LOGINThe feed store sat just off the highway, old and familiar, with its faded red sign and the faint smell of hay that clung to everything inside.
Poppi got out of the truck before Madden even fully stopped it. Not because she was eager. Because sitting next to him another second felt worse. She walked ahead, pushing through the heavy glass door without waiting. A bell chimed overhead. Madden followed a beat later. They didn’t speak as they moved through the aisles, Poppi grabbing the list she’d memorized, Madden heading toward the bulk bins like muscle memory was easier than conversation. It almost worked. Almost. Until she heard her name. “Poppi?” Her stomach dropped before she even turned. Anchor stood near the front counter, holding a receipt in one hand and a bag of supplies in the other. She looked surprised to see her. She walked over and hugged Poppi. And then her eyes flicked past Poppi. And landed on Madden. The shift was instant. “Oh,” Anchor said, a smile forming a second later. “Hey.” Madden nodded. “Hey.” Just that. One word. Controlled. Careful. Poppi felt it anyway. The ease. The familiarity. The way Anchor didn’t hesitate the way Poppi did. “I didn’t know you’d be here,” Anchor added, glancing between them. “We needed feed,” Madden said simply. “Clearly,” Anchor replied lightly, then looked at Poppi again. “You two always do everything together?” The question was harmless. It didn’t feel harmless. Poppi opened her mouth, then closed it again. Madden answered instead. “Not everything. Our dad insisted we get the feed together as we open the trails today on the ranch.” “Well, I’m heading out. I’ll let you two finish your… farm errands,” she teased. She stepped closer to Madden as she passed him, brushing lightly against his shoulder in a way that looked accidental but didn’t quite feel like it. “See you around,” she said. Madden gave a small nod. “Yeah.” And then she was gone. The bell chimed again. Silence settled in her place. Poppi grabbed the last bag she needed too quickly, heavier than she expected, and walked straight toward the register without looking at him. Madden followed. They loaded the truck in silence. Drove out of the parking lot in silence. But it didn’t last. Not this time. Halfway down the road, Poppi finally spoke. “You could’ve told me she’d be there.” Madden didn’t look at her. “I didn’t know.” “She knew you were coming,” she said. “That doesn’t mean anything,” Madden said, shrugging his shoulders. Poppi let out a short laugh, turning toward the window. “Right.” The word landed sharp. Madden’s jaw flexed. “What is that supposed to mean?” “It means,” she said, voice tightening, “that I’m not stupid.” Silence again. Thicker this time. The truck rolled over a bump in the road, rattling slightly. Madden’s hands tightened on the wheel. “You think something’s going on,” he said flatly. Poppi didn’t answer right away. Because the truth sat too close to the surface. “I don’t think,” she said carefully. “I see.” That did it. Madden finally looked at her, quick, sharp, controlled in a way that didn’t match the tension in his voice. “You don’t see anything.” Poppi turned fully now. “Then what am I supposed to think when she looks at you like that?” “Like what?” “Like she already knows you.” The truck went quiet except for the engine. Madden exhaled through his nose, shaking his head once like he couldn’t believe the conversation. “That’s not what this is.” Poppi gave a small, humorless smile. “It looks like it is.” His grip tightened again. “You don’t get to decide what it looks like.” That landed differently. Poppi’s expression changed, something flickering behind her eyes, hurt cutting through the jealousy for a second before she buried it. “I’m not deciding,” she said quietly. “I’m reacting.” That time, neither of them spoke for a while. The road stretched ahead, long and straight, like it didn’t care what was happening inside the truck. But the air between them had already changed. And neither of them knew how to fix it before they got home.Not because it wasn’t true. Because it was. The phone rang. Madden. Poppi answered. “Hi.” His voice came through the speaker, tired and quiet. “Hey.” For a moment, neither of them said anything. Then Madden asked, “You okay?” Poppi smiled sadly. “No.” He laughed softly. “Me neither.” She curled her legs beneath her. “How far are you?” “Still a long way.” “That’s not an answer.” “I know.” She could hear the road beneath his voice. “You driving?” “Yeah.” “Then don’t talk to me.” “I can talk and drive.” “No, you can’t.” “I’ve missed your bossiness.” Poppi smiled. “I’ve missed you.” Silence. Madden’s breathing changed. “Say that again.” “No.” “Poppi.” She laughed softly. “You heard me.” “I just wanted to hear it twice.” Her smile faded. “Madden…” “Yeah?” “I don’t want us to make this harder than it already is.” “I know.” “I mean it.” “I know.” “But I don’t know how to do this.” His voice softened. “Neither do I.” Poppi stared down at her stom
The house felt different without Madden.Poppi didn’t know how else to describe it.It wasn’t quieter.Fred was still moving around downstairs. Valyn was still in the kitchen, opening and closing cabinets as she cleaned. The television was playing in the living room even though nobody seemed to be watching it.Everything was exactly where it had been yesterday.And somehow, everything felt completely different.Poppi stood at the upstairs window, watching the empty driveway.Madden’s truck was gone.She had watched it disappear nearly twenty minutes ago.She had stood there until the very last second, until the truck turned at the end of the street and disappeared behind the row of trees.She hadn’t moved since.Her arms were folded tightly across her chest.Her hand slowly drifted down to her stomach.The baby.She still wasn’t used to thinking that word.Baby.Their baby.Madden was somewhere on the road to Maryland right now.And she was standing in Texas, pregnant with his child.
