MARSHA'S POV:-
I was standing by the coffee machine, preparing myself my fifth cup of coffee since I stepped into the office. I was not able to concentrate at all. Even if I would blink, I was seeing her face. I did not sleep at all. I was worried because I had a case to take care of but I was not able to work on that. Even four cups of coffee were not able to wake up my mind to work on something other than my nightmare.
It was strange, ever since I had turned sixteen, I had been having the same nightmare. Especially when Halloween is near. "Happy Halloween everyone. I wish you a lot of sweet memories and sour happinesses with your family." My friend and my partner, Sara Danish greeted everyone as she stepped into the main hall of the precinct. I rolled my eyes in annoyance and filled my cup with the coffee.
I pretended as I really did not remember if it was halloween. Definitely, I knew it was halloween but I really never liked halloween. Halloween always dug up all the wounds I had bore years ago. And until now, things were not fine as well. Sometimes, it really felt as if I was missing a piece of me. Something that was precious but long lost. Something that makes you feel incomplete. Something that was closer to you than your beating heart.
I went back to my desk and Sara followed me behind. I took my seat and Sara wrapped her arms around me from behind. I rolled my eyes again and tapped on her arms. She broke the hug and pulled her chair. She sat down beside me and studied my face thoroughly. "Oh my God, don't tell me it is back again. Don't tell me you had that nightmare again?" She asked me in a panicked tone. I sighed and looked at her. I held the cup of my coffee in front of her eyes.
"This is my fifth cup since I stepped into this precinct." I replied and she snatched the cup from my hand. She took a sip then spitted it out. I sighed again as I knew she was about to start her lecture over how dark my coffee was and why was I having this much strong coffee and all? I held my hands in the air. She opened her mouth to say something but she immediately shut it in a few moments. I grabbed the papers I had in front of me and started reading them. I knew I was not really in a good state but I had to do my work.
"But how? I remembered doctor Brian saying that it was the last time you had that nightmare. There will be no more nightmares for you. He claimed it pretty confidently. So how is that possible?" She asked and I gritted my teeth. I was really angry with that good for nothing doctor. His claims were as lame as the claims every politician makes before they win the seat they desire. And after that, they forget everything as if they were not the ones who had made promises with the people. I grabbed my coffee cup that she had set on our desk and took a huge sip.
"That is because he can not understand my problem at all. He is handling my case as I am a psychopath. I am not a psycho, I just needed his help so I could get rid of these stupid nightmares. But guess what, I think soon I will lose my job as well. I can not concentrate on my work at all." I replied to her in an annoyed tone and she rubbed my back like a sister. I held my head in my hands as my head again started throbbing with the pain I had been feeling ever since I had woken up. I really was not able to sleep at all after that stupid nightmare.
"Why is it happening with you? Even after three years of therapy with the best phycologist in Bray city, how is it even possible that you are still having those nightmares?" She asked me and I looked around. Then I signalled her to come closer. She also looked around then pulled her chair closer towards me.
"This time, it was not just a nightmare. I saw her. She was standing right in front of me. I saw someone else as well, but in the dream. Fir the first time, the nightmare ended with a dream. He was someone who felt like I have known him but I can not seem to remember him at all. My life is fully fucked up. Do you know when I stepped into the precinct?" I replied then asked her and she shrugged her shoulders. Of course, she had just stepped into the precinct. How could she know when I entered that fucking place.
"I came here at five o'clock in the morning. I am telling you. I saw her standing right in front of me." I replied and she gave me a confused look. She stood up and went away. I knew she must be thinking of me as a mental patient. For years I had been telling her every single time I had that nightmare but it was too much. Even I would have said that if anyone would have told me something like that. But I knew I was not lying.
Sara came back to our desk with two cans of coke in her hands. She grabbed my coffee and emptied it in the plant vase. She handed me one coke can and took her seat again. "What if, it was not a dream but a signal. What if Sierra is not just a delusion as you have been thinking about her? What if you never really needed any help from Brian? What if Sierra is someone real and she needs your help? What if it all signals she has been giving you so you would help her?" She replied and I looked at her with my mouth agape and my eyes widened. I went all pale as if I had seen a ghost. But in reality, I was just thinking, what if Sara was actually right.
