If there’s one thing I regret about TikTok, it’s how a thirty-second video can ruin your entire life.
Case in point: me, Lila Bennett—straight-A student, aspiring journalist, certified nobody—currently sitting on my bed at midnight with greasy hair in a messy bun, ranting into my front camera about the one person I swore I’d never talk about. Jason Cole. Yes, that Jason Cole. The walking stereotype of every high school rom-com: quarterback, straight white teeth, a jawline sharp enough to cut glass, and an ego so inflated it probably has its own zip code. He’s also the reason I never volunteer to answer questions in history class. Because Jason Cole has mastered the art of leaning over my desk, whispering, “What’s number three?” while flashing me that stupid grin teachers fall for every time. So, naturally, when my best friend texted, “Lila, you should totally expose him on TikTok for stealing your pens again,” I did what any normal, sleep-deprived teenager would do. I pulled out my phone and started recording. “Jason Cole?” I said, smirking at the camera. “Yeah, sure. He’s basically my boyfriend. He steals my pens, cheats off my history homework, and drives me insane. Honestly, the full boyfriend experience.” I snorted at my own sarcasm, tossed my pen dramatically over my shoulder, and hit post. Only my close friends were supposed to see it. A harmless inside joke. A tiny vent into the void. Or so I thought. By the time I woke up the next morning, my phone was a funeral procession of notifications. 🔔 1,000 new likes 🔔 2,300 comments 🔔 17 new followers And worst of all,tag after tag after tag: @JasonColeOfficial. My stomach dropped. “Oh no. Oh no no no no.” Apparently, one of my so-called “close friends” had screen-recorded the video and sent it to someone else, who sent it to someone else, and now—well—now the entire school thought I was claiming Jason Cole as my boyfriend. I walked into the cafeteria that morning, clutching my tray like a riot shield. Whispers exploded as soon as I crossed the threshold. “Is that her?” “That’s the girl in the TikTok!” “Jason’s girlfriend!” I wanted to melt into the tile floor. And then, like a scene ripped out of a movie I never auditioned for, Jason Cole himself stood up from his table. His friends were already laughing, their phones out, filming like this was premium entertainment. Jason brushed his dark hair out of his eyes, locked his annoyingly blue gaze on me, and… waved. “Lila, babe!” he shouted, loud enough for the entire cafeteria to hear. “Save me a seat after school!” I froze. My tray wobbled. Somewhere behind me, someone gasped. Phones clicked. Cameras flashed. I swear my soul left my body, packed a suitcase, and booked a one-way flight to Mars. After lunch, I cornered Jason at his locker. Or at least I tried to corner him, but you can’t exactly intimidate someone when you barely reach their shoulder and they smell like expensive cologne. “What the heck was that?” I hissed. Jason shut his locker with deliberate slowness, leaning against it like he was posing for a teen drama poster. “What was what?” “You know what!” I jabbed my finger at him. “The cafeteria. The shouting. The babe.” I practically choked on the word. He smirked, and I hated—hated—how good he looked doing it. “Oh, that? Just playing along.” “Playing along?” I repeated, stunned. “You turned a private joke into a full-on performance!” “Correction.” Jason pointed at me with a lazy grin. “You turned it into a viral TikTok. I’m just capitalizing on it.” “Capita—?!” I sputtered. “You can’t just—this isn’t—ugh!” Words failed me. English failed me. My entire vocabulary abandoned ship. Jason chuckled, clearly enjoying my meltdown. Then he leaned closer, dropping his voice so only I could hear. “Relax, Bennett. I’m doing you a favor.” “A favor?!” He nodded. “See, my friends made a bet with me. Said I couldn’t keep a girlfriend for more than a month. If I win, I get front-row tickets to the Battle of the Bands concert next month.” I blinked. “And this has… what, exactly, to do with me?” “You’re my girlfriend now.” He said it like it was the most obvious thing in the world. “At least, according to the internet. So why not make it official?” I nearly swallowed my own tongue. “You want me to pretend date you?!” Jason shrugged. “It’s mutually beneficial. You get to, I don’t know, boost your social standing or whatever, and I get to win my bet. Win-win.” I opened my mouth, closed it, opened it again. Like a malfunctioning goldfish. “I don’t want to boost my social standing. I want to survive junior year without being turned into a meme!” He tilted his head, eyes sparkling with amusement. “Too late for that, babe.” I groaned and slapped my forehead. And just when I thought my day couldn’t get worse, a voice cut through the hallway noise. “Lila?” I turned. Standing a few lockers down was Alex Rivera. Smart, sweet, ridiculously nice Alex Rivera—my very real, very inconvenient crush. He was staring at Jason’s arm draped casually around my shoulders, his expression unreadable. Oh. No. Jason, of course, tightened his hold, smirking like he’d just won the Super Bowl. “Hey, Rivera. Don’t mind us. Just hanging with my girlfriend.” My cheeks burned. My heart raced. And in that moment, I realized two things: firstly,I was officially trapped in the most ridiculous fake relationship in history and secondly, I might actually be doomed.If you’d told me last year that a sarcastic TikTok would completely derail my carefully curated “high school golden boy” image, I would’ve laughed. Me? Jason Cole? Thrown off by a girl with oversized hoodies and a sketchbook? Yeah, right.But here we are.And somehow, I’m the one lying awake at 1:32 in the morning, staring at the glow of my phone screen, waiting for Lila’s typing dots to appear. She’s so damn slow at texting back.Finally, a little bubble pops up:Lila: “What idea?”I grin like an idiot at the ceiling. I could tell her the truth right now. That tomorrow, in front of half the school, I’m going to kiss her like it’s the most natural thing in the world. That I’ve been thinking about it way too much. That this whole “fake dating” thing stopped being fake the second she smiled at me in the cafeteria.But that would ruin it. And Jason Cole doesn’t ruin his own punchlines.So instead, I type back:Me: “You’ll see ;)”And when she leaves me on read, I throw the phone down on
