I embraced myself as I walked along the beach, feeling the cold breeze of air on my skin.
Everyone is now inside the resthouse. For Zack, on the other hand, I have no idea where he went, if he had plans, or when he would return.
"Irryn?"
I turned to face the person who had called me. Ryle was walking near to me.
I smiled at him. "Ryle!"
"What are you doing here? It's late already, and it's cold here."
"I'm just enjoying the sound of the waves and the cold wind."
He smiled, too. "Is that so? Then would you mind me joining you?"
"I don't mind."
He walked beside me, grinning widely. We went for a walk together.
"You love seas, don't you?"
"Hmmn..." I agreed. "No one doesn't."
"So, we're basically the same. I suppose you're always going to beaches, don't you?"
"We're different in a way, Ryle. I don't get to go to the beach all the time. I went to the beach for the first and final time when I was in kindergarten. This is only my second time doing so."
He stared at me, a look of complete surprise on his handsome face. "Really? Is this your second time going to a beach?"
I nodded. "Yes. Aside from not being able to afford such seaside resorts, transportation fees are outrageously costly. Instead of wasting money on unnecessary spending, we must save for our everyday needs as well as for my school's finances."
"Wow. I can't believe I hear this mature reasoning from a sixteen-year-old like you! Are you really just sixteen?" he sounded so impressed.
I chuckled. "Sure! Don't I appear to be?"
"Speaking from looking simply at your appearance, you look younger than sixteen, but the way you think at things looks like you aren't just sixteen. You speak more maturely than your actual age."
"Are you kidding me?" Still smiling, I shook my head. "It could just be that we'd had a particularly rough go of things in life. When my dad passed, I had to put my own interests and desires aside since I had to consider firstly what was best for my mother and me."
"But now, Irryn, we're here for you both. Rhian, my father, and I. We're here for you, and we're now family. You must enjoy things while you are still young. You don't have to think about it all that much. You don't have to think about the critical and complicated problems that only adults should think about. "Enjoy your teenage years while they last."
I felt grateful. "Thank you so much, Ryle. Thank you for accepting us to be part of your family."
He smiled at me and nodded.
I then remembered the seriousness of his expression when his father and my mother had previously discussed getting married.
I'm concerned about how he feels about it, but he couldn't explain himself clearly enough to give his honest opinion.
"Anyway, I observed you were silent and serious when uncle Alanson and my mother were discussing their wedding plans. I was concerned because you didn't say anything. Is their decision okay for you?"
"How about you?" he asked in response to my question. "Is it okay for you to see your mom marry someone else after your late father?"
"My father has been gone for three years. My mother never abandoned me and never stopped caring for me. She supported me entirely on her own. I believe it is time for her to be happy again."
He smiled as he glanced out at the sea. "Even though it's only been a year since we lost mommy in a car accident, dad never failed us, nor did he neglect us. Even though he lost mom, he still chose to stay strong for us. If auntie Fidelia is the one to bring back the happiness in dad's eyes, I will have no problem with their marriage, and I will approve it wholeheartedly."
"You mean you're not against their marriage?"
He glanced at me with the affection of a sibling.
He looks exactly like his younger brother, but he's a little taller, and he's the gentle and kind version—almost having an aura of a good angel.
"Ryn, I have no reason to be against it. I've seen how pleased Rhian gets and how excited she is to look forward to daddy remarrying another woman who has a lot of potentials to be our second mother. Rhian is very young, and she primarily needs the care of a mother."
I was relieved. Knowing that Ryle is not going against our parents' wishes is a great relief for me.
A strong wind blew, and I embraced myself since it was so cold.
Ryle took off his coat and put it on me, which surprised me.
"Ryle, you don't have to—"
"It's always been cold here, especially in the middle of the night. Let us take a seat on the bench."
I agreed as he brought me to one of the benches in front of the cottages.
"I haven't asked you this question yet, Ryle, and I hope you don't mind. But how old are you already?" I asked out of curiosity.
"Twenty-six. Way ahead to go over the calendar digits!" he joked around.
I laughed. "Hey, you're being exaggerated! Twenty-six is still young!"
He nodded, never disagreeing with me.
"How 'bout, Rhian? How old is the youngest?"
"She's only twelve years old and will begin Grade 7 in June. So, how about you? "I'm guessing you're in grade 11?"
"Yes. You? You're through with school?"
"Been years already since I got my degree. I have been in charge of this resort's operations for some time now."
