LOGINImmediately those words left his lips, I felt it—the burning agony, the pain of rejection. It started from my chest, then slowly traveled to my stomach. A scream tore through my throat, my heart hammered against my ribs, and I thought it'd explode.
My nails scraped against the marble. Each breath felt like shards of glass slicing through my lungs.
Dark veins crawled beneath my skin. The black veins crawled up my arms and down my legs until something inside me shattered.
The bond!
But all this wasn't important to me at the moment, not until I felt it—my wolf slowly detaching from me. I stretched out my hands for her to come back to me, to stay with me, but she stopped, turned slowly towards me, and vanished into the air.
"Noooooo!" I screamed, and all the pain I had felt was gone, replaced with emptiness.
I had lost my child, lost my wolf, and also lost my mate!
"Awww, so pitiful. She had lost her child and also her wolf. Poor sister, you lost everything in one night," Enya's high-pitched voice taunted, amusement flickering across her face.
My hands clenched against the cold marble floor, my eyes blazing with fury.
This is how everything ended. This is how my whole life ended. I lost my mate, my unborn child, and my wolf in one night.
Everything I thought was perfect all these years was nothing but a lie.
Everything!
I stood up slowly as I no longer felt any pain anymore. My eyelids were thick with tears.
Enya grabbed her night robe and wore it, walking majestically towards Ronan, swinging her hips.
Her eyes held quiet confidence as she wrapped her hands around Ronan's waist, placing a soft kiss on his neck.
My heart squeezed at the sight of this.
"Baby, I don't want her in this pack anymore. Cast her out. She might do something to our baby."
I blinked.
No... he can't cast me out. Where do I go? A cast-out Luna is cursed and can't be accepted into any pack. If sighted, I will be immediately eliminated.
"No, please... you can't cast me out." My lower lip quivered with consternation. How much lower can he go? How? What did I do to deserve this hatred? I had always devoted my love to him, only for him to shatter it like thin glass!
He's going to pay.
Slowly, I wiped my tears with the back of my palm and sniffed.
"Ronan, you are going to pay!" I muttered coldly, gritting my teeth so hard.
His expression remained calm, and in a swift movement, he strode towards me and grabbed my hands. His hands tightened around my wrists. I tried to pry his hands off, but I was just a mere human and couldn't be compared to his strength.
He yanked me outside Enya's room, leading to the exit of the pack mansion. He dragged me mercilessly through the hallway, my knees and legs scraping against the icy marble, leaving a trail of burning pain.
"Let go of me, Ronan!" I screamed, my voice echoing through the hallway, but no one dared to come out or come to my rescue.
Enya followed behind with a snarl, walking with long, steady strides.
Definitely enjoying the moment.
At one point, I stopped screaming. I wouldn't give her the satisfaction of seeing me completely ruined.
Getting to the large wooden exit door, carved with ancient symbols, he halted and glared at me. A dangerous glint settled in his eyes.
"I can't let you harm my child or throw any tantrums before anyone wakes up. It's better we end everything right now."
"I can't believe this is actually coming out of your mouth, Ronan."
"Yes, I'm saying it," he barked.
He opened the door, which let out a loud screeching sound, sending tremors through the ground.
Without an ounce of remorse in his eyes, he propelled me out the door.
My legs gave in, and I fell flat on my face, dust flaring into my nostrils.
"Please...." My voice came out in a whisper, like a prayer, as I stretched my hands forward, but he slammed the door in my face.
I sucked in a breath, the tears I had been holding streaming down freely.
"Ronannnn........!!" I screamed at the top of my lungs, and immediately the sky responded with a rumble of thunder, rain pouring down from the heavens.
The ground where I sat was already getting flooded with rain, but I didn't care. I felt empty. I felt soulless. I felt broken. My wet hair clung to my face, the cold air wrapped around my skin, and my whole body was soaked by the rain.
This is how my sister officially ruined my life. My own mate murdered my child, rejected me, and they were having an affair, with not even shame or pity. How could they?
Slowly, I scrambled up from the floor, ignoring my aching ankles and throbbing feet, and limped slowly away from the mansion.
What am I supposed to do now? Where do I go? How do I survive? I can't be seen in his pack. I'm going to be the laughingstock! Rejected, wolfless, and betrayed.
Everything is going to be like thin glass now that I have become wolfless. Humans don't survive in the werewolf world. Being the ex-Luna and becoming human is like being exposed to a world of daggers.
I walked for hours without realizing that I was halfway across the pack border. Realizing this, I halted. I stared at the pack mansion from afar, its glowing windows a cruel reminder of everything I'd lost.
I turned on my heels and headed towards the border, walking so slowly I couldn't even feel my legs. My hands were wrapped around my body for comfort as the rain soaked my night robe, clinging to my bare skin.
When my legs crossed the border, I felt it. That protection immediately left. I felt so empty that I felt like dying.
I stared up at the sky as the thunder rumbled above me, and a bitter smirk curled on my lips.
"Moon Goddess, all these years I worshipped you, and this is how you repay me? Now that I think of it, why did I serve you all these years? You don't deserve it."
"First, you took my parents away from me, and now my unborn child, my wolf, and everything else. Am I cursed? Why are you punishing me like this?
"Or wait... maybe you never even existed," I cried out, not even giving it a second thought whether what I said was offensive.
