Plodding on

I jolt awake in the cold damp cave im sleeping in, i dreamed of Lukes last minutes alive, i saw the silver blade wizz through the air and embed itself into the love of my life, i saw him drop to the floor, as i watched him die my heart stopped my heart shattering, tears streaming down my face, i feel so empty, i have let blaze take over for the last few days, not that it really made much difference all we did was mope from one place to the next, at night i would sleep in human form to give Blaze a break, i would just curl into a ball and lie there more often than not staring at the cave wall and if i did eventually fall asleep i was haunted by night mares of Lukes last moments or of him calling me through the mind link, which i think is broken somehow, i keep getting Luke call me through the link, at first i listened or answered but as soon as my senses caught up to me and i realised i was talking to the dead, my world shattered all over again, so i had to block him out or i wouldn'