Speaking of the resort, I saw that there had been no other tourists or travelers since we arrived this morning. It was just mom and I and the Lamonts.
"I haven't seen any guests here since mom and I arrived. Why?"
"Dad intended to close this resort today for tourists. He reserved it just for his family." I was surprised. So, that was the reason why this place was limited to only a few people today.
When I noticed the fishing boat approaching us, my heart began to race. I couldn't go wrong with whoever was driving the aforementioned watercraft. Standing tall on his boat in that white t-shirt, faded jeans, and wet boots. He looked like he was the king of the seas and oceans.
"Zack! Did you have fun on your boat trip all by yourself?" Ryle humorously remarked.
The boat stopped at the shore, and he went down. He ignored his brother and, again, pretended to be deaf as if he didn't hear anything at all. He fixed the boat's rope and tied it to the nearest tree's trunk.
Without a trace of a smile, his aura was as dark as usual when he came passing us by. He would probably go back to the resthouse.
"Where's Rhian, bro?" he spoke to his brother, at last!
"She's already inside the resthouse, Zack."
"Glad that you didn't bring her here to witness your night of passion. It's already late at night," he said mockingly.
Wait, what did he say? Night of passion? Was he implying that Ryle and I were having a romantic affair with each other?
Oh, he must be kidding! The two of us, actually, the four, including him and Rhian, are about to become siblings! I'll be about to be their stepsister!
Before he left, he merely smirked and stared at me sternly.
Now, both Zack and I have realized that trust is one of the most important core parts of a harmonic relationship. At least as of this time, we knew where we were lacking, and we are starting to correct our flaws from the past... "I'm sorry too, Zack, if I lost the trust in you the moment you left and I was hurt." "I understand. Always have been, Ryn." He nodded. "At least you had a reason, and it was valid. But mine? My jealousy let me suppress my whole mind, which led me to hurt you, and I was truly regretful of what I did. Little by little, I'll work hard to gain your full trust in me as how you trusted me when we used to be happy together during our school days, Ryn. I'll gain it back. I will wait for the day that you will trust me completely once more. I am never going to be leaving you or hurt you again. I'll work hard to earn back your trust." I nodded. "I love you so much, I won't deny you that thing, Zack. Everybody deserves another chance, and you deserve it. We don't need
Zack nodded gently and spoke, "It's okay. Answer it, Ryn." He reassured me it was okay. I answered the caller. "Dencel..." I said while glancing at Zack. He just stared and listened intently. "Hello, Ryn?" The caller spoke from the other line, too. I turned the loudspeaker on for Zack to hear whatever the conversation will be. "Why did you call?" I could feel my knees as weak as jelly as I was looking at my husband’s eyes. "Uhm, I just thought of your specialty coffee. Can you make one for me once I visit your cafe-resto maybe within this week?" he asked in his friendliest voice. Oh that! My promise to him. I suddenly frowned. "Uhm. Okay, Dens-" "Great!" He sighed with delight and in excitement. "So, when do you think is the best day to visit your cafe-resto? Tomorrow, maybe? Will you be there?" "I guess not, Dens. I will not be in Latte and Meal tomorrow." "Oh? Why? Where are you now?" I was about to answer when Zack suddenly held out his hand in front of me, an indicatio
I nodded, sincerely willing to grant him complete forgiveness.Things from the past wouldn't matter anymore because my love for him is just as powerful as it forgives no matter what mistake he’d made."I love you, Ryn. Back then and always will. I really do love you."I burst into tears, feeling loved and cherished and delighted."Do you love me, too?" He asked me full of hope."I love you so much, despite the fact that you've been a bad love to me in the past." In the midst of our sobbing, I made a light-hearted joke. "As much as time has passed, my feelings for you have not lessened in the least. This affection I have for you has not faded despite all the suffering we've been through together."We were in the middle of happiness when my phone suddenly rang in the pocket of my shorts. I picked it up and saw mom calling."It’s Mom," I said as I dearly glanced at Zack.He nodded, giving me a go signal to answer the call."Mom?""Irryn, where are you now? Zack is waiting for you! For th
(Irryn's POV) I quickly got out of the house and traveled to General Santos. Yes, I was heading toward Zack. I already knew the answer to my questions. No. Anger is not enough and should not be an excuse to let the loved one go, and in my case, yes, I am angry with him. I was angry, but still, I could not afford to lose him. I will never be able to lose him again! I was crying while driving, and there was no one else in mind but him. I want to see him. I love to see and hug him again. I miss him a lot! "Brother Ryle!" It took me an hour of drive, and I finally arrived in General Santos. I went straight to Lamont Resort, and right at the entrance, I saw Ryle with his wife and their baby. They turned to me, and they were surprised, especially my sister-in-law. "Ryn? Ryn!" He first gave the baby he was holding in his arm to his wife, and then he approached me. We hugged each other—a siblinghood hug. "Ryn, how are you?" he asked excitedly. "I've missed you!" "Me too, brother. I'