The sound of the rumbling thunder tore through the sky, louder than ever. I could swear it was on the verge of exploding. It was so loud, it felt like it could destroy the universe, splitting the sky with a long streak of lightning.
I clenched and unclenched my fists and scoffed. "Huh? So you're angry, right? Get used to it. You just lost one of your loyal worshippers."
I stared back at the sky, not caring if I was committing a grave sin.
"What are you doing up here, human?" A raspy, venomous voice blended through the rain, and my heart jerked.
Zenaya povJudging from the way everyone stared at me in shock, it seemed like the person I had just insulted was someone important, maybe even someone royal. I had heard them calling him an Alpha, but honestly, I didn't care. My fingers were still pressed against my ear, and when I pulled them away, they were stained with blood.How dare he slice my ear like that?The pain was even worse because I was wolfless. Before, my wolf would have helped me heal almost instantly, but now even a small wound like this lingered, the sharp sting spreading through my ear and making my jaw tighten.“You shouldn't speak to Alpha Dieman like that,” Daniel suddenly said.His eyes widened as he looked at me, and I could see the fear clearly written across his face. His voice had dropped, almost as though he was warning me before I made things even worse.But I didn't care.I didn't care who the fuck this Alpha was.I glared at him, my hand falling slowly from my ear as anger burned through me. “How dare
“That’s enough. She’s new here, and she shouldn’t be judged by her appearance.”A man who looked to be in his thirties suddenly stepped forward from behind the others. His voice wasn’t harsh, but there was something firm about it that made the group fall silent. He looked older and more mature than everyone else around him, and from the way they seemed to listen to him, I guessed he was probably one of the elders.He turned his attention to me, his expression softening slightly.“Tell me, what’s your name?” he asked.I lowered my head, suddenly feeling self-conscious under everyone’s eyes. “Zenaya,” I replied quietly.“That’s a very nice name, Zenaya. Welcome to the Blood Moon Soldiers Pack, one of the bravest packs around.” He offered me a small, polite smile before continuing, “I’d like to know which pack you’re from. You don’t look like someone from this pack.”His question was polite, and there was no suspicion in his voice, but my heart immediately tightened.How was I supposed t
Getting out of the hallway, my jaw dropped as I caught sight of the huge camp surrounding the pack house.Unlike Ronan’s boring pack, this place looked completely different. Everything seemed more organized, more guarded, and somehow more dangerous. There were soldiers patrolling almost every corner, dressed in dark uniforms with weapons strapped to their bodies, their eyes constantly scanning their surroundings. Some of the men standing around looked nothing like ordinary wolves either. They had hard faces, intimidating builds, and an aura that made me instinctively lower my gaze whenever I passed them.There were several camping tents scattered around the pack house, but they weren't the small, ordinary tents I had imagined when I first heard the word camping. Most of them were large enough to accommodate several people, and they were arranged in neat rows around the compound.Then my eyes landed on something much bigger.There was a massive tent-like structure standing a short dist
Zenaya povNot long after, she came back, holding some kind of leather clothing in her hands. I frowned slightly as I tried to figure out what exactly she was carrying. From where I stood, I couldn't make out the details clearly, but the dark material immediately caught my attention.When she reached me, she held the clothes out to me.“Yeah, put on these clothes. These are the clothes the lady soldier put on,” she said as she handed them over.I took them from her slowly, my fingers brushing against the unfamiliar material. I looked down at the clothes in my hands, examining them carefully. They looked nothing like the clothes I was used to wearing, and judging by how heavy they felt, they were probably made to last.“I’ll be waiting for you outside,” she said.Before I could say anything, she turned around and walked out of the room, leaving me alone.I stared at the clothes for a few seconds before slowly placing them on the bed. My eyes remained on them as I tried to process every
Zenaya’s POV“What do you mean, military pack?” My eyebrows furrowed in confusion. Something wasn’t right. Wasn’t this pack like any other normal pack?I shut my eyes tightly, trying to calm myself down. Although I could hear faint sounds coming from outside, I was still curious about the kind of pack I had come to. Everything about this place seemed different from what I was used to, and the little information I had gotten so far only made me more curious.I slowly rose from the ground and headed toward the window, wanting to take a look outside and see what was happening. Maybe then I would understand why this place felt so different.But before I could reach the window, the door to the room suddenly flew wide open, making me jump out of my skin again.What does he want now?I turned slowly, my body tensing as I looked toward the doorway, only to find two ladies standing there and watching me.One of them was dressed in a black leather military uniform that fitted neatly around her
Zenaya pov I shifted back in amusement, watching him closely. A small smile tugged at the corner of my lips, and I almost burst out laughing. He must have thought I was some kind of joke, because I honestly didn't understand him.Who did he think he was? What did he think he was?Telling me I could be what? His personal slut?He must be joking.My amusement slowly faded, replaced by a cold look as I stared at him. His brother had used me all these years, and now, no one was going to be able to use me again. Not him. Not anyone.I lifted my lips into a mocking smile, holding his gaze without flinching.“You must be joking. I want to leave this pack,” I said, my voice calm but firm.I expected him to lash out. I expected anger, perhaps even rage, to flash across his face.Instead, he smiled.It wasn't a warm smile. It was cold, unsettling, and somehow more threatening than anger could ever be.His eyes darkened as he looked at me, and the amusement in them sent an uncomfortable chill d