MARSHA'S POV:-Actually, I remembered again the time when I saw her standing right in front of me. It felt as if I was still sleeping or she was real. I opened my mouth to ask her what made her say that but I saw Dr Brian coming towards us. I rolled my eyes as I knew what made him come to me."Hello beautiful ladies. How are you both?" He asked us and Sara stood up. I stared at her and signalled her not to say anything. She rolled her eyes but then she nodded her head. I sighed in relief seeing her response."We are fine, Dr Brian. How are you?" She asked and hooked one of her arms around his shoulders. I shook my head and opened the drawer of my desk to check some papers about the case I was working on."I am fine, thank you. How are you, Miss Alford? I hope everything is fin
MARSHA'S POV:-"Now what do you think? You are also invited. Will you come to the party with me?" He asked me and I sighed. I forced a smile on my face as I knew I had no other way. To be honest, Brian was really not my type. Hell, I never really knew what was my type. But I was sure Brian was not. Not that he was a bad person. He was not. He was kind and very gentle. I had known him ever since I had come back to Ireland. He had been my therapist ever since. But I really did not feel that I could be in a relationship with him. Or if I would date him ever. He was tall and handsome. But still he was not the one for me. But this time, I really did not have any other choices but to accept his proposal. All though it was just a date."Okay, I will be there. Just don't come to my apartment to pick me up." I replied and he f
MARSHA'S POV:-When we came back to Ireland, we learned the most bitter truth of our lives. My dad's best friend, whom my father trusted most. He actually took everything from my dad.When on one side I was sick, while on the other side, my father was fighting the man who he had trusted most. Dad went to his lawyer and turned out that his lawyer was actually with my dad's friend. They tricked my dad at the funeral of my mother and made him sign the papers that said my dad handed over everything to his friend.My dad went to court to claim what was truly his but nobody listened to him. They proved my father as a crazy man and he was sent to the mental hospital.After all that, my uncle came and took me to London. From Mira Lawrence,
MARSHA'S POV:-"Marsha and Sara, in my office right now." Captain Falcon said and he went back into his office. I rolled my eyes and stood up from my chair. I looked at Sara who was equally puzzled as I was. I shrugged my shoulders and she sighed. Sara came to me and leaned over my ear."What the fuck is wrong with the fatso now? What does he want from us?" She whispered into my ear and I shrugged my shoulders."I don't know but let me guess, Captain fatso has too much garbage that he could not handle at all. So he is calling us to clean all his garbage. Such a lazy fat ass." I whispered softly and we both froze into our tracks. We looked at each other's faces and broke into laughter fits. We laughed carelessly over the compliment I had given for my boss."Stop laughing like crazy women you both ar
MARSHA'S POV:-"So, will you tell us the story of the most difficult case you have solved? We would like to know. Also, it would polish our skills." Sara asked captain Falcon and I barely controlled my laugh. She was fooling him and I knew he would buy it. He was one of those people who seek audience and fame. Such a foolish man to work with us. I knew him very well."Of course I will tell you. About seven years ago, it was the first week of September. I was just a step away to become the captain. A man came to the precinct reporting for a missing girl. The captain of the precinct handed me that case along with ten officers to help me. I was in charge of leading them and I was my first case to lead a team by myself.." He started telling us the story and we both pulled the chairs closer to his seat to sit beside him."What ha
MARSHA'S POV:-"How could a mother leave her child totally helpless? Was she really Sierra's mother?" I asked Captain Falcon and he grinned proudly while looking at me. I was one of the smartest officers working under him. He knew he could expect that kind of question from me."That's why you are one of the smartest officers working under me. She was not Sierra's biological mother. Sierra was given to her by her sister, because she had lost her six children. She never gave birth to a single living child. All dead babies. She did not like her sister either, that was why she left." He replied and I felt pure rage inside my chest for that woman. Because of her selfishness, Sierra had suffered this much."So, Brian Doyle told us everything and we suspected her father and her step mother. We tried to find her real parents if they would have ta
MARSHA'S POV:-It took us almost three hours to gather all the belongings captain Falcon had. We drove him to his home along with all his belongings. His place was fully decorated. Everyone was getting ready for the party. I sighed as I really was not in the mood to attend that stupid party. We set everything in its place. Then we bid our goodbyes and stepped out of his house. We hopped into my car and drove off.I went shopping with Sara after dropping captain Falcon at his place. I did not have anything to wear at the party. Sara had taste in all fashion and dressings that was why I took her with me. I thought she would be helpful but later I regret my decision for bringing her with me. She really was a shopping addicted person.After an hour of searching, I finally started thinking that I was out of my mind when I asked Sara to c
MARSHA'S POV:-I stopped my car in front of that deserted house. It was all dark around and the house was abandoned. That place scared the hell out of me. But I had to check the place. It felt like that place was pulling me towards it. As if it was a magnet and I was a metal element. I pulled my gun out of the dash of my car and checked it, if it was loaded. I stuffed two more refills into the gun belts that were on both of my thighs.I then hopped out of the car and went towards that house. The whole street was deserted. That made me think what would have happened here that the whole street was deserted like no one ever lived there. I did not forget to grab the flashlight I had into my car. I made my way towards the house and checked. I peeked through the windows. But I did not see anything. I tried to look for anyth