"What can I do? Irryn couldn't accept me anymore. She couldn't seem to forgive me any longer. No matter how sorry I am and no matter what I do to beg and plead for her forgiveness, it looks like she could no longer forgive me." "Just a piece of advice. Bro, naturally, part of love is hurting, right? I believe you also believe in that. That happens most of the time for most relationships, but don't get me wrong because I'm not using that as an excuse to hurt the person you love intentionally. What I intended to make you understand is that when you hurt the woman who means the world to you, leaving her behind will never be a solution. Leaving will not simply solve anything. Yes, you might have hurt her, but leaving her again after many years you left her because you committed another mistake? Bro, grow up! Leaving her for the second time will not make her forgive you!" I was struck big time by what Vandyke said. D*mn him for hitting the point and for lecturing me about things I should
"What? Your problem is Dencel and probably not me!" Vandyke defended himself. Gradually, I get to be close to Irryn again and I was able to make her heart beat for me as it did when we were younger. I know and I am positive that I have regained her love for me which she denied on the first days of our encounter after seven long years of being away from each other. I made everything to make her smile, laugh, and genuinely be happy again. At least, I had to cope with her the times and the years she was yearning in loneliness when I needed to live on my own. I saw love in her eyes once more, especially when we married and we get to live under the same roof. Now, I couldn’t help but hate myself for what I did to her. I let my aggressive emotions take me—my jealousy and insecurities, and my over-possessiveness towards her. Those things made me lose her once more, and there’s no guarantee that she can still forgive me for all the things that I’ve done. No matter how much I try to please
I stayed in Davao to end my contract as a lowkey contract Engineer with the company I worked for. I had just finished the contract when aunt Fidelia called me, crying that she told me about daddy's real health condition, so I was sent home completely in no time. I found out that dad actually had a heart illness, and he needed an operation right away, according to our physician. But the stubbornness of Alanson Lamont did not want to undergo the operation. He said he didn't want to because he was old, but I knew the truth that he was just afraid of the operation and its process and the possible outcome. “What if it would fail? What if it wouldn’t turn out to be successful? What if I still get sick? There's no use for operation!" Dad's words were always his litany as excuses not to go through a heart operation which was required for him to undergo to prolong his life. "Dad! You won't get anywhere better if that's how you constantly think if that's how you always act immaturely and if t
"Dad ..." When we finally ran into one another once more after so long, I almost couldn't believe it. "Zack son!" Daddy was emotional when he grabbed me with a hug. "Dad!" I couldn't contain my tears when I hugged him, too. "Dad, I'm sorry!" "I'm sorry too, son. I'm sorry." When the emotional reconnection was through, I brought him to my rented house. "How did you know I'm living here in Davao, dad?" "I had investigators on hand. Even throughout your first year in Davao, I kept an eye on you. I apologize if I did something like that behind your back but I simply worry a lot. Despite the distance between us, as your father, I felt it was my responsibility to check in on your well-being and make sure you were holding strong." I was surprised. "You had me watched and followed all this time?" He nodded gently. "As I said, I had to make sure you were living fine. When you graduated, I wanted to go to you. When you first got a job as an Engineer, I really wanted to go but I wasn't co
I just came back to my senses that hurting Irryn was not actually an enjoyable thing especially when I tried to assault her in the restroom. That day Anya caught me kissing another woman and I blamed Irryn for it. The truth was, I was not really hurt by the thought that Anya dumped me, I guessed it was my ego that has been hurt. I was also planning to admit to Anya the truth then, that I really don't like her and she is more deserving of others who will really love her wholeheartedly because I can't do that to her for I am always aware that I love someone else… From that moment, I finally let Irryn enter my heart completely, I know in myself that I have also admitted the long-held fact that I really like her. That I love her, romantically. I couldn’t accept her being a sister to me because I wanted more than that. I don't want to be her brother because I want more than sibling attachment to her. No matter how much we deny ourselves, hiding our feelings even when we finally get along