There is a much more inferior position in the Ruber pack than that of an Omega. It’s reserved for those not worth of anything. Yes, that’s me, the nameless girl. No rights, no roots, no identity, not even worthy of a name. No one knows where I came from, if they do, they don’t talk about it. I am a worthless, good for nothing slave Beta Diana took over when no one came forward to claim. That’s what they think, but they are wrong. From the depths of my soul, I know that I’m worthy of so much more than this. Just wait until they see my wolf, then they will know that the nameless girl is not so nameless…. Secrets and bonds under the moonlight
View More*Cali POV*It’s at dawn when Betty and I dash out of the Ruber pack castle. Gold is sulking about leaving Leroy behind, but I can’t afford to have him attend the commission of my castle. Not with those unrestrained power hungry lycans around. The dream I had the other is still very fresh in my head. “We could just do what Phoebe suggested. He is mate,” Golf links with me. “Future mate,” I correct her. I don’t know why I am the only one seeing something wrong with all this. Yes, I love Leroy and he knows it. I adore Phoebe too but I am never accepting being in a polygamous relationship. “You crushed his spirit, My Queen,” Betty final speaks. She has not said anything since we returned from the run yesterday. “He will get over it.”“He is an alpha with pride,” she tells me. “So what?” I ask. It’s not like he can decide to cheat on me. He is not even mine. “I know that you have not healed from everything that happened. Is it possible that you are not claiming him because you secret
*Leroy POV*I rush to Phoebe’s side the moment Cali storms out. I had my arms around Cali’s waist right in front of her.“She is right to avoid you. You are becoming a control freak,” Phoebe says the moment our door slams shut. I thought she was jealous, but she is angry about what I said to Cali. “I am trying to keep her here for our pup,” I try to explain and she does not get it. “She already said she will make necessary arrangements and I believe her. You are using Cale to force her to stay. You are going to lose her.”I let out a sigh and avoid her eyes. That’s exactly what Marcus said earlier. “I am sorry.”“I am not the one you should apologise to. Leroy, I am going to die. You need to fix your relationship with her before then because I don’t what your next mate is going to be like.”“Phoebe.”“It’s true. You need to stamp your name in her heart. You need to get that forgiveness. You won’t achieve that by forcing her to be around you.”“Fine. I will go and apologise,” I conce
*Cali POV*I storm out of Leroy and Phoebe’s suite and immediately summon the Epsilon. “Queen of …”“Give me the spell to server the bond,” I use my Lycan voice. If Leroy thinks I will dance to tune because he is my mate, he had another thing coming. “My Queen. Your Lycan will be knocked down for weeks. You will be vulnerable,” he warns but I have made up my mind. “Server the bond with Leroy and leave the one with Cale. Cale is enough to keep me going,” I interject and give him no other option but to do what I command. I am certain that knowing that Cale needing me will keep me alive. I can live without a mate for the rest of my life. Gold tries to take over but I don’t let her. It’s taking all my energy to suppress her as I gulp down the portion and feel my energy drain out. Gold whimpers, pain rips through my chest making me scream out before collapsing on the bed. “Gold,” I call on my wolf, suddenly feeling all alone. It’s so empty, like I have lost a piece of me. “Gold,” I c
*Cali POV*I take deep breaths, suppressing my moan. My heart is now beating like a drum and my core is on fire, making me feel things I should not feel. Making me yearn for a mate who is not mine. “Marcus, please leave us,” I plead and he looks at me with confusion written all over his face. Leroy on the other hand, has his eyes locked on me. He must know all about the dreams I have been having lately, because he is making me relive the most intense of them all. I can feel his lips on my breast, his hands cupping my buttocks. “Cali?” Marcus questions when I start panting. I know what will follow. He is going to caress my thighs and his finger is going to make contact with my sensitive button. He is going to be thrilled to find me all ready, but I can’t let him win this. I do the one thing I know will infuriate him and stop all this. Alloy and Neptune. Gold revolts but I override her and imagine them. Wrong move on my part. Leroy is mad but he does not storm out like I thought he w
