LOGINMadden stopped by the gas station to fill up the truck. The pumps were filled. Poppi stepped down from the truck and landed firmly with her boots on the gravel.
“Storms a headed this way!” An older gentleman shouted towards the pair. Madden nodded as if to thank and acknowledge the man. “Be quick Poppi!” Madden warned. She ignored him and walked inside to grab an iced tea and a beef jerky stick. There was a man in his 30’s staring at her in every aisle. He finally approached her after she headed to the back to grab her drink. “Hey there. What’s your name darling?” He asked. “Oh, I’m so sorry I’m just in here really quickly for some snacks. No time for chit chat I’m afraid,” she said, excusing herself. The man blocked her exit. “Now you are wearing these short shorts and this tiny little shirt. You obviously wanted someone to look at you and I’m looking. Just give me your number maybe and I’ll call you later since you gotta run,” he suggested. “No thank you sir. Again, just here to get snacks and it is hot as fuck outside so I’m definitely in shorts,” she said, trying to push past him. He grabbed her arm and pushed her back against the cooler. “Listen, I’m trying to be nice, bitch. You are really starting to piss me off though,” he said. She started to scream but the sound was trapped in her throat. Her mind raced frantically as she tried to think of how to get herself out of this predicament. Suddenly the man was thrown back and away from Poppi. He still had a hold of her arm so it jolted her forward as well. “I think she is done here. Are you done here Lisa?” Madden said, throwing an arm around her shoulders. She nodded and buried her head into his chest. “Dude, she was practically begging for it dressing like a slut,” the guy called. Madden didn’t hesitate. He turned around and hit the man twice in the face, before escorting Poppi to the front of the store. He threw a $5 bill on the counter and told the cashier to keep the change. Once he and Poppi were back in the car, they sat quietly. Madden pulled out of the parking lot. Small sprinkles of rain began to hit the windshield. As they drove the rain got worse. The drops were now buckets of water. “I have to pull over up here. I can’t see,” Madden exclaimed over the loud showers. He pulled into a lot that seemed to be abandoned. The grass was overgrown and the concrete was in shambles. He parked the truck and the rain seemed to slow its pace. “That was getting scary,” Poppi shared. “That guy in the gas station was scary. I’m happy I came inside to look for you when I did,” he confessed. Poppi took a deep breath and put her hands over her face. “Thank you… for saving me,” Poppi said softly, her voice quieter now, stripped of its usual edge. “I felt so trapped. Like… what was he even going to do in a gas station with people around?” Rain hammered against the truck in steady sheets, loud enough to fill the silence that followed. Madden kept his eyes on the windshield, watching the wipers drag back and forth. “I don’t know,” he admitted. “But I’m glad we didn’t have to find out.” He hesitated, then added, a little rougher, “And you aren’t dressed like a slut, for the record. I think you look great.” Poppi turned her head slowly. “I look great?” she asked, her tone light, but intentional. She knew exactly what she was doing. Madden glanced over and immediately wished he hadn’t. She was smiling, that teasing smile that always got under his skin. “Stop it,” he muttered, dragging a hand down his face. “You know what I meant.” “Oh, I do,” she said, leaning back like she owned the moment. “What I hear is: ‘Poppi looks amazing. Poppi is so sexy.’” He turned to her again, but this time, there was nothing playful in his expression. The shift was instant. Heavy. His gaze locked onto hers, then dipped, just slightly, to her lips. Poppi’s breath hitched. And for once… she didn’t joke. Didn’t deflect. Didn’t move. The truck felt smaller somehow, the sound of rain wrapping around them like a barrier from the rest of the world. “Madden…” she started, but her voice came out softer than she meant it to. His jaw tightened. “You should stop talking.” “Why?” she whispered. He didn’t answer right away. His hand slid off the steering wheel, resting between them on the seat, close enough that she could feel the heat of him without him actually touching her. “Because you don’t mean it like that,” he said quietly. Her eyes flickered, searching his. “And what if I do?” That did it. Something in his restraint snapped,not loudly, not dramatically, but enough. Madden turned fully toward her, his hand shifting just slightly closer, his voice low. “Then that would be a problem.” Poppi didn’t pull back. Didn’t breathe. “Why?” she asked again, barely audible now. His eyes softened for just a second, then darkened again, like he was losing the argument with himself. “You know why,” he said. He scooted closer to her. He moved his hand slowly towards her face. Cautiously. Like he was giving her every chance to stop him. She didn’t. His hand lifted, brushing a loose strand of hair away from her face, his fingers lingering just a second too long against her cheek. Poppi’s eyes fluttered at the touch, her body leaning into it before she could stop herself. The space between them disappeared inch by inch. Her heart was pounding so hard she was sure he could hear it. “Madden…” she whispered again, but this time it sounded less like a warning and more like permission. His gaze dropped to her lips again. Neither of them spoke. Didn’t think. Just felt. The moment stretched, fragile and electric, as his face hovered just a breath away from hers. He was close enough that she could feel the warmth of him, the ghost of what would happen if either of them moved just a little closer. Poppi closed her eyes in anticipation of his lips meeting hers. Madden stroked her cheek. And then— Headlights flashed across the windshield. A car passing by, breaking through the cocoon of rain and tension. Madden froze. Reality crashed back in. He pulled away quicker than he had intended, dropping his