LOGIN“Oh, she’s competitive,” Uncle Mike chuckled. “Good luck, son.”
Madden smiled politely. “I can handle competitiveness.” Poppi arched an eyebrow. “You have no idea,” she joked. The teams spread out at opposite ends of the boards. A loose circle of relatives formed around them, drinks in hand, already placing playful bets. “C’mon, Pop!” one of her cousins shouted. “Don’t embarrass the family!” “Pressure’s on,” Madden said under his breath. She stepped onto the throwing line. “It usually is,” she said under her breath. Her first toss landed dead center. The bag disappeared into the hole. Cheers erupted. “There she is!” someone yelled. “I told you she hustles everybody!” Aunt Charli yelled. Madden looked at her, genuinely impressed. “You sandbagged me,” he said. She glanced sideways. “I never said I wasn’t good,” she uttered. “You let me think I had a chance,” he said. “I let you think a lot of things,” she said. The words slipped out before she could stop them. Silence. Only for a second.But long enough for both of them to hear what she hadn’t meant to imply. She looked away first. “Your throw,” Poppi said. He nodded once, swallowing whatever response he might have formed. His bag landed on the board with a satisfying thud. Not bad. “C’mon!” Fred shouted. “That’s my boy!” Madden’s shoulders relaxed a fraction. “So…” he said quietly as they walked to the other end of the stables. “…this is your place?” He asked, looking around. “Our family’s place, Madden,” she replied. “You seem…” he started. “What?” She pried. “Like you belong here,” he finished. She gave a small shrug, “I do.” He looked around at the cousins laughing on hay bales, the uncles arguing over barbecue sauce, Valyn smiling from the dessert table. “I don’t,” he said, tossing a bean bag pitifully low in the air and catching it. The admission was so soft she almost missed it. Before she could answer, Uncle Mike hollered, “Less talking! More throwing!” The family laughed again. Poppi picked up another bag. “You’ll survive,” she said. “You think?” He inquired cautiously. “I know this bunch,” she said. She aimed. Another clean shot. More applause. Madden shook his head. “Show-off,” he laughed, as he shot her a smile. “You started it,” she said, returning the smile. “I literally just got here,” he said confused. “Exactly,” she said. A reluctant smile tugged at the corner of his mouth. She hated that she noticed. His next throw clipped the front edge of the board and slid into the hole. The crowd exploded. Fred pumped a fist into the air, “That’s it!” Madden laughed, a real laugh this time, and instinctively turned toward Poppi. Without thinking, she grinned back. It lasted less than a heartbeat. Just long enough for both of them to remember. His smile faded first. “So…” he said quietly while everyone celebrated the point. “…about the grocery store…” “We’re not talking about that,” she grimaced. “I wasn’t going to,” he backpedaled. “You were,” she said, squinting her eyes at him. “I was,” he admitted. She sighed, “I know.”Not because it wasn’t true. Because it was. The phone rang. Madden. Poppi answered. “Hi.” His voice came through the speaker, tired and quiet. “Hey.” For a moment, neither of them said anything. Then Madden asked, “You okay?” Poppi smiled sadly. “No.” He laughed softly. “Me neither.” She curled her legs beneath her. “How far are you?” “Still a long way.” “That’s not an answer.” “I know.” She could hear the road beneath his voice. “You driving?” “Yeah.” “Then don’t talk to me.” “I can talk and drive.” “No, you can’t.” “I’ve missed your bossiness.” Poppi smiled. “I’ve missed you.” Silence. Madden’s breathing changed. “Say that again.” “No.” “Poppi.” She laughed softly. “You heard me.” “I just wanted to hear it twice.” Her smile faded. “Madden…” “Yeah?” “I don’t want us to make this harder than it already is.” “I know.” “I mean it.” “I know.” “But I don’t know how to do this.” His voice softened. “Neither do I.” Poppi stared down at her stom
The house felt different without Madden.Poppi didn’t know how else to describe it.It wasn’t quieter.Fred was still moving around downstairs. Valyn was still in the kitchen, opening and closing cabinets as she cleaned. The television was playing in the living room even though nobody seemed to be watching it.Everything was exactly where it had been yesterday.And somehow, everything felt completely different.Poppi stood at the upstairs window, watching the empty driveway.Madden’s truck was gone.She had watched it disappear nearly twenty minutes ago.She had stood there until the very last second, until the truck turned at the end of the street and disappeared behind the row of trees.She hadn’t moved since.Her arms were folded tightly across her chest.Her hand slowly drifted down to her stomach.The baby.She still wasn’t used to thinking that word.Baby.Their baby.Madden was somewhere on the road to Maryland right now.And she was standing in Texas, pregnant with his child.