CaliI am pacing around Phoebe and Leroy’s chambers. Phoebe lays defeated on the bed and Leroy walks around with an inconsolable Cale on his chest. I am angry and frustrated that I can’t help. How can a baby starve to death in our presence? I am the queen for heaven’s sake!That’s when the Epsilon shows up. It’s really weird how he does this but we have gotten used to it. “A beautiful or a tragic story. Forgiveness or hatred shall be the decider.”He utters his usual riddles but I have no patience for that today. “What’s that supposed to mean?” I yell at him. I have never felt this helpless in my reigning life. “It means you feed him,” Phoebe says with certainty. I look at her in disbelief before noticing that they are all looking at my chest. I look down and find my gown wet. “What the…?”“You are producing milk instead of me,” Phoebe points out, cutting me off. “That’s just…” I halt, not knowing know how to describe this. How on earth am I producing milk when I have not given
*Cali POV*It has been a week since I moved to Leroy’s castle. Phoebe is thrilled, but Leroy and I are both really worried. Both Sky and Gold are behaving strange. It’s like they are in cahoots and planning their so called pup behind our backs. It’s just after seven in the morning. I am standing on the balcony sipping coffee when Leroy joins me. He stands a foot away and electric impulses spread throughout my body. This used to happen when he touched me, now it’s just being in proximity. “You feel it,” he says and I nod my head. I avoid him, but all my dreams are about our union now. It makes me feel so guilty when I see Phoebe. She, of course, thinks it’s all normal, but this is the most frustrating mate bond ever. “We need to keep a distance from each other,” I tell him. “I can’t and I don’t want to.”“Leroy!”“I am tired, Cali. I am being punished for the sins I did not commit. Sins I have no idea how to intercede for. Your ovulation is in a week’s time and every Alpha and Lyc
*Leroy POV*Cali’s pack is surprised to see me in their pack house. The ones Linda, Marcus and I rescued, bow before me and are thrilled to see me, but I can feel the hatred from the rest. I don’t blame them, considering everything we did to them. There is also the matter of their burial ground I can’t return to them. It is a quiet ride back to Ruber city. We are both sitting at the back of the SUV. The shield separating us from the driver is down. We have privacy, but Cali keeps her eyes focused outside the window.“Don’t overthink it. You love me and I love you too.”“I love Phoebe, not you!”She does not even look at me as she snaps. I can’t help but laugh. How I have missed this cute ball of stubbornness. Sky is in heaven at the prospect of having her and Phoebe under the same roof again. “You’ve always been really hot and stubborn. Funny how I love even that.”She finally looks at me, those gold alluring eyes making my heart flutter. “Stop talking,” she instructs with the sam
*Cali POV*Three months later, I pace up and down my chambers, contemplating if I should answer my phone or not. Phoebe has been calling me several times every single day. I know what she wants. I turn her down everyday. I would do anything for her, except this. I should ignore her, but my stupid heart won’t let me. I let out a sigh and answer. “Phoebe!” I exclaim excitedly. “You are ignoring my calls,” she accuses with that tone that pulls on all my heart strings. Not even Leroy can do that and he is apparently my mate. “I wasn’t, I promise. I left my phone behind when I went for a walk,” I lie through my teeth. Phoebe is by far the only person I can never be mean to. She has this strange impact on me. We have this bond that even the Epsilon cannot explain. “You are a bad liar, Gold.”I can’t help but laugh. “Fine, I know why you are calling and I hate turning you down. I promise you that I will come when my godson is born,” I come out clean. I have accepted that her and Leroy
*Cali POV*I sit up in bed and look at the shirtless man beside me. Something is wrong because my heart starts pounding like it used to when we were bedmates. “What?”“What did you do to my lycan?” I ask, looking suspiciously at him. My pack would have missed him coming to my chambers because we have the same scent, but there is no way my lycan missed him. Gold hates Leroy and Sky, yet we are in bed together. How the hell did this happen?He laughs and plays with my hair lock. “You may hate me, but it’s not real. What is real is our connection. It’s getting stronger each day,” he says while I frantically shake my head. “No, it’s not!” I snap with a hushed tone, careful not to wake up Phoebe. “I don’t think you can wish this away, Cali,”“Gold,” I correct him and he grins at me. “You will always be Cali to me. We have a history, a foundation. All these idiots can try, but ultimately, you are mine. I told your lycan to kill me and she curled up in my arms instead.”I shake my head
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