Madden and Poppi entered the gated oak tree near the wooden swing and sat. Poppi fidgeted with her hair. Putting it in and out of a ponytail. Madden gave her his undivided attention.“What’s going on?”She took a deep breath.“So I haven’t seen you much for the last month. And I have been kind of going through something on my own,” Poppi stated.Madden reached for her hand but resisted, “I’m sorry you have been dealing with something Poppi. I’ve tried to honor what we said and I stayed away. It is very confusing and heartbreaking for me. Anchor is just easier unfortunately. But we agreed to that, right?” Poppi nodded and looked out towards the barn. “I mean, we ended this Poppi. You wanted this. Me leaving, me with Anchor, this is what you wan—“ he began.“I’m pregnant Madden,” she blurted out. The words felt so heavy coming out. As if she pick them up and hold them in her hands.Madden stopped. He turned towards her with his eyes wide open. “What?” He asked.“I’m pregnant. With
The second decision proved even harder.Fred.Just thinking his name made Poppi’s stomach tighten.She loved her stepfather.He had raised her.Protected her.Believed in her when she hadn’t always believed in herself.He had been there for every birthday, every school event, every heartbreak. He had taught her how to drive, sat beside her when she cried, and never once made her feel like she was anything less than his daughter.And now she had to tell him the one thing that might completely destroy the life he thought they were all living.She was pregnant.With Madden’s baby.Her hands trembled as she sat on the edge of her bed, staring at the test sitting on the nightstand.She had looked at it so many times that morning that the two lines almost didn’t feel real anymore.Almost.She placed a hand over her stomach.There was nothing to feel yet.No movement.No bump.Nothing that should have made this feel real.And yet, somehow, everything had changed.Madden was leaving for Maryl
The house had never felt so loud.The laughter downstairs drifted through the vents while Poppi sat on the edge of her bed, staring at the pregnancy test she’d tucked inside the back of her nightstand. Hidden beneath old dance recital programs and birthday cards, it still felt like it was glowing.Two pink lines.She’d checked it a dozen times, as though somehow they might disappear if she looked hard enough.They hadn’t.Her hand instinctively drifted to her stomach.Nothing had changed.Everything had changed.A knock sounded softly against her bedroom door.“You awake?” Valyn asked.Poppi swallowed. “Yeah.”The door cracked open just enough for her mom to peek inside.“You okay? You’ve been awfully quiet today.”“I’m just tired.”Valyn studied her for a second, the way mothers always seemed to know when something wasn’t right. But after a moment she smiled gently.“Don’t stay up too late. We leave early to take Madden to the airport.”Airport.The word hit like a punch.Tomorrow.T
Back home Poppi and Madden stayed away from one another. They didn’t glance at each other the way they used to. Valyn noticed.Poppi was cleaning Thunder’s hooves out one evening and Valyn joined her. She pulled up a stool next to Poppi who was covered in dirt and hay. “Pops, you’ve been so down lately babe. What can I do?” Valyn asked, hand her a tool she was trying to reach. “Mom! Are you serious? You know why I’m sad. There is nothing you can do to change it so please just let it be until August 20th comes and he goes home,” Poppi said, letting Thunder rest her hoof. Valyn almost spoke but withheld. She knew her daughter was right. She hated seeing her hurt this way. “I love him, mom. You don’t care about that though do you?” Poppi asked.Valyn was speechless. She tried to form words…the right words. But she had nothing that would heal her heart. She hugged Poppi and then walked back up to the house. Poppi sat in the barn and cried. She couldn’t believe this was her life. Fa