hand, turning sharply back toward the steering wheel. Poppi blinked, her breath shaky, her body still leaning toward where he had been. Neither of them spoke. The rain kept falling. But everything between them had changed.Not because it wasn’t true. Because it was. The phone rang. Madden. Poppi answered. “Hi.” His voice came through the speaker, tired and quiet. “Hey.” For a moment, neither of them said anything. Then Madden asked, “You okay?” Poppi smiled sadly. “No.” He laughed softly. “Me neither.” She curled her legs beneath her. “How far are you?” “Still a long way.” “That’s not an answer.” “I know.” She could hear the road beneath his voice. “You driving?” “Yeah.” “Then don’t talk to me.” “I can talk and drive.” “No, you can’t.” “I’ve missed your bossiness.” Poppi smiled. “I’ve missed you.” Silence. Madden’s breathing changed. “Say that again.” “No.” “Poppi.” She laughed softly. “You heard me.” “I just wanted to hear it twice.” Her smile faded. “Madden…” “Yeah?” “I don’t want us to make this harder than it already is.” “I know.” “I mean it.” “I know.” “But I don’t know how to do this.” His voice softened. “Neither do I.” Poppi stared down at her stom
The house felt different without Madden.Poppi didn’t know how else to describe it.It wasn’t quieter.Fred was still moving around downstairs. Valyn was still in the kitchen, opening and closing cabinets as she cleaned. The television was playing in the living room even though nobody seemed to be watching it.Everything was exactly where it had been yesterday.And somehow, everything felt completely different.Poppi stood at the upstairs window, watching the empty driveway.Madden’s truck was gone.She had watched it disappear nearly twenty minutes ago.She had stood there until the very last second, until the truck turned at the end of the street and disappeared behind the row of trees.She hadn’t moved since.Her arms were folded tightly across her chest.Her hand slowly drifted down to her stomach.The baby.She still wasn’t used to thinking that word.Baby.Their baby.Madden was somewhere on the road to Maryland right now.And she was standing in Texas, pregnant with his child.
Madden and Poppi entered the gated oak tree near the wooden swing and sat. Poppi fidgeted with her hair. Putting it in and out of a ponytail. Madden gave her his undivided attention.“What’s going on?”She took a deep breath.“So I haven’t seen you much for the last month. And I have been kind of going through something on my own,” Poppi stated.Madden reached for her hand but resisted, “I’m sorry you have been dealing with something Poppi. I’ve tried to honor what we said and I stayed away. It is very confusing and heartbreaking for me. Anchor is just easier unfortunately. But we agreed to that, right?” Poppi nodded and looked out towards the barn. “I mean, we ended this Poppi. You wanted this. Me leaving, me with Anchor, this is what you wan—“ he began.“I’m pregnant Madden,” she blurted out. The words felt so heavy coming out. As if she pick them up and hold them in her hands.Madden stopped. He turned towards her with his eyes wide open. “What?” He asked.“I’m pregnant. With
The second decision proved even harder.Fred.Just thinking his name made Poppi’s stomach tighten.She loved her stepfather.He had raised her.Protected her.Believed in her when she hadn’t always believed in herself.He had been there for every birthday, every school event, every heartbreak. He had taught her how to drive, sat beside her when she cried, and never once made her feel like she was anything less than his daughter.And now she had to tell him the one thing that might completely destroy the life he thought they were all living.She was pregnant.With Madden’s baby.Her hands trembled as she sat on the edge of her bed, staring at the test sitting on the nightstand.She had looked at it so many times that morning that the two lines almost didn’t feel real anymore.Almost.She placed a hand over her stomach.There was nothing to feel yet.No movement.No bump.Nothing that should have made this feel real.And yet, somehow, everything had changed.Madden was leaving for Maryl
The house had never felt so loud.The laughter downstairs drifted through the vents while Poppi sat on the edge of her bed, staring at the pregnancy test she’d tucked inside the back of her nightstand. Hidden beneath old dance recital programs and birthday cards, it still felt like it was glowing.Two pink lines.She’d checked it a dozen times, as though somehow they might disappear if she looked hard enough.They hadn’t.Her hand instinctively drifted to her stomach.Nothing had changed.Everything had changed.A knock sounded softly against her bedroom door.“You awake?” Valyn asked.Poppi swallowed. “Yeah.”The door cracked open just enough for her mom to peek inside.“You okay? You’ve been awfully quiet today.”“I’m just tired.”Valyn studied her for a second, the way mothers always seemed to know when something wasn’t right. But after a moment she smiled gently.“Don’t stay up too late. We leave early to take Madden to the airport.”Airport.The word hit like a punch.Tomorrow.T
Back home Poppi and Madden stayed away from one another. They didn’t glance at each other the way they used to. Valyn noticed.Poppi was cleaning Thunder’s hooves out one evening and Valyn joined her. She pulled up a stool next to Poppi who was covered in dirt and hay. “Pops, you’ve been so down lately babe. What can I do?” Valyn asked, hand her a tool she was trying to reach. “Mom! Are you serious? You know why I’m sad. There is nothing you can do to change it so please just let it be until August 20th comes and he goes home,” Poppi said, letting Thunder rest her hoof. Valyn almost spoke but withheld. She knew her daughter was right. She hated seeing her hurt this way. “I love him, mom. You don’t care about that though do you?” Poppi asked.Valyn was speechless. She tried to form words…the right words. But she had nothing that would heal her heart. She hugged Poppi and then walked back up to the house. Poppi sat in the barn and cried. She couldn’t believe this was her life. Fa