Madden and Poppi entered the gated oak tree near the wooden swing and sat. Poppi fidgeted with her hair. Putting it in and out of a ponytail. Madden gave her his undivided attention.“What’s going on?”She took a deep breath.“So I haven’t seen you much for the last month. And I have been kind of going through something on my own,” Poppi stated.Madden reached for her hand but resisted, “I’m sorry you have been dealing with something Poppi. I’ve tried to honor what we said and I stayed away. It is very confusing and heartbreaking for me. Anchor is just easier unfortunately. But we agreed to that, right?” Poppi nodded and looked out towards the barn. “I mean, we ended this Poppi. You wanted this. Me leaving, me with Anchor, this is what you wan—“ he began.“I’m pregnant Madden,” she blurted out. The words felt so heavy coming out. As if she pick them up and hold them in her hands.Madden stopped. He turned towards her with his eyes wide open. “What?” He asked.“I’m pregnant. With
The second decision proved even harder.Fred.Just thinking his name made Poppi’s stomach tighten.She loved her stepfather.He had raised her.Protected her.Believed in her when she hadn’t always believed in herself.He had been there for every birthday, every school event, every heartbreak. He had taught her how to drive, sat beside her when she cried, and never once made her feel like she was anything less than his daughter.And now she had to tell him the one thing that might completely destroy the life he thought they were all living.She was pregnant.With Madden’s baby.Her hands trembled as she sat on the edge of her bed, staring at the test sitting on the nightstand.She had looked at it so many times that morning that the two lines almost didn’t feel real anymore.Almost.She placed a hand over her stomach.There was nothing to feel yet.No movement.No bump.Nothing that should have made this feel real.And yet, somehow, everything had changed.Madden was leaving for Maryl
The house had never felt so loud.The laughter downstairs drifted through the vents while Poppi sat on the edge of her bed, staring at the pregnancy test she’d tucked inside the back of her nightstand. Hidden beneath old dance recital programs and birthday cards, it still felt like it was glowing.Two pink lines.She’d checked it a dozen times, as though somehow they might disappear if she looked hard enough.They hadn’t.Her hand instinctively drifted to her stomach.Nothing had changed.Everything had changed.A knock sounded softly against her bedroom door.“You awake?” Valyn asked.Poppi swallowed. “Yeah.”The door cracked open just enough for her mom to peek inside.“You okay? You’ve been awfully quiet today.”“I’m just tired.”Valyn studied her for a second, the way mothers always seemed to know when something wasn’t right. But after a moment she smiled gently.“Don’t stay up too late. We leave early to take Madden to the airport.”Airport.The word hit like a punch.Tomorrow.T
Back home Poppi and Madden stayed away from one another. They didn’t glance at each other the way they used to. Valyn noticed.Poppi was cleaning Thunder’s hooves out one evening and Valyn joined her. She pulled up a stool next to Poppi who was covered in dirt and hay. “Pops, you’ve been so down lately babe. What can I do?” Valyn asked, hand her a tool she was trying to reach. “Mom! Are you serious? You know why I’m sad. There is nothing you can do to change it so please just let it be until August 20th comes and he goes home,” Poppi said, letting Thunder rest her hoof. Valyn almost spoke but withheld. She knew her daughter was right. She hated seeing her hurt this way. “I love him, mom. You don’t care about that though do you?” Poppi asked.Valyn was speechless. She tried to form words…the right words. But she had nothing that would heal her heart. She hugged Poppi and then walked back up to the house. Poppi sat in the barn and cried. She couldn’t believe this was her life. Fa







