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Between Apologies and Secrets

Author: Dhuke
last update publish date: 2026-06-21 17:22:36

I awoke with a crippling migraine, a merciless ache pulsating through my skull and clouding my thoughts.

Ethan and Noah were still immersed in peaceful slumber when I cautiously rose from the bed.

Not wanting to disrupt their rest, I quietly made my way out of the room, closing the door behind me with the utmost care.

The moment I stepped out of the apartment building, I came to an abrupt standstill.

Parked directly across the street was a luxurious black car.

And leaning casually against it was Raihan.

For a fleeting moment, I genuinely contemplated turning around and sprinting back inside.

What the actual hell was he doing here?

Was this man catastrophically obsessed with me?

Was my life somehow in peril?

Or had he simply decided that respecting personal boundaries was an utterly foreign concept?

An avalanche of chaotic thoughts assaulted my mind as I stared at him in complete disbelief.

“Good morning, honey.”

Raihan’s voice was infuriatingly calm.

“I had a feeling you’d need a ride,” he said, his expression utterly unbothered.

“I don’t need a ride,” I retorted sharply.

A throbbing migraine was already tormenting me, and Raihan’s presence wasn’t helping.

“Please,” I said through gritted teeth. “I desperately need one peaceful day without chaos, complications, or whatever insanity seems to follow you around.”

I fixed him with an irritated glare.

“So don’t ruin it.”

"Get in the car, Lucas," he said, his tone laced with unmistakable menace. "Or I swear I'll create a spectacle right here."

I stared at him in utter disbelief.

"Then create your spectacle," I shot back. "I'd sooner suffer public embarrassment than spend a single minute trapped in a car with you."

Seething with frustration, I stormed past him, refusing to grant him another second of my attention.

A contemptuous hiss slipped from my lips as I marched away, my annoyance simmering with every step.

I checked the time and felt my heart sink.

I was already running late for my lecture.

Just as panic began to set in, a sleek black car pulled up beside me.

The driver lowered the window and offered me a ride home.

"Thank you," I murmured appreciatively.

The moment I raised my eyes to look at him, I was rendered utterly speechless.

Never in my entire existence had I encountered someone so extraordinarily handsome.

His exquisitely sculpted features seemed almost ethereal, as though he had stepped straight out of a masterpiece rather than the ordinary world.

An effortless elegance clung to him, complemented by a captivating aura that was impossible to disregard.

For several bewildering seconds, I found myself completely transfixed, my thoughts dissolving into incoherent fragments as I struggled to comprehend the breathtaking specimen seated before me.

"Hi, I'm Victor."

"It's a pleasure meeting you," he said, his voice remarkably serene and composed, carrying a subtle sophistication that immediately distinguished him.

There was an effortless confidence in his tone, a quiet charisma that seemed to radiate naturally from him.

The way he spoke was calm yet captivating, leaving an unexpectedly lasting impression.

"I-I... I'm L-Lucas..." I stammered, inwardly mortified by how embarrassingly nervous I suddenly sounded.

"It's fine."

He flashed me a disarmingly charming smile.

"I'm not going to bite," he said casually, his voice carrying an effortless warmth that made it surprisingly difficult to look away.

“Can we be friends?” he inquired.

A smile instinctively crept onto my face.

“Most certainly,” I replied without a moment’s hesitation.

We exchanged contact information, Victor graciously dropped me off at my hostel.

Upon arriving, I meticulously scrutinized my surroundings, determined to ascertain whether Raihan was lurking nearby.

Releasing a quiet sigh of relief, I discreetly unlocked the door and hastily retreated inside.

Without further delay, I indulged in a rejuvenating shower before changing into a fresh set of clothes suitable for the day’s academic obligations.

An overwhelming sense of relief immediately washed over me.

For the first time in what felt like an eternity, I could finally breathe without worrying about Raihan materializing out of nowhere.

Then, quite suddenly, Drey crossed my mind.

