[Kayden's POV]
I have never loved a woman to the point of losing myself. Since I started to recognize my feelings for her, she was the only one that I care about. I put her on a pedestal, taking away my pride, swallowing every ton of hurt that I feel whenever I don't hear a comeback I love you from her, giving her every favor though I feel like she had only kept me for her use. Kinaya kong lahat ng iyon because I was determined that eventually, I will have her heart.
And I thought I did. But I just thought.
Sinubukan kong gumalaw but I couldn't move a muscle. My head hurts from taking in over a dose of alcohol. I tried to move my hands but they hurt the same too. I might have broken every knuckle I have from beating the wall of this room. Ni hindi ko na kinayang umabot sa kama. I wasn't able to make it to bed last night because I've passed out when I've drained all my force of beating the wall. Ang natatandaan ko, hinatid ako ni Dino dito para m
[Fia's POV]Myshoulders were shaking and my eyes were blinded with tears as Kayden sauntered to my side, his moistened eyes fixed on mine. His eyes that always know what I feel. His eyes that speak to me now of how much he loves me."Kay-den..."I muttered softly, my voice shaking.Though I was weak and strictly in complete bed rest ay sinikap ko na bumangon agad. I was about to jump into his arms when he caught me with his and shut me into a tight embrace. Sobrang mahigpit na mahigpit ko rin siyang niyakap at tuluyan na akong napahagulhol. I hardly buried my face against his chest, taking into my senses his homey and incomparable warmth, his subtle comfort, his all too familiar scent, his heavy breathing, his erratic heartb
[Fia's POV] "Daddy I want a pigtail hairstyle! I don't want this lousy braided ponytail!"My little girl pouted while she removed the pink band her daddy tied on her copper curly hair. A smile broke on my lips. Our little girl looked so cute with her crinkled round chocolate brown eyes and pouted red little lips. She was already three years old and she had grown so pretty and adorable. Only, she could get a handful at times. Kasalanan rin ng daddy niya dahil masyado niyang ini-spoil ang anak namin. Her daddy sighed and took the pink band on her hand."I thought you liked the pony. You've been asking me to do that hairstyle for so long. You said it's your favorite."
[Fia's POV]My Baby,I've always dreamed of giving you a letter ever since we were kids but failed. I've lost count how many letters I've written just to express how sorry I am for making you cry every time I pissed you off. I tried handing them to you, all of it, but I fall short of bravery. I was afraid that you won't take them or you won't read them like how you'd read the letters of my brother. I've watched how your beautiful eyes glow and glimmer with sheer delight every time he hands you his letters. I was scared that I won't see the same vibe from your eyes once you read mine. There were even times that I would only look at you from afar while you read his letters and I couldn't help but envy. How I wished I could also put a smile on your cute little lips or could arouse a gi
[Fia's POV]I'M SCHEDULEDfor an elective cesarean section tomorrow and everything wouldn't sink into me still. Ayaw kong magkaroon ng hiwa ang tiyan ko but Kayden do not want to put my life on risk. My baby boy (turned out opposite from my vision) abruptly increased on my third trimester and became a macro baby weighing almost 9.5 pounds now at my 38th week. Can you imagine how small I am carrying a big baby inside my tummy? My amniotic fluid abruptly increased too and I've developed gestational diabetes along the way. My extremities are swelling and I looked like an ugly bloated fat panda. The worst, umitim ang ilang parte ng katawan ko--my neck, my underarm, my bikini line.My self-esteem is at its lowest and I don't know if I can still get back into shape at kung maibabalik ko pa ang dating kul
"ARE you sure that he's already inside?"I asked the woman who just came out from the room.She had a glittering mask covering half of her face. I cocked an eyebrow as I surveyed her outfit. I didn't know she was to dress this skimpily. Halos lumuwa na ang dibdib niya sa suot na corsette. She even had a lacy stocking on. And wait...was she wearing a thong? Naningkit agad ang mga mata ko. Tinalbugan pa niya ang nightie na suot ko ngayon. Did she..."Yes Ma'am nasa loob na po,"she answered."At huwag kayong mag-alala, sinuot ko lang po 'to para mapapaniwala siya sa plano po ninyo," she said as if reading my mind. Well, good thing. I won't let her have a taste of my merchandise first."O-kay,
[Fia's POV]"GIRLS, is there any drug that can erase a particular memory?"I said and drank my nth glass of vodka. Pareho kaming lahat na nakasalampak sa sahig ng mga kaibigan ko habang ipinangpupulutan ang chocolate at ilang tsitsirya. Hindi ko na matandaan kung nakailang baso na ako dahil dalawang bote na ng grey goose ang nakataob.That night still haunts me, and I couldn't even get his face out of my head. That jerk, I hated him with a passion ever since when we were kids! Bakit siya pa of all people?!"Fia, ano ba talaga ang problema?Aba, dinaig pa natin ang mga sunog baga at araw-araw tayong nag se-session ng inom dito sa bahay niyo? Hinahayaan ka lang namin dahil akala namin na -miss mo kami at trip mo lang 'to. But I could sense na
[Fia's POV]EVERSINCEmga bata pa kami madalas na talaga niya akong iniinis. Cassy, her sister, used to be my closest girl friend way back in grade school. Kapag naabutan ko si Kayden sa bahay nila lalo na at wala si Elijah ay expected ko nang may gagawin siyang kalokohan.Kahit ngayon, tandang-tanda ko parin ang isa sa mga kahayupang ginawa niya sakin nun. I started to hate him because of that. Halos mamatay ako sa takot nun ng sinabuyan niya ako ng live na cockroach which I later found out na laruan lang pala. Takot-takot ako sa cockroach kaya halos nagka nervous breakdown ako. Balde-balde pang luha ang iniyak ko nun na kahit mommy ko ay nahirapan akong patahanin.Hindi ko nga alam kung saan siya nagmana. Sobrang ibang iba ang ugali nila ni Elij
[Kayden's POV]"I hate you..."Fia faintly said when she recovered from her trance.I guess her emotion had died down. Medyo kalmado na ang paghinga niya. She took a swig of the water that she pulled out from the fridge at naupo sa kaharap kong sofa."Careful, babe. You might end up liking me,"I retorted with a grin.Thankfully, my boner showed some mercy on me too. I should probably get this buddy to good use later. Probably with Ally. My flavor of the month."Why are you smiling? Hindi kana nakakatuwa, ha!Unggoy ka talaga! At anong sabi mo? Ikaw magugustuhan ko? Kahit na ikaw nalang siguro ang nag-iisang lalaki s