Sometimes I wish I could rewind my life to before the TikTok. Back when I was invisible. Back when my biggest problem was deciding whether to get strawberry or chocolate milk at lunch.Because now? Now I feel like I’m living inside a soap opera I never signed up for.Jason Cole has decided he’s fully committed to the bit.What bit, you ask? Oh, just the one where he pretends we’re dating. Except the line between pretending and…whatever this is…keeps getting blurrier by the second.Case in point: today at lunch.“Babe,” he said, sliding into the seat beside me with zero respect for personal space. He stole my cookie—my only dessert—before I could even protest. “You weren’t gonna finish that anyway.”I smacked his arm, but he just grinned. That cocky, maddening grin that makes me want to throw my juice box at his head and kiss him at the same time.Do not ask me to explain it. I don’t understand it either.Of course, the entire cafeteria noticed. Phones came out. Whispers spread. By the
I don’t hate him.At least, that’s what I keep telling myself. Because hating someone means they matter. And Jason Cole shouldn’t matter—not to me, not to Lila, not to anyone.But then I see the way he leans on her locker like he owns it. The way he slings his arm over her shoulder as if she belongs to him. The way he calls her “babe” loud enough for the entire hallway to hear.And I realize I do hate him.Because Lila isn’t his to claim.At lunch today, I sat across from her, listening as she told me about the latest disaster in chemistry class. She waved her hands around, exaggerating the story until I laughed so hard I almost choked on my sandwich. That’s the thing about Lila—she makes the world lighter, brighter, without even trying.And then he showed up.Jason dropped his tray onto the table with the confidence of someone who assumes he’s welcome everywhere. He slid into the seat beside her—my usual seat—and snatched a cookie right off her plate before she could blink.“Thanks,
People think I don’t take anything seriously.They’re not totally wrong. Most of the time, I don’t. It’s easier to laugh things off, to make a joke before anyone realizes I care. That’s how you survive high school when everyone’s watching.But then there’s Lila.And suddenly, I’m not so sure about the whole “don’t care” thing anymore.It started as a joke. Just one sarcastic TikTok. One fake smile. One arm around her shoulders while I pretended she was mine.Except now… I don’t really have to pretend.Like today in class, when I called her “babe.” I expected her to roll her eyes, maybe threaten to stab me with a pencil. She did roll her eyes, but then her cheeks went pink.And I swear, for a second, she actually looked like she liked it.That tiny reaction messed with me more than I care to admit.The thing is, Lila isn’t like the girls who usually chase after me. She doesn’t bat her lashes, doesn’t laugh at every dumb thing I say. Half the time, she looks at me like she’s debating wh
There should be a warning label on Jason Cole:Caution. May cause excessive heart palpitations, eye rolls, and complete emotional whiplash.Because that’s exactly what the past twenty-four hours have been.When I walked into school this morning, I had a plan. A simple one.Step one: avoid Jason.Step two: avoid Alex.Step three: survive until 3 p.m. without becoming the star of another TikTok rumor.But plans and I? We don’t exactly get along.By second period, Jason had already found me, sliding into the desk beside mine with his signature grin.“Hey, babe,” he whispered.“Don’t call me that,” I hissed back, cheeks warming.He leaned closer. “Why not? You look cute when you’re mad.”Cue: my brain short-circuiting.Here’s the thing—I don’t even like Jason’s stupid pet names. They’re annoying. Obnoxious. The kind of thing that should make me want to strangle him.But now, every time he says them, I feel this tiny, traitorous flutter in my chest.And I hate it.Because once upon a time,
I used to think high school drama was exaggerated in movies. You know, the love triangles, the fake-dating tropes, the locker-room confessions?Yeah. Turns out it’s not exaggerated. It’s my actual life.And I hate it.Except for the parts I… don’t hate.Ever since the motorcycle ride, my brain has been a tangled mess.It’s one thing to pretend Jason Cole is my boyfriend for the sake of a TikTok joke gone wild. It’s another thing entirely to wrap my arms around him and feel the way his heartbeat slammed against my back like it was trying to tell me something.I keep replaying it, over and over—the way his laughter carried in the wind, the way his hand tightened on the throttle like he was trying to impress me, the way I felt… safe. With him.And that’s the most dangerous part.Because I don’t want to feel safe with Jason. I don’t want to feel anything.At lunch, Alex sat across from me, his tray neatly lined, his smile calm and steady.“So,” he said, “you and Jason seem… close lately.”