind.

" What have you been doing since your got home, Olivia?" Nearly biting my ears off.

" I got back quite exhausted and so I dozed, okay?" I replied and sat on the bed and she scoffed.

" Really? Do you even realize what the time says, Olivia? And now you are gonna spoil my plans of touching Alpha Kurt tonight." She whined.

No wonder she is all spiffed up.

" Come on Vee, you are such a fun sponge. I told you countless times to be ready on time so we can make it to the arena on time, how could you have forgotten?" She said angrily and I sighed and stood up from the bed.

" I'm sorry, bestie. I said holding my two ear lobes. Just give me a few minutes and I will be ready before you know it." I pleaded and ran into the bathroom.

I quickly took a shower and came with a towel but surprisingly, Paige had already picked out the outfit and shoe she wanted me to wear for the party.

" Seriously?" 

" Go put on some clothes, Olivia. And please make it snappy!" She sanctioned as she picked up the outfit from the bed and handed them over to me.

It was a white short dress and a black wedge shoe which were already lying on the floor.

I scoffed and walked to my closet to get my panties and bra after moisturizing my skin. I changed into the gown and wore my shoes before proceeding to the mirror to see how it looked on me.

It was too short and kinda revealing my attractive body.

 " Wow! You madam are sure gonna pull some neck at the party tonight." Paige said from behind, as she admired my outfit.

" I don't think I can go in these Paige. It's kinda..."

" it's perfect! " she cut me off before I could finish a sentence then picked up a brush from my dressing table and began brushing my hair.

I sighed and folded my hands while I watched her brush my hair through the mirror and how freely they fell on my shoulders.

I took a pink shade of lipstick and applied them to my lips. That was the only makeover I did since I wasn't a fan of heavy makeup and I'm being dragged to the party that I don't want to go to, so I don't care.

" hurry up, Olivia. Let's get going."  She announced as she picked up my pair of shoes and handed them to me.

" Can you please relax, the party isn't running away?"  I grumbled.

" Yeah, but time is girl!" 

I took the shoes back and picked out my black sneakers.

" What are you doing?" 

" I don't quite feel like heels today, I want to wear something easy and comfy."  I took the sneaker and sat on my bed to put them on.

I wore them on and went for my black purse and when I turned to look at Paige, I noticed she was staring at me.

" what- What's wrong? I asked with a scoff and her smile widened.

" Can I be honest with you?" She asked.

" Yeah?" 

" You look amazing." She said and I blushed but tried to stifle it with an eye roll.

" So can we get going?" I asked to shift from the topic and she giggled as if she knew what I was doing and took her purse and we started.