I hadn’t visited him.

A wave of guilt settled heavily upon my conscience.

After everything that had happened, checking on him was the least I could do.

With that resolution firmly established, I decided that I would visit Drey as soon as my lectures concluded.

Fortunately, there was no sign of the infuriating man.

How utterly inconsiderate of me.

Drey was currently recovering from an injury he never should have suffered,and I couldn’t escape the undeniable truth that I was the catalyst behind it all.

A crushing wave of remorse settled over me, making it impossible to disregard my guilt.

I hastened to the lecture hall with as much urgency as I could muster.

Fortunately, the lectures seemed to dissipate in the blink of an eye, and before I knew it, the academic obligations of the day had finally concluded.

Without wasting another moment, I gathered my bag and prepared to visit Drey at the hospital.

I was standing outside the campus perimeter, patiently awaiting my Uber, when a luxurious black vehicle silently glided to a halt beside me.

My heart nearly sank.

You have got to be kidding me.

The driver’s door swung open with deliberate elegance, and Raihan emerged from the vehicle.

His long strides carried him toward me with an unsettling sense of determination.

Instinctively, my entire body tensed.

When he finally stopped before me, he exhaled heavily and ran a hand through his dark hair in visible frustration.

“I’m sorry, Lucas,” he said quietly.

His gaze lowered briefly before returning to mine.

“I genuinely don’t know what overcame me.”

I simply stared at him in bewilderment.

For the first time, Raihan’s usually confident expression was replaced with something I rarely saw from him.

Regret.

Could Raihan genuinely mean his apology?

Or was there a concealed motive lurking behind his unexpected remorse?

I questioned silently, my mind consumed by uncertainty and distrust.

summoned every fragment of courage I possessed and finally decided to confront him.

“It’s fine,” I said, forcing my voice to remain steady. “As long as you refrain from crossing my path again.”

A subtle, almost amused smile tugged at the corner of his lips.

“Lucas, we’re roommates,” he replied calmly. “How exactly do you expect us to avoid crossing paths?”

For a moment, I was rendered speechless.

“Oh… right,” I muttered, slightly embarrassed. “Then just make sure you respect my boundaries.”

His expression remained unreadable as he studied me.

Before I could retreat from the conversation, he spoke again.

“Allow me to give you a ride to wherever you’re heading.”

“No… no, it’s really unnecessary,” I responded quickly. “My Uber should arrive any moment now.”

“I insist,” he said.

"If you insist," I replied with a faint, reluctant smile.

I cancelled my ride and decided to accept his offer.

The entire journey was shrouded in an overwhelming silence.

Neither of us attempted to initiate a conversation. The atmosphere inside the vehicle remained tense and unfamiliar, with only the subtle hum of the engine accompanying the passing scenery outside the window.

Eventually, we arrived at the hospital.

To my surprise, Raihan unfastened his seatbelt and prepared to step out of the vehicle as well.

"Thank you for the ride," I said quietly.

"It's nothing," he responded.

Just as I was about to leave, his voice stopped me.

"I want to apologize to Drey myself for what happened."

I froze.

What did I just hear?

Raihan Kingsley wanted to personally apologize to Drey?

The same man who had always carried himself with arrogance, authority, and an untouchable confidence was now willing to acknowledge his mistake.

For a moment, I was completely bewildered.

Could this really be the same Raihan I had been avoiding?

Maybe... just maybe, the impossible was happening.

Perhaps he was genuinely changing.

"It's strange..." I murmured under my breath. "It seems like he's actually different now."

We both walked toward the hospital.

As we approached Drey’s ward, I suddenly came to a halt.

Standing before me was a familiar face.

But this time, he appeared completely different—dressed in a pristine doctor’s coat, with a stethoscope resting around his neck.

The sight left me utterly stunned.

He looked even more breathtaking than before, radiating a rare combination of elegance, charm, and an almost irresistible cuteness that made him impossible to ignore.

I was momentarily speechless.

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